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~Kibu No Sono=VADA~

~VADA~ Is My Angel, That Name Belongs 2 her. Nobody else! Love your children today,tomorrow they mig

About Me

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Get your own countUP at BlingyBlob.com *div style="width:475;text-align:left" Get Your Own! | I dedicate this to my princess vada! God rest your soul! You were taken from me way to early in our life (01/30/03--06/07/06 12:45pm.)We had the best 3yrs ever.You taught me what true love and happiness is. I learned to be the very Best mommy in the world. I miss u terribly, I miss holding you in my arms & smelling your hair, I miss u waking me up with kisses all over my face, I miss u tweeking my ear, I miss singing & dancing with you, I miss you telling me how much u loved me all day long, I miss painting together, I miss story time b-4 bed. I miss our bubble bathes,and endless hours of you talking my ear off about everything in your little life. I miss you looking out the window & singing Kelly Clarkson on the top of your lungs when we would go for car rides. I miss you siging "Prinkel, Prinkel, Little star.Oh God I miss you so Damn much.I am sorry,I didn't see u run out of the house. Oh God I am so sorry.I know you are now amoung all of your fellow angels. You will always be my angel!Please look after Me & Daddy& Baby Jack. I feel u here with me! We will meet again please re I love you more than life it self! I will miss you terribly for the rest of my life! I luv u sooooo much!!Everyday I am struggling to survive not having you here with me physically. I do not understand why just when our life had all fallen into place my best friend, my baby girl of 3rys old is taken. This is the longest We have ever been apart,I will soon join you In heaven! I Love You! I miss U soooo much! c-ya later aligater! "If U have childern let them jump & splash in puddles,4 god sake join them,enjoy life W/ them!!!!!"I thank God That I have no regrets with my Vada,I know she was happy ,healthy, & as innocent as an Angel. my only Regret I have ,that will haunt my soul for the rest of my life is moving that damn Truck off the street & into my Driveway.Those Damn Pavers never came that day go fu&&&&ing Figure!!
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My Interests

A spouse who dies leaves behind a widow/widower. A parent who dies leaves behind an orphan. A child who dies leaves behind, well there is no name for it, cause it is so terrible.....Waking up every morning an, getting through the day with out my horrific flash backs, and horrible sadness/depression & anxiety,eating @ my heart & soul! One Day joining my Princess for eturnity & never having to come back to this ugly world of anger,war and horrific preventable accidents! Finding peace in heaven with Vada, and Jesus! Flying 1st Class During a horrific Plane Crash! That is one of my major intersets as of now. I could only be so lucky!...... fuck u all! Getting what I want...
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I'd like to meet:

Anyone of great wisdom! Those who have given me great advice about life! Bam Margera hottie pants !
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Music:

Life Of Ahony,Evancenes,Cranberries,Frou Frou,Everything but the girl, snow patrol,Elvis,AFI,Eagles,Rollingstones, Sia,Portishead,Falloutboy, Cake,Bjork,NOFX,The Get Up Kids,TOOL,Face to Face,SexPistols,LOts of club,Breakbeats Rock! Classical, System of a down,Blondie,Toadies,3days Grace,U get tHe picTure!! I like a lot of diff shit! ..

Movies:

Employee of the month!

Television:

Lots of Sci-Fi w/GiJAck!

Books:

The Bible&Sylvia Brown

Heroes:

My Husband my GIJack married 5 awesome years! MY Princess VADA 3yrs!My Prince Jack-Jack 10mo! My Jibbs!YOUR the bestes friend anyone could ever ask for. My new puppy(Dalmation) Smokie! Sylvia Brown! Hillary Clinton!Jesus!My Baby In Heaven!All the men and woman serving our country! My Navy & Army Family here @ Fort Detrick Army Post,&All of our Military family Everywhere. Thank you !! My Support Group of friends & Family who are always there no matter what time of day.God Bless You All...

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Vada

I start every day with a deep breath and a solid prayer. I remind my self of you smile and magical spirit. I remind myself of your strength and inspiration. I may shed a tear and want to fall to piece...
Posted by ~Kibu No Sono=VADA~ on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 08:33:00 PST

In Time.....

If one more person tells me one more time,that in time all this will be better I will rip their face off and feed it to them. In time, I slowly die... In time, I lose my mind... In time,I want to die ...
Posted by ~Kibu No Sono=VADA~ on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 05:42:00 PST

Dark Days!

Depression has no one face. It doesn't care how much it hurts your heart or your head. It doesn't care how much it hurts others. It will choose who ever it wants and slowly destroy all feeligs. Depres...
Posted by ~Kibu No Sono=VADA~ on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 09:42:00 PST

My Angel Still shining Bright!

Though Life seems to just keep getting Harder  and harder Vada. I have Hope. I have you....  Thank you soo much for coming to me in my dream last night. It's been the first time I'd ever got...
Posted by ~Kibu No Sono=VADA~ on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 03:16:00 PST

did I just write something!

My forgetter's getting better, But my rememberer is broke To you that may seem funny But, to me, that is no joke For when I'm "here" I'm wondering If I really should be "there" And, when I try to thin...
Posted by ~Kibu No Sono=VADA~ on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 06:59:00 PST

Ignorant = Men Haha

A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 60 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been mar...
Posted by ~Kibu No Sono=VADA~ on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 08:23:00 PST

With Strength Comes Weakness

With strength comes weakness. I am sorry I am terribly weak today Vada. I long for your touch, your sweet voice, I long to hold you. 5 months, so when might I ask does it get better. Fools, this doesn...
Posted by ~Kibu No Sono=VADA~ on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 10:45:00 PST

Gift of God

God put me here... Why? I ask my self everyday. There has been nothing but trial & tribulation. Birth & Loss. Anger, fear,broken hearts.. Never knowing what tomorrow will bring is my biggest f...
Posted by ~Kibu No Sono=VADA~ on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 12:58:00 PST

May Innocence Find Wisdom

My Angel, as pure as light. Walks along side me in an effort to keep me alive,safe, & happy. Knowing darn well, I will fall many times, yet still there to hold my hand through this endless darknes...
Posted by ~Kibu No Sono=VADA~ on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 09:44:00 PST

Vadas' Angels Foundation

      In Memory Of Vada Jolene Scoon      01/30/03--06/07/06 I am putting together a support network for all  parents who have tragically lost a ...
Posted by ~Kibu No Sono=VADA~ on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 08:01:00 PST