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Samantha

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About Me

I am free! Life throws stuff at us that we will never be able to understand but the one thing that we will come to learn is that God loves us! He will set you free. No matter what you have done, no matter where you’ve been. God will set you free. Time goes on and you may try to hide what you’ve done but in the end the only way to find yourself again is to just give in. Tell the world that you aren’t perfect but you are saved by the mercy and the grace of God. And if the world turns away from you and hates you, know that you are better than them because you had the strength to confess your sins, where they try and hide that they are just as imperfect as you are. Love is the strongest thing on this earth. Gods love and the privilege to be able to carry him in your heart. I am me…imperfect, corrupt, sinful, angry, hateful, weak at times, lost, and impurity has taken its toll on me. But I know that and I don’t try to hide it anymore, I never will. I know that I have done wrong and I know that I have been through more than I can discuss with any average person. There is no way to show you the pain that I have felt. But I know that God knows and God feels my pain also. And that’s all I need. I am not perfect…but I am me, I am Free!!! Free indeed…..


My Interests

singing, drawing, dancing, writing poetry and lyrics, running, love being at church, reading, making cookies, listening to

I'd like to meet:

Sandi Patty Nicole Nordeman Stacie Orrico Casting Crowns TobyMac Ummmmm....I'll think of more later!!

Music:

all kinds! some of my favorites are Toby Mac, Barlowgirl, KJ-52, Hyper Static Union, Skillet, Rebecca St. James, Casting Crowns, and 3 doors down

Movies:

Moulin Rouge and Phantom of the Opera

Television:

C.S.I, Without a Trace, and Smallville, so yo think you can dance, and american idol

Books:

I love any Ted Dekker books and the BIBLE!

Heroes:

God, my mom, Carl Jansen--the man that I am going to marry!, My best friend Mick! my uncle Chad, and My bestest friend in the whole cosmos! Josh Massad! And my one true hero on this earth is someone that has been through so much but still has strength and still serves God and loves with a faithful heart! Marshall Brock---I will never forget you and I will always be praying for you! Don't loose your faith in God and I hope that someday in the future we might meet again!

My Blog

Tag

The rules: Someone writes a blog with seven weird/random facts about him/herself. Then, at the end of the blog, he/she tags seven people by listing their names. These people then need to write their o...
Posted by Samantha on Sun, 11 May 2008 10:26:00 PST

My thoughts on the matter

These thoughts in my head that I can't put to rest, torture me day in and day out. At the first recognition of something of the past, it would be wiser for me to order it away. But that's easier sai...
Posted by Samantha on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 01:14:00 PST

Ohhh those weekends!!!

I love weekends....you know why I love weekends....cause when a weekend comes you can go for coffee whenever you want to and stay for as long as you want to. Weekends are ALWAYS fun! You can go hang ...
Posted by Samantha on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 11:05:00 PST

The Point Being

What did you do to me? Who am I now? The picture of perfect Innocence, I Had planted in my mind. But now I know That I've made my mistake. I hate myself, For that, I've given in. I'm free no...
Posted by Samantha on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 06:23:00 PST

"Daddy"

I recently wrote an essay for my college english 101 class. It had to be a concept, so I picked child abuse. I was inspired by my essay to write this poem/lyrics."Daddy" Verse 1I don't know who y...
Posted by Samantha on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 08:17:00 PST

The Drip

The DripDon't just stand there letting it drip,Like blood from endless cutsThat the devil longs to sip.It's about to hit the floor,Catch it now!Don't let it become the dirt,Sink to the earths core.Onc...
Posted by Samantha on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 12:22:00 PST

Dear Lord

It doesn't seem right.It never did.But what can I do,I'm just a kid.But I know you can help,I know that you care.Lord, I know he doesn't see you yet,But I know you are still always there.I'm patiently...
Posted by Samantha on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 11:56:00 PST

I can't get you off my mind

Well my heart's officially broken.It's been tortured,But it's held on for so long.Everythings gone so wrong,I'm losing my knowledge of how to hold on,Stay strong.I've never been so close to someone,Ye...
Posted by Samantha on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 01:20:00 PST