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About Me

I just had a deer walk through my front yard.Wierd.I was invited here by someone and I thank you.This seems like a much cooler place to be.About me.How do you outline yourself?I live in boulder co. and moved here from Jersey, about 5 times.I love New Jersey.Almost everything about it except the way the government is run there.I go to Denver to get away from suburbia hell. I'll skate till they amputate my legs cuz I'm an adrenalin junky. My toes are always wet with a new favorite song. Walking in the warm rain during the summertime at the shore is an increadible feeling to me. I love tattoos but dont want piercings. I absolutely love racing! anything, motor or no just going as fast as I can without killing myself is the real deal. I race cars in traffic on my skateboard down hills. I'm a lover and a fighter wich kinda sucks. Tends to make one as stubborn as a jackass. Yeah, I wont take any of your shit but I'm more than happy to show it to you. Cars...the muscle cars of the sixties and early seventies. Just looking at them gets my heart racing and my mouth watering to throw on some super fuzzed out, heavy,fast,super thick rock and lite up the road. Faster than the speed of life. More than a dozen trips to the E.R. per year? Fuck it. I hate the draconian establishment we call the goverment. Dont get me wrong, it has its moments of humor but all in all I think the country has gone to shit since 1840, actually alot sooner. Its a joke how far our so-called president has his hand up the collective ass of the seven sisters and its insulting to me that they try to paint a facade of ritous religous cruesades. Its absolute bullshit what they expect us to believe here. I mean, whats the deal.Are we Americans really just mindless consuming fuck machines with only a primitive need for more of everything till its all gone? It seems to me there are only two opinions of us in the world. One is the previous view of this country in all its splendor, and the second one is'nt that much farther from the truth than the first.We seem to be view'd as an industrious people that have the ability to creat what we want and need in the now as well as for the future unbound.A people that can flood the world with our sewage of complications and insessant need to muck up everybody elses business on the planet. We're fucked, and I'm movin ta Portugal. Puritannical freaks. Like the man said "in the future there'll be no guys, no girls, just wankers" Reality. Baggage. We've all got some, it just depends on wether or not you let it drag you down. I've opted not to let it drag me down or get in my way anymore. It's been a tough and long dirty road and those of you who know me know that I made a ton of wrong turns chasing that invisible circus of the substantial existance in a high life. I spent close to 17 years high on one thing or another or all three at once and became a survivor. I dont know why I always chose the hard life consciously, fully aware of the repercussions. But hey! What the hell right? Fighting these gorillas for so so long through a mirror has made me stronger than I ever thought I could be and forced me to put a value and a thirst for life that is unparalleld. Honstly it has led me to too many regrets, and its all been hard lessons to learn and it hasnt come without a hell of alot of fun along the way for sure. I have more memories of love and happiness, worthy, legitamate love and happiness, with my friends and loved ones that will last me a lifetime and I just gotta say to all of you THANK YOU for being in my life. I value my memories, good and bad, with you as most value life because you are all parts that have made my life what it is and me who I am through my memories and lessons.
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My Interests

Billiards, skateboarding, Art, woodworking, chemistry, classic cars, go-cart racing,car racing of all sorts, antiques, music, strange cults and religons, righting, the ocean, freelance pharmacutical research.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet Larry Flint but that isn't going to happen any time soon.As far as meeting people goes I dont care who or what you are as long as your cool.This subject feels kinda wierd to me, ummm...I would love to meet a new friend w/alot of the same interests as me, someone that wants to be naked with my nakedness sounds like fun. I think Gwar would be a real "one for the history books" thing. It would more than likly develop into an incident than a meeting. I have a picture of the lead singer in full armor and make-up go-cart racing against this terrified little girl. I'd be scared too if I was go-cart racing against somebody who eats ten tons of crack on a daily basis. A carnie with alot of good road stories, cant get enough of a good road story.Its near impossable to describe who I'd like to meet. Harder actually than outlining myself. I suppose anyone with that love of life, the passionate. Sencerity is real important to me. A(n) honest person. If your a prostitute dont even bother sending me any of that bullshit. I'm fed up with it. I cant imagine how people do the 'online' relationship thing. I mean the ciber masterbation thing, what a fuckin joke. yeah...no hookers.I'm really into biological chemistry so anyone whose got a scientific mind but also spiritual(I know, an oxymoron)that can talk about theories for hours and hours on end. I miss that. Me and my best friend Tony used to stay up until 4 or 5 in the morning simply talking about one thing or another and I miss that so much. Shit what a weeney, I'm getting choked up just thinking about it. Really its that I miss him so much. What a great person. Thats another thing. I'd like to meet a person that has that curiousity and courage to confront the cause of it, the thirst of life.

Music:

Riffif Rock.Really everything except boy bands and tiny-bopper stuff.Janis Joplin to Slayer, sometimes it fits the mood, sometimes creates one.White Zombie, Led Zepplin, Scene Killer, The Desert Sessions, Johnny Cash, Danzig, Old Misfits, Tommy Guerrero, Monster Magnet, Life ofAgony, Agnostic Front, Herbie Hancock, Kyuss, Pantera, Fugazi, Biohazard, White Stripes, The Moldy Peaches, Into Another, Bad Brains, Thulsa Doom, Underdog, Faith No More, Gwar, Firehose, Desendants, Budgie, Black Sabbath, Frank Zappa, The Melvins, Beaver, Billi Holiday, Otis Redding, Etta James, My Life With the Thrill Kill Cult, Butthole Surfers, Sonic Youth, Jimi Hendrix, Dinosaur Jr., Mushroom River Band, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Camper Van Bethoven, Cure ,Motorhead, The Vandals, You Name it for the most part except the vast majority of country and the grateful dead... every year it's a new band for QOTSA so this years favorite dancing tune is "Little Sister". Queens rock.

Movies:

Funniest film I've seen as of late is by far Bad Santa, the unrated one.I enjoy almost all movie types except those really terrible ones that you cant even rate as a B film.If you've watched enough cable you know what I'm talking about.Movies, um, City of lost children, city of joy, sin city, evil dead trilogy, confessions of a dangerous mind, Prozac nation, drugstore cowboy, chopper, Rosemarys Baby, French kiss I love it when he say's "When people say thier happy my ass begins to twitch" ,Caveman, slapshot, cool hand luke, the hustler, Big trouble in little china, I could go on and on with this...

Television:

The simpsons of course is a given.Did you know they mention god in some way, shape or form in every episode?I dont go for the whole reality thing except the danger shows where people have to do dumn sh..t for money.I wonder if Chuck Barris came up w/the idea?

Books:

I love books but have to admit reading them lately hasn't happened.Kahil Gibrahn is my favorite writer/poet by far.The Wanderer, Sand and Foam, The Anarchist cookbook, Confessions of a opium addict, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Tibetan Book Of The Dead, The Tao of Inner Peace, Care of the Soul, The Prophet, Five thing you schouldnt do with your toothbrush.

Heroes:

Heroes are hard to come by these days.I guess I could say Josh Homme simply for everything he does in the musical community but the ego bothers me.Getting 12 to 20 total strangers together out in the middle of nowhere low desert u.s.a. and make an album over a week. It's just imressive.Francis Bacon, for his artwork especially of the pope, very eerie, ominous.Just an update: I checked out how many people are in the Desert Sessions and so far theres 43 musicians contributing to the project. Now THAT'S impressive!