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FrAgiLeStiTcHing

The Only Way Out Is Through

About Me

..I'm open-minded, I always have to be making progress. I don't like being around 1 or more ignorant and/or closed minded people at a time. I like animals, camping, astronomy, sex, archery, horses, long hair, reading, music, drawing, art, daydreaming, being lazy, etc... I also like taking things apart and putting them back together. I love communication, meeting interesting people, honesty, etc.. In fact, if you're not an honest person, I think you should get eaten by a dinosaur.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Noel
Birthday: 22 febuary 1987
Birthplace: Tempe St. Lukes, Az
Current Location: Santa Monica
Eye Color: poopy green
Hair Color: BLACK
Height: 5'7
Right Handed or Left Handed: left
Your Heritage: Cherokee Indian, German, and a couple others that don't matter
The Shoes You Wore Today: mary janes duh
Your Weakness: I'm intimidated quite easily, then 10 seconds later I'm appalled, this happens 90% of the time.
Your Fears: Being alone, in pain, freezing to death, and drowning, the unknown, sometimes the dark
Your Perfect Pizza: gross, can you say acne? okay if any peter piper pizza fucking rocks, there is no other on the west coast
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: happiness
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: fuck off
Thoughts First Waking Up: where's pooky?!! who took my pooky?!! oh there he is.. :)
Your Best Physical Feature: geez, besides everything? i DON'T like my ears
Your Bedtime: i never sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: being a kiddo in general
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: gross none
Single or Group Dates:
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton sweetened no lemon
Chocolate or Vanilla: shut up
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: ...
Do you Swear: i try not to
Do you Sing: yes
Do you Shower Daily: hahahhaha, no
Have you Been in Love: i'm in love with the world, the good stuff
Do you want to go to College: no, i want to be a junky when i grow up, no, never saw that commercial? nevermind
Do you want to get Married: eww no
Do you believe in yourself: always
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: i think i'm perfect in every way
Are you a Health Freak: uuuuugggghhh
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: I absolutely love them!!!
Do you play an Instrument: i wish, not professionally, i love the drums, piano and violin though
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: red spumante religiously
In the past month have you Smoked: blaaaaahhaah blaaahha 'noooooo seeeeeeee' -Dave Chapelle
In the past month have you been on Drugs: well i took two advil last night, i hate myself for it, i swear i'm trying to quit!!
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: eeewwwwww animal fat gross
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: eeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwww
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yeah, I walked across the kids stage in Barnes and Noble a couple times this month
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: fuck no are you crazy?
Ever been Drunk: sex please
Ever been called a Tease: yes, who hasn't come on really
Ever been Beaten up: Actually no, I can't say that I have
Ever Shoplifted: When I was young and stupid yeah
How do you want to Die: Let's see, first I want to be raped with a knife, then have my individual bones all broken, then my limbs sawed off, then a knife down my throat to finish the job, what, did you think I'd say naturally? these questions are trully originale, great work ya douche bag
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A fairy princess
What country would you most like to Visit: switzerland or new zealand
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: lime green, arctic blue, within that range
Favourite Hair Color: um, maybe burgundy or black, or bright fucking orange
Short or Long Hair: oh my god LONG, it isn't an option, and fuck that shoulder length bullshit
Height: taller than me in a mate, girl doesn't matter
Weight: blah, thin, fit
Best Clothing Style: gothic, natural grunge, definitely not punk
Number of Drugs I have taken: aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, maybe 2
Number of CDs I own: none, wait, I thought this was supposed to be about a mate, someone's on crack, I think it's you
Number of Piercings: in a mate, as many as wanted, me a lot more than I have now
Number of Tattoos: same
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 1
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My Interests

I am forever educating myself, hopefully sometime soon, I will discover more abstract interests, concepts, and philosophies, that will incorporate themselves into my personality and reflect accordingly, until then.. Sometimes I think that the "beginning" of our existance on earth is a jigsaw puzzle. That we are rubix cubes that are scrambled, and we have to find our lives again with every new life, and perhaps that, in itself, with all the confusion and horror we experience, is an affirmation of who we are. And that the only salvation is knowing that all this bullshit is not what's real, that we can find hints of it in this life,(to name extremes) a baby's smile, petting a kitty, red spumante, video games, knowing that people like jim carrey exist, gazing into someone's soul when you're fucking them, feeling eternity, honesty, love, random acts of kindness, and that everything that is real is not here, and that God feeds us these good things to keep us believing, and that suffering is, well, still really fucked up and questionable, and the only promise is that "it can't rain all the time" (-track 14 on the soundtrack from The Crow) and most of it, we learn from.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who loves to love, who yearns to learn, who doesn't take everything so seriously, people who aren't completely driven by biology or society, abstract, non-looney, down to earth. oh and like, waaaaaay smart, lol

Movies:

SUPERBAD, Kayao miyazaki's movies, Tupac Resurrection, jim carreys movies, PROBE, fire in the sky, another day in paradise, au hasard balthazar, chestnut, 40 yr old virgin, secretary, spirit, Savana Samson's films,

Television:

Discovery channel, Breed All About it, anything about horses, except derbies, Great Hotels, Chapelle's Show, COsby Show, Full House reruns, Sabrina

Books:

ZAMBA, Dr. Suess biography, biographies in general, science books, i.e. 'the elegant universe', from quarks to the cosmos, Black Beauty, Island of The BLue Dolphins, White Fang, Catcher In The MotherF*cking Rye, The StarLight Crystal, God Created The Integers,(shit i didn't get through half of it though) nature writing, environmental studies,"you are worthless: depressing nuggets of wisdom sure to ruin your day", current affairs, humor books exploiting the president, sabrina comics, archie comics, new age - "the four agreements" is an amazing book... etc..

Heroes:

heroes to me are when I say to myself, "damn, I don't know how the fuck he did it".