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Ant

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Good or bad, I love life. It can't be all good all of the time. The bad times are my moments of contrast, the ones that accentuate the brightness. I live to create. My camera has become an extension of me. Sometimes I leave my pictures as they are and sometimes I photoshop them because sometimes I want to express life between the lines. I currently reside in NYC. This place is magic. It's a bubble that exists in the world. There's nothing like it. Here I have met talented, not so talented but all passionate and gifted artists. From the dearly departed CBGB's to the Brooklyn Museum to the Bronx Zoo to the East Village, it's all represented here. All you need to do is step out of the front door. Still, anyone that knows me knows that my heart is with the sand, beach and sun. My mom has a piece of land in Puerto Rico. We plan to build a house there. It's right by a secluded beach were the water is crystal clear and the sunsets are honey. I welcome all my friends to come hang ten with me there but let me build it first. I have been with some of the most beautiful people both inside and out but I have yet to find that person. I am in no rush. I guess that's where some people make their mistake. They couple with someone in the fear of being alone. I am happy on my own. I don't want to be a psychiatrist, carry baggage, deal with alcohol/drug addictions, pay for someone elses mistakes, replace a mother/father and those that are married don't even register on my radar. The point is that I have dealt with my demons and I have moved on. I would like to be with someone that has done the same or at least doing the same. I am here to offer support and love to the person that takes responsibility and wants to make something out of themselves. I am here to share my life. But this is not why I am on Myspace. Life will do what it's supposed to do in it's due time. I live with 3 cats, 2 dogs, 3 frogs and 3 birds. They keep it real for me. It's a bit tough in a NY apartment but we make it work. My 16 year old pitbull died last year and he must be mentioned. His name was Africa but he will always be remembered as Poofers. I love working out. I am a vegetarian. I am going to start yoga soon...wish me luck! I don't do drugs unless coffee qualifies (Ben, I know you're reading this. I no longer make sock coffee. I've moved on to percolators)Oh and I wake up at 6am everyday....even on Sundays.

My Interests

Music. Photography. Travel. Sun. Sand. Moon and stars. Good food. Good wine. Good friends. Passionate lovers. Good times, bad times, and everything in between.

I'd like to meet:

Artists, free spirits, circus freaks, creators, rebels, inventors, thinkers, the pushers of limits, lovers not fighters, anyone that hasn't given up, the ones that have pushed through, broken loose, and are living free. The ageless, the inspired, the ones that are making, moving and doing. It's about who you are and what you make of yourself. If you're a house wife then be the damn best housewife you can be. If you're a penniless artist then be the best penniless artist that you can be. Leave your mark. Create a legacy..."We are born into greatness and conditioned into mediocrity"

Music:

Ryan Star- My heart is here...........&....... FIXER (you can find both Ryan Star and Fixer on MySpace)......................U2, Coldplay, Incubus, Tool, J Cash, The Cure, Radio..., The Dandywar...., good ol' G&R, Aerosmith, Greenday, The Killers, Death Cab For Cutie, Franz Ferdinand, Smashing Pumpkins, STP, Velvet Revolver, Interpol, Joy Division, The Smiths, Portishead, Chrissie Hynde (The Pretenders)Siouxie&TheBanshees, LedZep, Beatles, Journey, Foo Fighters, Mortal Coil, Mazzy Star, Cocteu Twins, The Bravery, MotherF*ckin PRINCE ( I swear he's alien) ...to be continued. Oh yea, and a recent add on to my friend's reminds me that Nirvana changed the music scene forever. There are many, many more bands that I just can't think of right now.

Movies:

Purple Rain, Cinema Paradiso, Moulin Rouge, The Notebook & Bridges Of Madison County (pure chick flicks), All the Star Wars, Close Encounters Of The Third Kind, ET, Resident Evil, Serenity, All the Lord Of The Rings, The Dreamers, Aliens (yea the 2nd one) Amalie(another chick flick), Finding Nemo, Queen Margot, Velvet Goldmine, Trainspotting, The Lost Boys, The Breakfast Club, Eternal Sunshine, Salton Sea, Starship Troopers, The Last Samurai, Lord Of The Flies, The Warriors, Grease, Untamed Heart (I know it's cheesy), Heathers, Cabaret, Memoirs Of A Geisha, The Island (the 70's movie about the pirates), Romeo&Juliet, Neverending Story, Henry&June, The Goonies, Whale Rider, La Vie En Rose........................more to come.

Books:

Harry Potter (all), The Da Vinchi Code, Future Shock, The Tempest, the Tipping Point....

Heroes:

Obviously my parents. They are survivors. My brother not because he has fought the war in Iraq but because he has the courage! Whether or not I agree with the war is secondary to the fact that my brother is a hero to me. And my houseplants because they refuse to die.

My Blog

Im an egg...

Did you ever want to peel yourself right off of you?  Just peel off all your past and all the things that make you you and be left with a clean vessel? Sometimes I feel that I am just so full of the o...
Posted by Ant on Fri, 23 May 2008 02:13:00 PST

All days lead up to today

It's been years coming to today. I can say for sure that I have searching for the answers to many a question for a very long time. I've always been a thinker. Involusion is what I do best. E...
Posted by Ant on Fri, 02 May 2008 10:18:00 PST

If

If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you, If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and n...
Posted by Ant on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 05:57:00 PST

Transformation

What have you done with my time that you exist in every second gone by? That you knew where I wanted to be and brought me there? That I desire you consistently yet don't need you constantly. And if I ...
Posted by Ant on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 08:54:00 PST

New Day

I want to tell you that I did want to fuck you wanted to hold you grab on to your hair Lose myself drunk from the smell of your body Something like love that reeks more of lust when mixed with the sc...
Posted by Ant on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 08:19:00 PST

My Celebrity Look-alikes

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Family pictures...
Posted by Ant on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 05:02:00 PST

Dawn

Life is amazing. It gives. It takes. It gives. It takes. Like a graceful pendulum. I know it means something so I flow with it all. I let it carry me. I accept it. I trust it. It's taking me some...
Posted by Ant on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 07:50:00 PST

Someone Out There - Antonia

There's someone out there, just like me They walk the streets, just like me Looks up every night to glimpse the vastness of the sky One step at a time, with a wandering mind, just like mine I kn...
Posted by Ant on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 05:29:00 PST

Some Words

Words to some of the songs....   Here Again - Antonia   I find myself back here again And wonder if much has changed since then Cause time has passed but it seems my heart has stayed the sam...
Posted by Ant on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 05:50:00 PST

Life Just Is

The crazy thing about life is that it just is. It does and happens with or without us. We have total control over our lives but it doesn't mean that things aren't going to happen to us just because we...
Posted by Ant on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 05:38:00 PST