"Living Darkness -
A darkness that breathes and screams psychotically, that lives with its own alien intelligence as it presses all around a sleeper. The Living Darkness prefers to taste the terror of people who are consciously dreaming, so it tries to conceal itself in the path of anyone travelling the Interstices."
"Never shall innocent blood be shed, yet the blood of The Wicked shall flow like a river."
I will get to the "About Me" part in a minute, but first I would like you to look at my little store. Just a few things you can get from me if your intrested and if you have something in mind you woul dike that you don't see don't hesitate to drop me a line and let me know. Here's the link...
Den Of Thieves
Here we go. First off, this is not a "personal ad" not by any means. This is just about me and who I am. Period. So if your going to try and read between some kind of line that your going to make up in your head thats all on you. Many of you know me as Joe, Joseph, "the big scary looking guy from Hot Topic", The Chongster, or whatever, but you know me. I'm one of the most easy going people you can ever meet and also one of the most serious depending on the situation. I look pissed off most of the time, most of the time I am just focused on something so don't worry...I'm fine. I have my goals and my aspirations and I am doing anything I can right now to achieve them. I am in alot of ways a loner, which can be taken by some as I am single not looking and staying that way not to mention I can just stay to myself and be perfectly content with that if that means not having to deal with some of the rude, selfish, thoughtless people out there in this world...besides I know for a fact I won't do something wrong and piss myself off ya know?
"Here we go with things about me you NEED to know. I don't take bullshit from people very well at all, especially if it is involving myself or those who mean alot to me. If you mean alot to me, and you all know who you are, regardless of how much I see you and we hang out you still better fucking know you mean alot to me. For those who DON'T know me and want to put there pointy ass noses in MY aspects of MY life and want to stir things up....all your going to do is awaken a side of me you nor anyone else EVER wants to see. I WILL break you mentally, physically, and emotionally. I am NOT one to be fucked around with AT ALL. This is a small world we live in...I will find you, I will meet you and I will make sure you never forget me. My family includes blood, my 141 Crew (most of the past and all of the present) and my friends....you do not mess with any of them or, unlucky for you, I will be the first to want in on the fight. I will bleed and I will die for all of them THEN burn in the pits of HELL before some ASSHOLE hurts them and laugh about it later.. My Clan is many and it is growing....do not EVER cross me OR them! They know me....they know I can be the nicest guy...or the reoccuring nightmare that you have every night that causes you to wake up gasping for breath and soaked in your own sweat.
"As I said earlier if you Do know me...you know how laid back and chill of a person I can be. Do not pass judgement upon me or anyone else unless you're perfect yourself. Do not look me in the eyes and lie to me. Do not claim to care about me as a friend or anything else and treat me differently than how you would like to be treated. I don't do nor have ever done drugs of any kind (unless you count Chinese herbs drugs) nor do I drink anymore...just lost the tste for it. I will not judge you nor will I tell you you are wrong for doing something. We all have lives we must lead and decesions we must make, good, bad or indifferent, they are choices we all make. We must live or die by them. Be supportive of me and the things in my life that mean somethign to me. I'm not hurting anyone, nothing that mens something to me is detrimental to anyone or anything so back me the fuck up will ya?? Unless your going to sacrifice innocent children/animals or going to hurt someone who doesn't deserve to be hurt, you always have my support in whatever you want to do and I will do what I can to help as well. Be honest with me and be honest with yourself. No matter what I say, weather I say it scornfully, sarcastically or any other way...if I say it I mean it. Don't try to read me because you will fail at trying to know whats going on in my head or my heart which some say is a cold place to be. There is so much more I haven't begun to get into about me...so make a choice...do you want ot get to know me? Or not? You can find me on AIM at Living Darkness or message me here.
"Finally, here's a quick list of things I HATE and things I like -
"HATE -
"1) Stupidity - You act like an idiot high on something, you act like an undeucated moron, your rude, racist, ignorant, loud mouthed (you don't think before you speak), you drive like your blind, - fill in anything else you want here - guess what....your going to look like a complete and utter moron so just stay away from me.
"2) Selfishness - If you only care about you and yourself and absolutely NOTHING else...stay away. If you can't give a little of yourself to get a little of me...stay away. If you can't understand or at least try to understand where someone else is coming from and your only concerend as to how things will affect you...stay away...I have NO tolerance for that.
"3) Liars - Do I REALLY need to go into detail on this one?
"4) Responsibility dodgers - If you fuck up....take responsisbility for it, fix your mistakes and most importantly LEARN FROM IT! DO NOT apologize for a mistake, then make the same mistake again, then apologize for it and press repeat and do the whole cycle over again. "Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it." - George Santayana
"5) Close mindedness - Don't say your have an open mind and you don't like trying new things, you have a comment about everything different, you automatically pigeonhole someone or something cause you have a personal problem with them and you know nothing about them or you don't want to give them a fair shot.
"Things I like -
"1) Open mindedness - You can open up such a wide variety of things to do and eat and see and places to go and helps people to actually get along in some cases. Trust me....it pays off sometimes.
"2) Common sense - "Common sense ain't so common." - Joe Chong Unfortunatly this is true but when you actually take the time to think about something before you do it and cause a problem...life will be so much easier.
"3) Compassion/Understanding - Take a minute to see where someone is coming from, what they are talking about, what they are saying, whats bothering them and just try to be there for them, don't try to solve the problem, don't be a part of it, just BE THERE. If they want to be left alone, let them be, if something is bothering them and they want to talk they will come to you.
"4) Honesty - WOW...this one is sooo fucking complicated now isn't it???? Be honest with me AND with yourself....it avoids alot of problems.
"5) Selflessness - Be up for going out of your way for friends/family, open doors for people, say thank you, get out of the way of people if you see them and they don't see you...just do something for someone else. You might make a friend or just make someones day.
