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the loving dead

be regretless of the mistakes you've made and will make... they mold you into the person that stands

About Me

my name is heath, like the candy bar but alas the heath bar came first... in general i'm into music, art: drawing, writing, and photography, i've only done a little bit of painting, i love tattoos and drew up all my tattoo ideas and plan on making more... other than that i'm the average kid, had my ups and downs, love to have fun, spontaneous, always up to meeting new people or networking for a career in photography. if you want more details leave me a message or i have aim...heartvssmart [email protected]. if you want to add you then leave me a message, i'm an open book so ask me anything. * * * * * * * *.. Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds

My Interests

drawing, movies, hangout with friends, just staying active, sports, drawing my own tattoos, rum shots and mixed drinks, concerts, dinning at new restaurants, and adventures

I'd like to meet:

tattoo's, piercings, pin-up, pokadots and strips ,down to earth, fun, people who can go off on random conversations, people with a good prespective on life and looks forward to new experiences, psychobilly or rockabilly girlsa true vampire to make me immortal

Music:

a lil bit of everything except country; the unseen, marilyn manson, anit-flag, NIN, mindless self-indulgence, tiger army, social distortion, elliot smith, mates of state, pretty girls make graves, etc.

Movies:

Requium for a Dream, A Clockwork Orange, Lock stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Trainspotting, Ratcatcher, The Crow, Die hard Trilogy, Butterfly Effect, Hellraiser (series), Haggard, Boondock Saints, Reservior Dogs, Desperado, Once Upon a Time in Mexico, Pulp-fiction, Kill Bill, One Hour Photo, Momento, Kalifornia, Seven, Edward Scissor Hands, Fight Club, Slackers, Secret Window, Dogma, Porky's, clerks, Jay and Silent Bob: Strike Back, Mallrats, Dark City, 200 Cigarettes, Tears of the Sun, A Guy thing, Super Troopers, Legend, 28 Days Later, Interview with the Vampire, Draclua, Benny and Joon, Legend, Stigmata, and more

Books:

clockwork orange, the heart is deceitful above all things

My Blog

existing only in this middle realm

cruel in nature love is neither a saint nor a demon.  if you choose to love and open that locked door on your heart you will feel sharpest knife dig into your back.  in jealiousy, heartache,...
Posted by the loving dead on Sun, 09 Apr 2006 12:42:00 PST

finallizing the line drawn in chock

when will the line in life be drawn will it be in blood to merely be smeared by investigators to say just another suicide and move on in their lives and in thier minds dispite what they've seen or wil...
Posted by the loving dead on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 10:43:00 PST

here today gone tomorrow

as happy as i may feel i still have that will to pull the trigger.  given the gun given the bullet i don't know what i would do or when it would happen but its a thought and a will that will leav...
Posted by the loving dead on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 08:31:00 PST

checks and balances

one must keep a balance to live a level life.  never focusing one person or thing to an extreme cutting out all other sources of persons or things completely or to a bare minimum.  if that p...
Posted by the loving dead on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 03:37:00 PST

187 victim,/suspect

a butcher knife plunged into my abdomen with a revolver at hand waiting to spin the chamber gently pressing the barrel firmly against my temple to pull the trigger kicking a single bullet  i...
Posted by the loving dead on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 06:08:00 PST

Destructive filled Peace

how is that i can only find peace in the thought of death... yet every advance i took, never got me anywere, destruction gave me peace but that peaceful voice only created the destruction of the struc...
Posted by the loving dead on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

kisses that'll never be missed

i'll never feel your lips as u will never feel miine, cold and a faint blue it's like kissing the dead never able to feel your liips warmth and tenderness taken away by rejection stopping her li...
Posted by the loving dead on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Angels bleeding : ' (

i've painted a picture darker than night!! Invisible red ink that fades to black, screams and tortured wrists strive in my bathroom painted in open view for every one to see but everyone ignores!! A...
Posted by the loving dead on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my disorders!

Disorder Rating Information Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: Low Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: High Dependen...
Posted by the loving dead on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

darker shade of black

Growing colder with every breathe i take, waking up is like walking up another foot under, i bare a shovel in one hand and my will in the other, each day grows colder and each hour my vision goes one ...
Posted by the loving dead on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST