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e s c a p e t h e e a r t h

why did they make me?

About Me

i like the stars. and the wolf that swallows the moon.

My Interests

paranormal. anomolies. crime stories. occult everything. rpgs. zelda. painting. speculation of other dimensions. dancing. final fantasy. nature. final fantasy tactics. blazing... landscape photography. fantasy art. the x-files. quantum theory. mysticism and theology. traveling. fiction. gaiman. art: monet, yoshitako amo, random other fantasy/random etheralist. sci-fi.

I'd like to meet:

people who are portals.~*drag me through the faithless void from endless misery*~ [.stay on till the end inside of me.] ~*drag me through the faithless void from endless misery*~ [.take me to a place where i can see you.]

Music:

woven hand. ishtar. bad religion. tool. 16 horsepower. nokturnal mortum. burzum. ulver. kovenant. the cure. die laughing. black sabbath. dimmu borgir. godspeed you black emperor. naglifar. nosferatu. rosetta stone. cruxshadows. rasputina. behemoth. love is colder than death. negura bunget. arcana. sigur ros. new order. depeche mode. finntroll. windir. assembladge 23. sisters of mercy. APC. the damned. amber asylum. amorphis. nick cave. misfits. amon amarth. emperor. ladytron. theatre of tradegy. loreena mckennit. arcturus. behemoth. aural vampire. blut aus nord. old cradle of filth. juno reactor. dead can dance. neptune towers. tristania. southern death cult. cock sparrer. novembre. beherit. delerium. taake. devision. fisherspooner. within temptation. wumpscut. skeletal family. enigma. skinny puppy.joy division. kyuss. type o negative. limbonic art. massive attack. naglifar. msi. generally: black metal, *black ambient*, goth/darkwave,industrial, some punk/stoner rock/trip pop/early 90's. lots of random ethnic music - indian, arabic, romanian, celtic. and probably other things i'm not even remembering now.

Movies:

requiem for a dream. donne darko. memento. monster. LOTR - all of them! eraserhead. saw.

Television:

the x-files. the L word. southpark. the tudors. spongebob. wonder showzen. aquateen. *that's it*

Books:

scifi/fantasy/fiction: everything gaiman. !!!american gods!!! mist of avalon. *chronicles of prydian / the black cauldron.* LORD TOLKIEN. albert camus - the stranger. philip k. dick - lots... arthur c. clarke childhoods end. d'aquili/newberg - the mystical mind. aliester crowley.<3 john michael greer. prophecy: daniel pinchback - 2012. zecheria sitchon - the earth chronicles.

Heroes:

chris carter. bernard sumner.

My Blog

so its been fun, this whole life thing...

 june 20th.the cureAWESOME. oh robert, you're just so cute with your everything!!! haven't seen you in so long either, and you made me so happy!!! i like how he played prayers for rain early. and...
Posted by e s c a p e t h e e a r t h on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 11:26:00 PST

i am.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCX6KvfIovU that which i am not.i don't know why i became this way.maybe i am evil.maybe i was kidnapped.was i stolen, banned, ..did i run away?4 years, many hu...
Posted by e s c a p e t h e e a r t h on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 08:21:00 PST

stars.

and sky. and vastness <3
Posted by e s c a p e t h e e a r t h on Tue, 06 May 2008 09:53:00 PST

your days are numbered with the love in your eyes...

we are all doomed, in part, to make the mistakes of those who came before us..all harm we have done to others, all because of what was done to us.. and we give it back, not knowing what else to do wit...
Posted by e s c a p e t h e e a r t h on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 08:56:00 PST

spring.

it goes away now. the haunting darkness and chill of winter.live in light. live in love.you get one chance in life. make it count. put it all behind you, and be reborn.guards up. and go ahead. and do ...
Posted by e s c a p e t h e e a r t h on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 08:46:00 PST

24

thank you all!!!!gets better ever year.
Posted by e s c a p e t h e e a r t h on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 09:29:00 PST

"and you! you’re the biggest dissapointment since the crucifixion! "

go to the jiggly buttthen amplified biblethen the rest of them.omfg i love this guyhttp://www.illwillpress.com/vault.html
Posted by e s c a p e t h e e a r t h on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 07:16:00 PST

i’m always the one..

that you will regret fucking up for the rest of your life.theres about 7 of you in my collection already.for the record, i get nothing out of this. c u t -|- b l e e d -|- d r a i n   ....
Posted by e s c a p e t h e e a r t h on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 06:35:00 PST

dream report vol. 1.1

after much time in the forgotten, i've *finally* had my dreams return to my awareness on a regular~! (it's been a few seasons if not over a year, save a few nightly episodes sneaking in for their toke...
Posted by e s c a p e t h e e a r t h on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 06:34:00 PST

rule number one

And the Messengers when We sent before you were all (men) who ate food and walked through the streets: We have made some of you as a trial for others; will you have patience? For Allah is One Who sees...
Posted by e s c a p e t h e e a r t h on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 10:08:00 PST