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?_stumbling /alone/down the yellow brick road_?

,,knowing my weakness is what makes me strong,,

About Me

>>A ROSE BY ANY OTHER NAME WILL STILL PRICK YOU WITH ITS THORNS!!<<
I work and I sleep..alot. mostly i work and hang out with my boys or alone, watching movies , chillin online , kicking the hack around..taking long walks on the beach.seriously i love walking alone on the beach :p.im Christian,i love the night sky,my boys,music..im very laid back..a Capricorn , i just love to have fun and relax with my friends. much luv to my boys .
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i love to photograph most anything , especially my fluffy boy ;p {<3<3}. i love my black angel ^_^
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im cappy , very proud of that and of my workaholic blood , but this speaks the truth , thought id share.. ;p The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and maybe a few tendencies will vary, but overall you're a SCORPIO. You're just like a water sign, which comes out in the way you're so in tune with your emotions and your intuitions. Your symbol is a scorpion, which represents your secretive nature and your ability to emit a powerful poison when vengeful. A bundle of contradictions, you have the ability to demonstrate both the best and worst qualities that characterize human nature. Generally, you are intense and passionate, yet stubborn and competitive. You use your intuition fearlessly, and you have a tendency to explore the nature of existence through the study of philosophy and religion. Although it is difficult for you to trust others, whenever you finally do, the result is deep and powerful. On the downside, however, you must work hard to suppress your jealousy. Your dedication, drive, and persistence will guarantee you success, and you are known and respected for your imagination and idealism. ~~~~~~~~~~
Disorder Rating
Paranoid Disorder : Very High
Schizoid Disorder : Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder : High
Antisocial Disorder : Moderate
Borderline Disorder : Moderate
Histrionic Disorder : Very High
Narcissistic Disorder : Very High
Avoidant Disorder : Moderate
Dependent Disorder : Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : High
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My Interests

DILLON BEACH! music , art of many kinds,goodtimes,hack, endless hours .. , castle park in the early am..just sitting back and kikin with my friends , watching movies , gothic/industrial night at the rage, pool , fooseball{yay}, beach .. i love the beach . spacing out watching the night sky , writing , wrestling , road trips .. i love animals , horseback riding , big cats , jo <3 , ink , long talks on the meaning of it all with my boys...
Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"
You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.
You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)

Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic

What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays

Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame, they burn with light and power and rebirth. Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an amazingly strong person. You survive, even flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear failure. You know that any mistake you make will teach you more about yourself and allow you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater being. Because of this, you rarely make the same mistake twice, and are not among the most forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion, and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality and know that life is tough and the world is cruel, and it takes strength and independence to survive it. And independence is your strongest point - you may care for others, and even depend on them...but when it comes right down to it, the only one you need is yourself. Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your wings to guide you.You are eternal and because you have a strong sense of who and what you are, no one can control your heart or mind, or even really influence your thinking. A symbol of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very spiritual person with a serious mind - never acting immature and harboring a superior disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's stupidity and tendency to want others to solve their problems for them frustrates you endlessly. Though you can be stubborn, outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.Image Source: stp.ling.uu.se/ ~klasp/Boris.html
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You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You
have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find. Will you
rate my quiz, I think your voice in just
beautiful?

What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
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Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

I'd like to meet:

cool people i can chill with and just be myself around,someone with whom i can go park hopping at midnight , or just sit around with a stack of dvds discussing the universe and everything in it .. What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up some of my free time , cherish my attention , somebody addicted to me, a mutual addiction . i want someone who is happy to let our love for each other exceeds our need for each other 0_o i'll be a hopeless romantic until death. > > > MY THOUGHT OF THE DAY > > show me someone who has never thought about killing , hurting , or having thier sick , sadistic way with someone..and i'll show you someone who is lying.

Music:

Pillar,Shinedown(<3),Flogging Molly ,Disturbed,System of a Down,(most)Classical,(some)Country,Apt 26,Lincoln Park,Everyday Sunday,Stained,Slipknot,A Perfect Circle,Def Leapord,Breaking Benjamin,BT,Evanescence,Metallica, Mortification,Nickleback,Nirvana,P.O.D,(most)sounds of nature,(some)oldies ,(most)80s metal ,(most)classic rock ,(some)anime soundtracks,industrial,club mixes,Christian,basically anything..

Movies:

Stupid comedy {stoner movies)drama , war ,if we're going to die we're going to take it all down with us (that type , i dont think theres a movie called that..) old action movies , one man demolition type movies {aka Rambo123 , Jean Claude Van Damne movies ect..},the last samurai , armageddon , movies that make fun of movies..

Television:

the television i have doesnt even work...but when i did m*a*s*h was (is) my all time favorite show ,courage the cowardly dog :), aqua teen hunger force , invader zim ,anything on the amimal planet or history chanel,will and grace,friends,..

Books:

I went to highlands..yet somehow i can read.The Bible,Laurell K Hamilton,history,poetry,war,greek an egyptian mythology , i wish i owned a library.

Heroes:

Everlasting Father :) and no i dont care what you think ;pno heroes no role models no idols just pure inner strength~NotGivinguPermission2GetNmyHead~ !!!

My Blog

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when you left a part of me died a part of me deep inside it tries so hard to live and thrive but now all it can do is barely surive its not important no big deal its just the part of me thats become ...
Posted by ?_stumbling /alone/down the yellow brick road_? on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 02:10:00 PST

burning bright...

why does it seem like everyone outside of work and a few select friends have spent the last only God knows many years telling me to grow a backbone and stand up for my self , and know that i am finall...
Posted by ?_stumbling /alone/down the yellow brick road_? on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST