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About Me

I'm a ninja, a soldier, a bear, a pirate, a fairy, I'm satan, and I'm a girl.
I'm practicly anything...
And this is my cat.
Life Playlist Survey
The story of my life is: I'm just a girl
Highschool was like: en kvÃ¤ll i tunnelbanan // one evening in the underground subway
What I did did last night was: under the sea
My last words will be: we only come out at night
This song will be playing when I meet the love of my life: mobscene
When I'm in the shower, I sing: seriÃ¶st e vÃ¤rdelÃ¶st // serious is worthless
At my wedding they'll play: smoke it
At my funeral they'll play: as you are
What makes me happy is: kissing the lipless
My make-out song is: zoom
Next time I'm in front of a crowd, I'll say: hockeyfrilla // mullet
My family is described by the song: you belong to me
My friends see me as: vingar // wings
If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell: this could be the last time
My ultimate song for dancing is: waiting for the moon to rise
To cheer myself up I: cry
Somewhere in my wedding vows, I will include: goody two shoes
Happiness is: I don't wanna fight
My theme song: Track 10
Behind my back, my friends think I'm: just like heaven
My message to the world has always been: self destruct
My parents are like the song: rock me baby
The best thing about me is: about a girl
This song describes my grandparents: push it
My best friend is like: the jeweller part two
My innermost desire is: running
My love of life was inspired by the song: life is killing me
I'll have a good day if I can just hear: high on drugs Take this playlist survey!

My Interests

I take photos, I study photos and I make them, digital and analogue. There wouldn't be a god damn thing ter do if not.

Oh, yea! Let's look at paintings, shall we? NO! Paint them... acrylic, oil, or just crayons... doesn't matter madam. Just make the world glow in colors.

Make it. create it. enjoy it. look at all those unhappy grey people who does not know it's so easy and so right to create something. Make it from anything. Enjoy it.

And what about the music then... LIFE. I welcome it more than I welcome food on my plate. What in the world would you and I be, if it weren't for all the times that music has been there for us? Because you know, it's more reliable than the people around you, and that building that you call "home". Go for it. Dance to it. Laugh with it and cry with it.

I only write when I'm in the mood of doing it -- when I'm in the state of mind that makes me crack if I cannot write down what I think. If you wanna know kindly how things be expressed sometimes, I do write the blog from time to time.

This is all about the energy that's stuck inside... There's no way I can release you from your pain by taking it on to myself... Although I've wished for it so many times. And there's no way I can make you feel better by saying "It'll all be alright..." An idiot knows better. But how in the world do I express my care for you.... ?

I'd like to meet:

specials

Music:

rock, indie, metalrock, classic, swedish old punk

Movies:

Television:

don't watch tv

Books:

They make good pillows.. (I do try to read more, but it seems I never get the chanse to)

Heroes:

I'd like to be a hero

My Blog

Who would've thought that about me. . .

So what's up with all that sudden bullshite coming up from absolutely nowhere telling me off like I'm acting freak. I know that I'm disliked by her but for god's sake... when I'm gone she's got one da...
Posted by pernilla on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 12:27:00 PST

nodding in disagreement

For what I am suposed to do now.... It'll be a mission. As the soldier I am, I accept it in honour. What would the world look like If I weren't there to save it all the time but this time's special......
Posted by pernilla on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 03:18:00 PST

I only just gave up myself

I'm no sure of anything anymore. perhaps I don't even belong, which is a thought of frightedness because I always felt I used to, if not like everyone else but then at least to make myself have a goo...
Posted by pernilla on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 05:42:00 PST

It's all going down, I'm in the middle

When I got out, I never would have known... But I'm quite glad to find out anyway. Even though it's ripping my nerves appart. People are and will continue always being strange around me. About me. Som...
Posted by pernilla on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 11:27:00 PST

Because I'm god and I like to burn stuff

Making things more than it is, transparent within tight walls. Why does people think they can see me, when I'm closing my eyes? When someone expresses love I have to run, or I will be caught in it, d...
Posted by pernilla on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 01:00:00 PST

Be for me (a simple please)

I can't do it. Don't tell me I can, because to be able to go... I need the knowledge. There's no water to help me through and I can't be myself. Tell me that you're better than me and all I can d...
Posted by pernilla on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 03:50:00 PST

The night I came back for a while

C'est la vie? C'EST LA VIE?? And that talks to everyone as if someone listens, I could say I know what it's all about but nothing is what it seems theese days. I can sometimes relax in a memory from f...
Posted by pernilla on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 03:18:00 PST