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chanda jean

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april 25th Jenn PDX|Brent Bday:::may 10th ZMB Prom:::may 29th date|msi

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oh where do i begin.. i'm Cj ♥
i enjoy a vast amount of things in life.
& i am truly in love

i let music express my moods for me so
i don't have to use words.

i can ride anything off
& seem like it never happened.

i am NOT heartless.
just determined.

i like meeting new people
& learning new things.

i don't like being reminded
by some that the human race
is detrimental to survival.

i don't have fears
other than falling before i'm complete.

i'm a gamer,
i'm NOT the queen of skulls,
i just happen to wear them often

challenge me.


i love him....

i love her...

i love them...

My Blog

continuation

"i wish you were here" - incubusthey said it best.i got home, & i was utterly over whelmed by inspiration. which is a good thing considering i haven't been able to work on it at all since mid/late mar...
Posted by chanda jean on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 01:09:00 PST

rable rable rable...

direct "quote" from southpark's angry mob.hmm where to begin ponder ponder blah!ok, i have my bearings. so first off, straight up things are going rather splendidly right now. very very splendidly. ...
Posted by chanda jean on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 04:07:00 PST

Seroquel... I’m truly lucky to be alive.

So first off here is my announced apology to anyone that has been affected by me on this medication. I had no idea what was going on. I’m sorry to have scared you all.All of you may know that I ...
Posted by chanda jean on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 08:23:00 PST

mindless.. mind-babbel

first off, good morning :)i realized it's been quite awhile since i've jotted down my exotic thoughts & mind babbling.  why not use dead time to do so!  in a little under 12 hours i will...
Posted by chanda jean on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 12:08:00 PST

Determination is

not many have it. the few who do suffer from the jealous ones that don't greatly.  typically ones are sucked down by it.  it's sad really. but sometimes they do infact prevail. ...
Posted by chanda jean on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 01:29:00 PST

almost ended up in a trunk last night...

oh where to begin. well considering this is focusing on last nights events i think i'll go down that path. so after having a lil spat with jason (i don't like being yelled at reguardless.. too much ba...
Posted by chanda jean on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 08:32:00 PST

another song, i have a few

to be honest i like it, but i don't.. blah.. i'm bored. enjoy, tell me what you think. Take your time in sleep paintings on the wall, this one isn't colored to go up maybe tomorrow he always said th...
Posted by chanda jean on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a change, a thought, a feeling

sitting here thinking, & coughing my lungs up, i have realized that i have changed very much so since my move up here to the wonderful city of portland. most of you that do read this won't really ...
Posted by chanda jean on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

new song

another wrongly inspired song...-sigh- oh well shotgun romance on a 45 Your so beautiful to watch in a car crash on this open highway in the dark. flashlights scan all thraces of what was left...
Posted by chanda jean on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

restless at 6am

inspriation doesn't always come from good sources... another 6 am sleep disturbed by the rash words of a claimed holder. i'm sick of these roller coaster ridess you put me through i just throw m...
Posted by chanda jean on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST