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[Mr. Foster] loves chocolate crucifixes. [forever]

"The patron saint of heartache"

About Me

I'm me. I've decided to not classify myself as anything but. I'm not METAL, I'm not EMO (according to some jerks who think I am), I'm just ME. That's who I want you all to know, NOT the Crying, Depressant Pitiful person that I can be; NOT the threaten-to-cut-you-into-pieces-and-put-you-in-a-heftybag Morbid and Angry person many people know, just ME. As such, because I'm Me, I'll accept most anyone who cares enough to request me on Myspace. I DO however, have one thing to say that applies to the "type" people I've been getting requests from: IF YOUR PAGE SAYS "YOU MUST BE 18 YEARS OR OLDER TO VIEW", and I have to download some program to view your friggin' page, DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME REQUESTING ME! If your page says those accursed words, then YOUR A WASTE OF MY TIME. Other than that, I welcome ALL.
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My Interests

Hanging out with my Lovely Girlfriend, Art, Poetry, Photography, Music, Internet, Playing Video Games, B-Movies, Talking on my Cell Phone, Reading (on occasion), Writing Poetry of my own, Writing songs (that doubtfully will ever be played), Myspace, Facebook, Drawing, Hanging out with Friends,
You scored as Old School Black Metaller. You worship the old bands in Black Metal, although the most of them have already different sound in comparison with their first works. Especially the Norwegian scene influences your musical preferences and you feel inspired from the past glory.

Raw/Pure Black Metal Listener


70%

Old School Black Metaller


70%

Poser and Non-Black-Metaller


50%

New School Black Metaller


20%
What kind of Black Metaller are you ?
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You scored as Death Metalist. Death metal alright!!! you love violence, torturing people, reducing humanity and you are a sick beast that doesn't care if only your home remains after a devastating armargeddon as you only need yourself to live.

Black Metalist


93%

Death Metalist


93%

Funeral Doom Metalist


87%

Heavy Metal/Old School


60%

Progressive Metalist


47%

Thrash Metalist


40%

Power Metalist


27%

Non-Metal


13%
Which metal genre do you love the most? (Prepare for a long quiz!!!)
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Your connection with darkness is through your
murderous ways/thoughts. You want to kill, get
away with it and do it again and again etc. To
be in charge of peoples lives, to decide if
someone should live or die makes you feel
powerful. And power is addicting. But chances
are you haven't commited murder(torture/rape)
yet. So far theese thoughts stay inside and
haven't come to life. Most people wouldn't
expect you to want to do this(maybe close
friends/familymembers) since you look just like
an ordinary Joe (but sometimes theese types
stand out). In school you were likely the quiet
one who seemed harmless. Isn't it fun to prove
people wrong?

What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
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You are Apocalypse Apocalypse 75% Magneto 72% Dark Phoenix 66% Venom 64% Juggernaut 60% Dr. Doom 55% The Joker 45% Lex Luthor 45% Mystique 44% Mr. Freeze 42% Catwoman 40% Kingpin 33% Two-Face 28% Poison Ivy 25% Riddler 14% Green Goblin 12% You believe in survival of the fittest and you believe that you are the fittest.
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You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.

Pinhead


60%

Hannibal Lecter


50%

Leatherface


30%

Michael Myers


30%

Jigsaw


30%

Candyman


30%

Freddy Krueger


20%

Jason Voorhees


20%

Captain Spaulding


20%

Buffalo Bill


0%
Which Horror Killer are You?
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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You are a mystery what are you?You decide you could
be anything you want to be good luck choosing!
Your saying:I can do whatever the hell I want.

What creature of darkness or you?(COOL PICS)CHANGED
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Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged."I've come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."
The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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You bleed from your ears. In your life all you`ve
known were lies. Everyone you heald dear has
lied and betrayed you which has left you in a
state of true bitterness. Humanity has angered
you dearly. You can`t bear the lies and the
mask everyone hides behind. Endless, painful,
confusion has taken over you. All you want is
the truth, and the end of the lies you
constantly hear. That is why and how you bleed.

- How And Why Do You Bleed? - Dark+Detailed Results
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You are the angel of death: you go around and make
sure who is post to die dies and then you
take them to be judged Wings: Are large and black featherd Eyes:Grey and empty death is all around you no more
love no more hate Item:Neckless with a charm shaped like a coffen /
Symbol:Tattoos all over your body Animal:Rat

What angel are you? (for guys and girls)
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You scored as Silver. You are a Silver Were. Silver Weres are the spice in the Garou, the strange and unexpected, often rare creatures. The irony of being Silver, even if the metal doesn't harm Weres like it was beleived, brings joy to the Silver Ones to no end. They are fascinated by the paranormal happenings around them, including themselves!

Silver


79%

Black


79%

Grey


71%

Brown


71%

Red


64%

Gold


62%

White


29%
What Color Werewolf Are You??
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you are a lost soul.you dont open up easily to people and usually hid
your emotions from the rest of the world. so
many people look ate you and just look at how
amazing you are because you arnt showing your
inner thoughts to the world. you are very
beautiful and you are skilled but you may not
exactly know it or you already do! im like this
and everyone thinks im a cool fun person when
all i want to do is hide from the rest of the
world!!! well dont keep your emotions tied up.
let them out by writing how you feel. but
really everyone thinks you are eather really
cool or crazy.... oh welll!!!

Are you a lost soul?
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You need understanding.
In your life there has been many people that
could never seem too comprehend your
personality. Now you have either become an
out-cast because of their narrow minds or you
have adjusted yourself to them, and never
letting them see who you are deep inside. You
now think that no one will ever understand you
and you hate that fact. Though you are scared
of what the effects might be if you would
decide to let someone in so you keep a safe
distance that you both curse and bless.

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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You are sad because of your grief

Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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You are best represented by the Scythe. Long
considered the weapon of choice by the grim
reaper and a number of other so-called 'evil'
entities, your weapon reflects your negative
views of many of life's aspects. Most people
would say that you are way out there and have a
twisted approach to living, but what do they
know?

What sort of Weapon best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!)
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You are the warrior, a servant of the force. Enemy
of people and slayer of dragons. You're strong,
feirce and not afraid of anything. You have
excellent balance and sword craft. Enemies die
at your hands...

What are you? (10 different outcomes)
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"Happiness can subside, but frustration never
lets go"
You have been awfully mistreated in your life by
your fellow peers and/or family, and feel a
growing frustration towards your life and
your inability to do anything about it. Since
no one has ever really been there for you,
you bottle most things inside. And that is
quite a lot of pain bottled up too. Deep
inside you yearn for many things; feelings
for affinity, for the world to improve, for
people to stop being judgemental amongst
other things. Yet your hope in improvement is
very low, and believe you only have the power
over yourself. When you are in larger crowds
you tend to get irritated by the prescence of
others, so you keep to yourself. Those who
know you are probably aware of the hate you
carry, but you rarely do anything about it.

What is Your Phrase? [for darker people]
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I'd like to meet:

Edgar Allan Poe, H.P. Lovecraft, Tim Burton, Clive Barker, H.R. Giger, Salvador Dahli, and alot of my lovely Myspace friends.
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Music:

Across Five Aprils, AevLord, Amon Amarth, Arch Enemy, Atreyu, At The Gates, Bleeding Through, Carpathian Forest, Children of Bodom, Chimaira, Cradle of Filth, Cryptopsy, Dark Tranquility, Defleshed, Dimmu Borgir, Dodgin Bullets, Eighteen Visions, Evergreen Terrace, Every Time I Die, God Forbid, Haste The Day, Hatebreed, Iced Earth, In Flames, Iron Maiden, Lamb of God, Meshuggah, Most Precious Blood, Murderdolls, Nile, Noctuary, Old Man's Child, Opeth, Otep, Pig Destroyer, Rammstein, Shockwave, Slayer, The Black Dahlia Murder, The Forsaken, The Locust, Thy Disease, Underoath, Vader, Witchery, Zao
You're Dani, the lead singer and creepy ringleader
of the great Cradle of Filth!

Which Cradle of Filth Member are You?
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Movies:

300, A Nightmare on Elm Street, Army of Darkness, Blade, Blade II, Blood and Chocolate Bram Stoker's Dracula, Carrie, Constantine, Cradle of Fear, Creepshow, Dawn of the Dead, Dawn of the Dead (Original), Dark City, Darkness Falls, Edward Scissorhands, FearDotCom, Freddy vs. Jason, Ghostship, Ginger Snaps, Ginger Snaps II: Unleashed, Ginger Snaps Backs: The Beginning, Gothic, Hellraiser, Insomnia, IT, John Carpenter's Modern Vampires, Lady In The Water, Land of the Dead, Night of the Living Dead, Night of the Living Dead (Original), Nosferatu, Pet Semetary 2, Pulse, Queen of The Damned, Saw II, Saw III, Shaun of the Dead, Sleepy Hollow, Sweeney Todd, Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning, The Covenant The Departed, The Grudge 2, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Prestige, The Shining, The Thing, The Wicker Man, They Come Back, Thirt13en Ghosts, Thr3e, Underworld, Underworld 2: Evolution, Vacancy Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust, V For Vendetta,
You are a maniac killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you
are not the most social person in the bunch
and people think you are weird. That bothers
you somewhat but atleast you can entertain
yourself with daydreaming about killing them.
After all, they have no idea what's coming.
Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world"
- R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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You are the Iron Cage. Victims get put inside of
you when they are hanged from a tree, where
they are left to rot and get eaten by ravens.
Which Torture Device Are you?
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You were acused of witch craft and burned at the
stake (and if you lived in Salem hung). You
were misunderstood and probably didnt have many
friends. You also really believed in balance
such as you can not have night without day.
This life you are still that way. Your fear is
of fire.
How Did You Die? (Anime Pics)
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A bloody gruesome death. You're most likely a
self-mutilator. You like the burning sensation
you get as your skin gives way to the blade and
watching as the rivers of blood flow down your
arm and onto the bathroom floor. You don't
really care HOW you end up killing
yourself...just as long as you're dead in the
end and there's a mess for people to clean up.
After all, they deserve it anyway right? And
you like whatever is convenient at the time for
you...so there's no real planning to be done.
What Form Of Suicide Are You?
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Traditional. You would be the sort of vampire that
could be killed easily. After all, EVERYONE
knows how to kill your sort. You're mean, but
sort of a doddering old codger of a vampire.
But watch out... people should never forget
that you ARE a vampire. Dracula, eat your
heart out.
What SORT of Vampire would you be?
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You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him.

Dracula


83%

Akasha


83%

Marius


83%

Angel


67%

Deacon Frost


50%

Louis


33%

Armand


33%

Blade


33%

Lestat


17%

Spike


0%
Whose your Vampire personality? (images)
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you are a vampire!(like me)
(cool pics) ru a vamp or an angel or a demon
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How evil are you?

Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force Family Guy, Futurama, House, Metalacolypse, Scrubs, Smallville, Tales From The Crypt, The Sopranos Viva La Bam

Your Deadly Sins


Wrath: 80%
Envy: 60%
Sloth: 60%
Greed: 40%
Lust: 20%
Pride: 20%
Gluttony: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 40%
You will die in prison, in a puddle of your own blood. How Sinful Are You?
Bondage Bear

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Books:

I adopted a cute lil' death fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! which dark icon is for you?? (lots of results and pretty pics!!!)
madness. this ones creepy in a really cool way.
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Heroes:

I consider Jonathan (My Brother), Edgar Allan Poe, H.P. Lovecraft, Tim Burton, Clive Barker, H.R. Giger, and Salvador Dahli role models/heroes.
Your Heart is Black

What Color is Your Heart?
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My Blog

A Very Interesting Truth

I got this off the page of Hop In The Coffin {X-Core Coffin}. He got it from Adam Absinthe. I just thought this was interesting (but as I've said before: I'm ME; meaning I'm not Goth, but have no prob...
Posted by A Sole Ray of Light In The Darkness on Tue, 08 May 2007 08:15:00 PST

IN MY MASTER'S KEEP

IN MY MASTER'S KEEPThrough deathly silent nights,And fogs bewitching haze,I trudge through deepened forests,A labyrinthian maze.To a castle enwreathed in shadows,Where all sanity frays,To enter in the...
Posted by A Sole Ray of Light In The Darkness on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 06:38:00 PST

The Many Things I HATE

This is basically a list of the many things I HATE.NOTE: If you don't agree with my opinion, I DON'T CARE.I HATE- I HATE Labels for others(there is NO POINT in catergorizing your fellow man or wo...
Posted by A Sole Ray of Light In The Darkness on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 11:24:00 PST

Walk Into Eternity

We walk; walk hand in hand, our hands ever entwined, knowing not where we are going, only knowing with certainty that we will make this walk together. We walk this road, side by side,he...
Posted by A Sole Ray of Light In The Darkness on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 08:27:00 PST

First Love's Emotion BY Heather Simmers

First Love's Emotion I felt your warmthI felt it lingerI felt you touch meWith every fingerI felt your loveI felt your passionThat first warm kiss...Did it really happen?I saw your eyesI saw them gle...
Posted by A Sole Ray of Light In The Darkness on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 08:18:00 PST

What You've Made of Me BY Heather Simmers

What you've made of me To Harrison Foster ... my only joy BrokenHatedWantingWaitingThis would be my soul.TearingCuttingWeepingBleedingThis would be my mind.LoveKindnessFeelingPeaceThis is what you bri...
Posted by A Sole Ray of Light In The Darkness on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 08:09:00 PST

As The Petal Drops

::I found this is today. I actually wrote this in 5th grade. And Oh My God, It's actually NOT depressing or dark. Wow. Enjoy!:: AS THE PETAL DROPSAs the petal drops, the world stands still,Their hands...
Posted by A Sole Ray of Light In The Darkness on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 07:54:00 PST

The Rise and Fall

::This is of my struggle to find myself; find myself amidst the pain and suffering I feel each and every day. This is of wondering if I can let go, free myself from these two years of hell I brought u...
Posted by A Sole Ray of Light In The Darkness on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 03:54:00 PST

In Dreams And Mortal Flesh

When oft I lay bereft of sleep, As peaked Moonlight through window gleams, My mind enthralls your entrancing beauty, Slipping forth into bittersweet of dreams. Betwixt that of dreams and of mortal la...
Posted by A Sole Ray of Light In The Darkness on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 08:03:00 PST

Through You

Through You Through you I've learned to LOVE, Through your love I've learned to LIVE, Through living I've become LOST in you, Through being lost in you I hope now to never be FOUND. All is THROUGH YOU...
Posted by A Sole Ray of Light In The Darkness on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST