LOST CHIEF Permaculture Survival Organic Tribal

You know what people? Today I came to another new day of understanding. You know how all you learned in the last few years clicks in place and you have a new view on life from that day on until the next time that goes down? I guess this has been coming over the last few months but it hit home today. Basically it’s this. If you’re in the US you most likely have been abused badly when you were a child like me. You probably had tons of friends who have been raped, molested, mentally and physically abused, falsely convicted of crimes and imprisoned, jailed for stupid shit like weed or speeding when people who steal billions get probation and so on…..

And to get deeper into this one of the first serious things I remember besides my best friend getting beat almost to death regularly by his ex Vietnam vet father was my mother telling me about how she was raped by her stepfather as a child and how her mother didn’t believe her when she told her. I then grew to learn Native American history both in school and from elders in my family where some of them are 80% Cherokee. So I then figured out that the books in school are full of lies. I also learned that this court system is not about justice most of the time. I’ve found it’s more about money because this nation has a massive prison economy that makes $ off of everyone in jail. I then saw many close friends get falsely convicted of crimes because they were always talking shit to the police and rebelling. The fact that they weren’t doing shit that the police could jail them a long time for made the police set them up.

So where am I going with all this? I guess it’s to clarify that in this life I live I look at everyone with respect at first and don’t judge them by what anyone says of them. I judge people by what I see in them. In their actions daily. I may keep an eye on someone people keep saying is shitty but if they aren’t shitty to me im not just going to feel they are shitty just because people say so..

Ok now with the meat of where I am right now in my heart spirit and soul. I’m at a place where i am tired of conflict. I mean im tired of arguing with people all the time. I don’t have a problem talking things out with people. I like to find the truth in things and do my best to help the situation. I’m at a place where I know it makes shit worse to argue or attack people who are doing fucked up shit. I will no longer fight people to try to get them to understand. I see that every time I reply to a bulletin that’s out of bounds in my eyes they are never willing to look into what i am trying to say.. They usually come back all aggressive and angry because I don’t agree with what they posted and they don’t respond to one single point I made in my reply..

So what am I going to do? Well like ive posted a few times i am no longer going to reply to bulletins that seem far off from where I stand in this world. Im actually going to just delete these people. I forget that 50% of Americans are on anti depressant drugs and most of those people are on 4 or more kinds at the same time so it’s going to be near impossible to get through to them even though they seem to get allot of other things clearly.

I am done with conflict for good. I am putting my foot down today and i am finished with it. I will help people all my life because its in my heart to do so but i am done helping anyone who’s clearly way off track because I feel that only people who are on the path to becoming a better person are willing to listen and see if they need to change in some way..

The only conflict i am going to get into for the rest of my life is if someone is trying to attack me physically or someone I love. I want to be at complete peace in my spirit when I die and to do so I know I need to get rid of any anger in my soul and that anger only comes when arguing with people who refuse to listen or look into any facts and just argue argue..

Even today ive had a shitty conversation with a person who is so blind with anger because of things people did to them that they are out there causing lots of pain in others lives who may or may not deserve it and the person doesn’t even give a shit they are running the risk of ruining another’s life because someone ruined theirs. And i am not talking about them ruining the person’s life that hurt them.. I am talking them trying to ruin lives of people they don’t even know and whose situation they don’t even understand. But the good thing about today is that I didn’t get angry and argue with them.. I calmly explained what my life has shown me about what they are doing and how they may cause similar damage to an innocent person just like some asshole did to them. IT DIDN’T WORK and they got angry that I didn’t blindly agree hahahaha

But anyways in the end I see that I need to leave people alone who are way off in the way they think. So for now on its only help those looking for help and leave the others alone because I just don’t have the energy to argue and hear a bunch of anger all the time when we should be able to talk things out like humans..

Sorry to all of you who read this because it’s jumbled as hell but this is the best I can do to get out what im feeling…

Im super tired and ive had to deal with the loss of my aunt. Not to mention dealing with my mother going through cancer. Oh and I did have everything I owned stolen from my house 2 years ago and had to start life again with ZERO dollars and WITHOUT 1 of my 2 dogs I love with all my heart. Through all of that and allot more I don’t mention I still have hope for this world and I still want to have forgiveness in my heart for any soul no matter what they have done in the past as long as today and the rest of the future is dedicated to good things for this world.

I love you all and I wish you the very best in your lives I really do. I swear on everything im trying to do in my life that if I could give my life right now to ensure all of you could live a life free of sorrow and abuse I would do it in that first thought..

I will end with this.. I swear that I would even forgive the NWO if they stopped their ways today and worked to help fix what they fucked up. Probably wont happen but I would forgive them. But I only forgive people who realize what they are doing is wrong and fight to become a better person.

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