Well my name is Jason Goins, my grammer and spelling is not the best, which you'll probably figure out as you read, lol. I was taken into CPS custody when I was 6. I came from a family of 6 siblings who I miss and would like to contact them one day. I grew up very emotionally closed up, I didnt know how to deal with the feelings that I felt or how to get rid of them. Later on in life I delt with that pain thru alcohol and drugs. I started drinking in the 6th grade. I started smoking weed in the 8th. In High School I started to skip class and then my senior year I dropped out. As my depression became harder to deal with my drug use increased. I started snorting coke, taking ecstasy, smoking meth and dropping acid, I thank God that I never tried heroin or crack! As my dreams for my life became impossible and I began loosing hope to live, I began to think that sucide was the only way out of this life that I created for myself. But I remember hearing about God as a little kid, and about how He loved me. I was in my room and it became clear to me that God was my only hope for survival, I broke down and began to cry, and I asked God to help me, to save me and He did. My life has radically changed, the Lord began to move immediately as if He was just waiting for me to call out in surrender. God gave me hope, He gave me secruity, and He gave me a reason to live. The Lord brought me to a church, which at the time was the Secretplace International, where I came to know the 2 most powerfull people I have ever met, Pastor Sean and Pastor Sally Riley. Now Im serving God and am apart of a world changing ministry, The Faith Center International!! *www.fcichurch.com*
Have you tried everything in life and still feel empty inside. Have you tried drugs and alcohol to feel a void space in your life to bring you peace and happiness. You've tried everything else, try this, ask God for help. Crazy notion huh, we both know where all the other roads lead too. Ready for a change, then repeat this prayer:
God, I need help. God I believe enough in your Son, Jesus Christ, to ask Him to come into my heart. And God I turn all my problems over to you so that You can help me. I ask these things in Jesus Name, Amen.
If you said this prayer and ment it, then my friend, a change has just happend, trust me, I know. God has helped me to become a successful person in life. He made me into the man I am today. The next step is to find you a good bible based church. If you dont know where to look, just shoot me a message and I would be honored to help you.
