I am forever educating myself, hopefully sometime soon, I will discover more abstract interests, concepts, and philosophies, that will incorporate themselves into my personality and reflect accordingly, until then.. Sometimes I think that the "beginning" of our existance on earth is a jigsaw puzzle. That we are rubix cubes that are scrambled, and we have to find our lives again with every new life, and perhaps that, in itself, with all the confusion and horror we experience, is an affirmation of who we are. And that the only salvation is knowing that all this bullshit is not what's real, that we can find hints of it in this life,(to name extremes) a baby's smile, petting a kitty, red spumante, video games, knowing that people like jim carrey exist, gazing into someone's soul when you're fucking them, feeling eternity, honesty, love, random acts of kindness, and that everything that is real is not here, and that God feeds us these good things to keep us believing, and that suffering is, well, still really fucked up and questionable, and the only promise is that "it can't rain all the time" (-track 14 on the soundtrack from The Crow) and most of it, we learn from.
Anyone who loves to love, who yearns to learn, who doesn't take everything so seriously, people who aren't completely driven by biology or society, abstract, non-looney, down to earth. oh and like, waaaaaay smart, lol
SUPERBAD, Kayao miyazaki's movies, Tupac Resurrection, jim carreys movies, PROBE, fire in the sky, another day in paradise, au hasard balthazar, chestnut, 40 yr old virgin, secretary, spirit, Savana Samson's films,
Discovery channel, Breed All About it, anything about horses, except derbies, Great Hotels, Chapelle's Show, COsby Show, Full House reruns, Sabrina
ZAMBA, Dr. Suess biography, biographies in general, science books, i.e. 'the elegant universe', from quarks to the cosmos, Black Beauty, Island of The BLue Dolphins, White Fang, Catcher In The MotherF*cking Rye, The StarLight Crystal, God Created The Integers,(shit i didn't get through half of it though) nature writing, environmental studies,"you are worthless: depressing nuggets of wisdom sure to ruin your day", current affairs, humor books exploiting the president, sabrina comics, archie comics, new age - "the four agreements" is an amazing book... etc..
heroes to me are when I say to myself, "damn, I don't know how the fuck he did it".