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Goddess Pandora ~ NYDM/PADM President

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About Me


~~~ She ripped the head half off the neck, staring at the white bones of the broken spinal cord, then swallowing the death instantly with the violent spray of blood from the torn artery. But the heart, the beating heart, she would see it, taste it. She threw the body back over her right arm, bones cracking, while with her left hand she split the breast bone and tore open the ribs, and reached through the hot bleeding cavity to pull the heart free.
~~~ Not dead yet, not really. And slippery, glistening like wet grapes. The faithful crushed against her as she held it up over her head, squeezing it gently so that the living juice ran down the fingers and into her open mouth. Yes, this, forever and ever ~~~
* taken from Anne Rice Queen of the Damned, chapter entitled "The Goddess Pandora"
~ I Am A Writer ~
~ I Am A Journalist ~
~ I Am A Vixen ~
~ I Am A Satanist ~
~ I Am A Metalhead ~
~ I Am A Goddess ~
~ I Hate To Describe Myself ~
~ I Am Open To Different Views ~
~ I Enjoy Meaningful Debates ~
~ I Am Stubborn ~
~ I Have Been Called A Bitch ~
~ I Hate Hypocrites ~
~ I Hate Having Beliefs Forced Upon Me ~
~ I Distrust Most ~
~ Those I Love Will Have Me By Their Side Forever ~
~ I Prefer Darkness To Light, Since More Is Revealed In That Way ~
~ I Am A Skeptic ~
~ I Bite When I Am Pissed Or Hurt In Any Way ~
~ I Defend And Fight For What I Feel Is Right ~
~ I Hate Myself ~
~ I Love Myself ~
~ I Suffer From Borderline Personality ~
~ I Need To Feel Pain To Survive ~
~ I Am Your Worst Nightmare ~
~ Do You Want Me Now? ~

My Interests



~ Horror, Horror And More Horror ~
~ Extreme Music ~
~ Horror Movies ~
~ The Macabre ~
~ Concerts ~
~ Vampires ~
~ The Occult ~
~ Swords and Daggers ~
~ Blood and Gore ~
~ Nightmares ~
~ Horror Conventions ~
~ Dracula's Ball ~
~ Spews At The House Of Chaos ~
~ Corsets ~
~ Vinyl And Spikes ~
~ Extreme Fear ~
~ Vodka ~
~ I Love My Jeep ~
~ Ghost-Hunting (Make Me Believe) ~
~ Serial Killer Trading Cards Are a Must ~
~ Tattoos ~
~ Pain Infliction ~
~ Red Wine ~
~ My Life On Caffeine ~
~ Writing Stories, Prose, Poetry ~
~ The Shock Factor ~
~ Wine Tasting (Or Consuming Parties) ~
~ Snuggles Under Covers On A Cold Night ~

A you passed with great skill Impressive Mrs. LeVay

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I'd like to meet:

~ Other With Similar Interests ~
~ New Friends And Acquaintances ~
~ No More Assholes, Too Many To Deal With ~
~ Others Who Write ~
~ Those Who Don't Fear What They Don't Know ~
~ Mask-Free Individuals Who Speak Their Mind ~
~ Those Who Know Who They Are ~
~ Interesting, Exciting, Energizing Soul Seekers ~
~ I Am Your Goddess, Not The Other Way Around ~

Music:

~~~ HEAVY METAL ~~~
~~~ Black Metal ~~~
~~~ Death Metal ~~~
~~~ Gothic Industrial ~~~
~~~ RIP Dimebag Darrell ~~~
~~~Now to name a few for those curious: SLAYER, Pantera, Deicide, The Gathering, Lacuna Coil, Mortician, Mourning, Emperor, Cradle of Filth, Ancient, VNV Nation, Cruxshadows, Tapping the Vein, King Diamond, Mercyful Fate, KMFDM, Hanzel Und Gretyl, etc. etc. etc. etc. Just ask if I like and I will answer.... ~~~

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Movies:

Extreme Horror Freak. I'm Robert Englund's Groupie! Fascinated with all forms of horror, ranging from B-flicks to what is played on the big screens nowadays.Also find a craving from time to time to watch some Japanese Horror Flicks. I love Suicide Club, Battle Royale and Tomie movies.

Television:

First and foremost, I was a huge fan of Carnivale, until HBO had to be stupid and cancel it after its second season. But, I will always love it!

Others include:

And last but not least....

Books:

Horror novels seem to find there way onto my bookshelf.

Nobody knows horror without experiencing Richard Laymon..

Anne Rice ~ Goddess of Horror

Skeptical, but great reading. As is anything of Anton LaVey's ~ Anyone who can cause so much skepticism must be a genius.

Heroes:

***Dimebag ~~~~ We Will Never Forget....

Gloria Steinem ... My whole reason for being a journalist...

A family that was a true inspiration...

A reason behind my psychosis ~ JANIS ~

My Blog

Creating a monster

So I was watching May the other day... One of my favorite flicks, and I was thinking that it was a nice concept... You take the most appealing features of each person you encounter and make the ultima...
Posted by Goddess Pandora ~ NYDM/PADM President on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 07:52:00 PST

and the words keep churning...

With him by my side, I can conquer all.. I try to keep believing that... "I don't feel right.. I have a crack in my heart..." It's been about six months of unemployment... The editor for the paper I ...
Posted by Goddess Pandora ~ NYDM/PADM President on Sat, 31 May 2008 08:14:00 PST

For my beautiful man...

With you I can do anything...       ...
Posted by Goddess Pandora ~ NYDM/PADM President on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 04:32:00 PST

part 2

i am so devastated sometimes that i think i am going crazy. after my surgery one year ago, it took me two weeks before i was able to return to work... my bosses were so nice to me, and understanding.....
Posted by Goddess Pandora ~ NYDM/PADM President on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 12:02:00 PST

One Year After My Surgery...

This was coming, so I just decided after eating much food and drinking much champagne and shots of various liquor in my husband's shot... now is the time...   This time one year ago, I was in a h...
Posted by Goddess Pandora ~ NYDM/PADM President on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 06:17:00 PST

A random thought...

Sometimes I pride myself in being a strong woman... Hell I've had brain surgery and came out - not quite unscathe, but somewhat in tact.  Now, I just don't know anymore... I'm sad for feeling bad...
Posted by Goddess Pandora ~ NYDM/PADM President on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 05:27:00 PST

Ocktotenfest 2006 - Sterling Hotel, Allentown PA 10/8/06

Wykked WytchScars of Hatred Skip and Derrelikt!RavenNu World Disorder Raven and IBella Morte and I (a Goddess sandwich!)Andy of Bella Morte and Me! Matt and I! Sheesh, I guess I got around!Kaiser of H...
Posted by Goddess Pandora ~ NYDM/PADM President on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 06:29:00 PST

For anyone interested in NYDM/PADM... Please read...

To all the prospects and supporters, and anyone interested in PADM/NYDM membership: Ok people, here is the way it all works!!PADM is the proud Pennsylvania chapter of NYDM.The NEW YORK DEATH MILITIA i...
Posted by Goddess Pandora ~ NYDM/PADM President on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 03:10:00 PST

I JUST WANT TO ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD...

I'M MARRIED TO THE GREATEST MAN EVER!HAPPY FOUR YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO MY DERRELIKT, MY DARK ANGEL!!! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!!!...
Posted by Goddess Pandora ~ NYDM/PADM President on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 07:01:00 PST

What we do when we're bored....

We decorate our animals!!! It was our bunny's first birthday!!! SO, HERE IS HAAS THE BUNNY AND DRAVEN THE CAT!!!   So, we need a life.... :)...
Posted by Goddess Pandora ~ NYDM/PADM President on Wed, 31 May 2006 12:11:00 PST