DANCING !! i love art , movies , music , animals , the beach , diners , cars , going to shows, going to good parties, partying, my work... and seeing my friends as much as possible
addiction is not a disease. addiction is a decision. an individual wants something , whatever that something is , and makes a decision to get it. once they have it , they make a decision to take it. if they take it to often , that process of decision gets too far out of control , it becomes an addiction. at that point the decision is a difficult one to make, but it is still a decision. do i or dont i. am i going to take or am i not going to take. am i going to be a pathectic dumbshit addict and continue to waste my life or am i going to say no and try to stay sober and be a decent person. it is a decision. each and every time. A DECISION. string enough of those decisions together and you set a course and you set a standard of living. addict or human. genetics do not make that call. they are just an excuse. they allow people to say it wasnt my fault i am genetically predisposed. it wasnt my fault i was preprogrammed from day one. it wasnt my fault i didnt have a say in the matter. BULLSHIT. fuck that bullshit. there is always a decision. take responsibility for it. addict or human. its a fucking decision. each and every time.
nin, afi, ani, shpongle, rise agianst, anti-flag, Tool , coal chamber , apop , mesh , static x , jack off jill , type o- ,dope , manson , space girl, pm5k , bella morte , skinny puppy , misfits , hatebreed ,mike meyers, dj niko, anabolic frolic, wolfsheim , orgy , 1000 tiny bunnies , kidney theives , msi, lords of acid , acid bath , placebo , dropkick , neophyte , less than jake, the distillers, smashing pumpkins, the cure , tori , tom petty, system of a down, jewel, gnr, ac/dc , gbh, saves the day , dashboard, dave matthews, operation ivy, frank sinatra, agnostic front, the explosion, black flag, the exploited, rancid, CRASS , old 80s shit , the von horribles , etta james , prick , gwar , brand new , death cab for cutie , and im sure theres 10000 more that i just cant think of right now
PARTY MONSTER ,pulp fiction, donnie darko , momento , lost highway, ferris bullers day off, fight club , crule intentions , bondock saints , snatch, suicide kings, gummo , dead or alive , the doom generation , spun, empire , empire records , mallrats , chasing amy, dogma , clerks , wild things, takes three to tango , finding nemo, sweetest thing , fried green tomatoes , upon many more
anything on cartoon network or comedy central
any thing by - poppy z. bright , terry goodkind , ann rice., edgar allen poe... cold medina , good omens , prozac nation , breakfast of champions , henderson the rain king, generation ecstasy, remember be here now, peace is the way, from totems to hip-hop
if you arent afriad to be your self and speak your mind to any one at any time then you are my personal hero and of coarse if you do somthing really stupid then for that moment you also are my hero