I'm a new kind of 'ol skool |
So I'm back into the world of dating at a reasonable age (I know I'm old but people think of me as young) and I'm nervous as hell and learning so much about myself. I've discovered that I'm a ne... Posted by Joi N.Payne on Wed, 02 May 2007 09:43:00 PST |
Sincere Lies |
He was always so sincere in his ways the way he counted days as he waited to see her I would count with him attached to his excitement and I wanted to support my friend He carried pictures in his wall... Posted by Joi N.Payne on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 10:36:00 PST |
Last Night |
I woke up trying to shake off my dream of you broken flashes of good conversation over pikey dialect flowing like waterfalls and moving me like ocean waves I couldn't get out of the half-awake, half-s... Posted by Joi N.Payne on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 11:11:00 PST |
Because I feel like it... |
So today/ I wake up sore from carrying groceries home that are too heavy for me to carry (which I do almost every week)/ and the thought comes through my mind to just give up/ and I don't mean in a "d... Posted by Joi N.Payne on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 07:42:00 PST |
Pillowtalk |
If there's one thing I don't need
it's pillowtalk
Because when I care about someone
I'm able to feel affection silently
No words/ gestures/ sentimental love songs
just the comfort of having you next ... Posted by Joi N.Payne on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 08:24:00 PST |
What Happens to the Love Poet who doesn't want to love anymore? |
What happens, to the Love Poet who doesn't want to love anymore? Does she curl up in despair and let the world come crashing down? Does she give in to the payne and decide that real love doesn't e... Posted by Joi N.Payne on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 05:29:00 PST |
my pants are too long... |
i keep walking around with pants that are too long/ and i sometimes want to hem them/ 'cause i feel like i look unprofessional at my job/ but then again/ no one is coming into my office and i'... Posted by Joi N.Payne on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 05:43:00 PST |
HE'S NOT THE ONE FOR ME |
I fell into a pattern of wanting and givinginstead of loving and livingHe fit into the right categories for my prototypeand I was able to check off a few of the bonus boxes butHE'S NOT THE ONE FOR MEY... Posted by Joi N.Payne on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 09:08:00 PST |
Poem - Friends |
We started out with quiet conversation
spending time over coffee
getting to know each other
and exploring our interests
We moved on to bigger issues
and were able to decipher the meaning of life
ove... Posted by Joi N.Payne on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 08:03:00 PST |
Poem - Q________'s Song |
He lives his life like no ones watchingWhile people look on in envyTheir faces green while he walks throughNot knowing that part of them love himAnd part of them hates how he does what he doesNot look... Posted by Joi N.Payne on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 11:59:00 PST |