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About Me

.. WELL RIGHT NOW MY LIFE IS A LITTLE DIFFICULT...I HAVENT BEEN OUT BUT ONCE IN THE LAST 8 MONTHS...UNFORTUNEATELY, MY DOG (PAC) WHO I JUST LOVE TO DEATH BECAME COMPLETELY BLIND AND ABOUT 99% DEAF DUE TO OLD AGE. I'VE OWNED HIM SINCE 1990 WHEN I WALKED INTO A PET STORE AND SAW HIM...IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT FOR THE BOTH OF US. WHAT A GREAT DOG HE HAS BEEN! HE NEEDS ME NOW AS HIS GUIDE IN ORDER FOR HIM TO LIVE. I HAVE GIVEN UP MY PERSONAL LIFE FOR HIM SO THAT HE ISN'T SITTING AROUND MY APARTMENT ALONE WHILE BEING BLIND AND DEAF, I LEFT ONE NIGHT MONTHS AGO TO GO OUT AND HAVE SOME FUN AND WHEN I CAME HOME AND SAW WHAT I DID TO THIS DOG BY NOT BEING HERE IT BROKE MY HEART AND I TRULY FELT SO SELFISH TO HAVE LEFT HIM HERE ALONE NOT KNOWING WHERE I WAS OR WHEN I WAS GOING TO BE HOME. WHEN I SAW THE TEAR MARKS RUNNING DOWN HIS EYES IT WAS DEVASTATING TO ME THAT I DID THAT TO THIS GUY. I SWORE AFTER THAT I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO HIM AGAIN...I GUESS I CARE ON A LEVEL MOST PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD MIGHT NOT RELATE TO BUT THIS IS MY BABY AND HE'S BEEN SUCH A PLEASURE BEING IN MY LIFE ALL THESE YEARS THAT I GUESS I JUST OWE IT TO HIM TO BE HERE FOR HIM NOW..IT MIGHT ALSO BE GOD'S WAY OF SAYING TO ME "THERE IS SOMEBODY THAT NEEDS ME" SO SINCE I'M A GOD FEARING PERSON I AM GOING TO CONTINUE TO BE HOME FOR THE LIL GUY...I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE BLESSED FOR THIS SACRAFICE SO THAT ALONE IS WORTH IT TO ME. PAC CAN NOW LIVE WITHOUT STRESS KNOWING I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR HIM...HE JUST TURNED 18 YEARS OLD AND THAT RIGHT THERE TELLS YOU HE LOVES ME...HE DOESNT WANT TO LEAVE ME QUITE YET. THAT IS OK BY ME TOO! WHAT KIND OF PERSON WOULD I BE IF I WAS SO INTO MY LIFE THAT I FORGOT ABOUT HIM??? THATS THE ONE THING I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW ABOUT ME...I WILL REMAIN LOYAL TO SOMETHING OR SOMEBODY EVEN IF MY OWN LIFE SUFFERS FROM DOING IT....I HAVE LEARNED ONE BIG THING WHILE I'VE BEEN CHILLIN HERE WITH HIM THE LAST 8 MONTHS AND THAT IS I HAVENT MISSED OUT ON ANYTHING IMPORTANT!! INFACT I CAN TRULY SAY IVE NEVER BEEN MORE HAPPIER! THIS DOG FOR ME IS WHAT I LIVE FOR RIGHT NOW...THE REST OF LIFE CAN JUST WAIT!! IT WILL DEFINITELY STILL BE THERE ONCE "PAC" PASSES ON. HE IS NOT SUFFERING AT ALL INFACT HE'S DOING REALLY GOOD. HE JUST NEEDS SOMEBODY HERE FOR HIM THATS ALL AND I GUESS THAT PERSON IS ME. GOD KNEW THAT FROM THE BEGINNING WHICH IS WHY I ENDED UP AT THAT PET STORE TO BEGIN WITH... GOD ALWAYS HAS A PLAN MAKE NO MISTAKE ABOUT IT EITHER!! SOMETIMES HE CALLS US TO DO SOMETHING SO YOU JUST GOT TO DO IT THATS ALL. ONCE GOD DECIDES ITS PAC'S TIME TO GO THEN HE WILL TAKE HIM FROM ME AND THATS COOL IM READY...I ALSO KNOW THAT THE PAIN OF LOSING HIM WILL BE OK BECAUSE I HAVE DONE WHAT I WAS SUPPOSE TO WHICH IS TO BE HERE FOR HIM AND ONCE HE GOES I CAN SLEEP SOUNDLY KNOWING I DID THE JOB GOD HAD IN STORE FOR ME. THATS ALL THAT MATTERS TO THIS PRETTY LADY RIGHT NOW..THERE IS NOTHING OUT THERE SO IMPORTANT TO ME THAT I FEEL IM MISSING THE FACT THAT I KNOW THAT MAKES THIS SO MUCH EASIER....

My Interests

i will try pretty much anything as long as im not in the cold while doing it and its not early in the day i prefer chillin somewhere with people then being out in crowds my interests right now cater to being home chillin due to the luv of my life my dog who needs me there in his last months i believe that are here for him you could say im a hustler i guess because making money is always on my mind watching sports going to the gym goodlooking men and music are my primary interests outside of making that money

I'd like to meet:

i would like to meet someone who cares somewhat about their body. he definitely has to have some style to him too. he can be flirty which is cool because he will love the flirtiness thats in me. he can smoke cigs even but the weed needs to go! if we are dating here and there maybe but if im involved with you then no oh hell no too! you cant think fast enough for me then. i prefer someone who has the same taste in music as me too and sports is a must! no other way it will work. i like a man who can chill by himself without needing to be around friends day in and day out unless of course he is making money with it. i love my time alone and i want him to have his too. i am the true meaning of the word "Night Owl" don't ever ask me to do anything before 5:00 p.m. i will never make it.

Music:

IM SURE YOU CAN SEE THAT I REP THE WESTCOAST TO THE FULLEST! WATTS UP! INGLEWOOD BANGERS, COMPTON, SOUTH CENTRAL, COVINA AND LONG BEACH TO NAME A FEW. CANT FORGET ABOUT THE BAY AREA AND THE MUSIC COMING OUT OF TEXAS TOO!MUCH LUV GOES OUT TO THEM. MORE LUV TO MY BOY GLASSES MALONE, THE GAME AND JUICE..SPECIAL SHOUTOUTS TO MY TEXAS HOMIE AND FRIEND DEVIN THE DUDE ALONG WITH PIMP C (RIP) I MISS HIM TOO. SCARFACE, BUN B AND THE CREWS THEY ROLL WITH ALL HAVE SOME SERIOUS TALENT OUT THAT WAY THATS FOR SURE BUT NOTHING COMPARES TO CALI THOUGH! WE GOT SOME SICK TALENT OUT HERE WITH THAT TRUE WESTCOAST HIPHOP.

Movies:

WELL I SOLD MY DVD SURROUND SYSTEMS AND HAVENT MISSED IT ONE BIT!! I CANNOT STAND WATCHING MOVIES..THAT TO ME IS JUST BORING!! CANT STAY STILL LONG ENOUGH TO SIT THERE FOR 2 HOURS WATCHING ANYTHING!!

Television:

HAVENT TURNED ON MY TV IN WEEKS!! ONCE THE NBA SEASON STARTS BACK AROUND AND FOOTBALL I WILL SLOWLY START BACK BUT AFTER THE FINALS ARE OVER I USUALLY TURN OFF MY TV FOR THE LAST TIME UNTIL FOOTBALL SEASON STARTS...I DONT KNOW WHY ITS JUST LIKE THAT WITH ME.

Books:

NOT IN YEARS!

Heroes:

MY DAD BECAUSE HE KNEW THAT MY LIFE WOULD BE ALOT MORE COMFORTABLE AND RELAXING LATER IF I PUT MY WORK FIRST BEFORE HAVING FUN! TRUST ME HE WAS RIGHT TOO!!