Bella [Cullen]=Europe with The Chariot soon!!!

About Me

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I AM BUT A MESSENGER...
"For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, 39 nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing will have the power to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord!"
The world moves for love... It kneels before it in awe.
the only things that matter:
JESUS CHRIST
MUSIC
FAMILY
FRIENDSHIPS
LOVE
I am Amanda
I have a pretty sweet life.
I live in Chicago with Bryan, Sarah, and Elliot Gray.
I'm in a band with some of my best friends.
I'm pretty random.
Being single is the new dating.
The good Lord is doing amazing and HUGE things in my life. (change...)
My friends mean the absolute world to me. I'd do anything for them.
My heart thrives on music. I live to play and travel and meet people.
I'm kind of obsessed with Twilight.(if that wasn't obvious)
i LOVE dance!
Sweet tea and coffee run through my veins.
I am working on healing the right way this time.
Hollywood isn't real.
but people are. get to know people's hearts. not just their fame and fashion.
I like pop rocks. a lot.
I like to ride bikes. and scream. and skate board. and play video games.
I also like movies. and books. and good conversations.
There are things that only Grits and I understand because we're on the same retarded wavelength most of the time.
The way to my heart is through a BIG sincere hug.
i drop beats for Team Satire
i am in love with my Jesus. absolutely.
and most importantly im no better than you.
"You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,that my heart may sing to YOU and not be silent. O LORD my God, I will give You thanks forever..."
When Joshua heard the noise of the people shouting, he said to Moses, "There is war in the camp."
Moses replied:
"It is not the sound of victory,
it is not the sound of defeat;
it is the sound of singing that i hear." Exodus 32:17-18
The Lord will fight for you. You need only to be still. Exodus 14:14

My Interests

God, if you can hear,
can you help me and my friends?
We've been driving all night into dead ends.
We just wanna find our own way home again.
We knew you as kids but lost you in smokey bars.
We lost you in the boom of lowered cars -
in parties that grew into the yard
God, if you can hear, as the sun is creeping down,
Could you kindly point me right out of town?
Honestly I'm sick and tired of falling down.
We knew you'd be here in the fray of darkest nights,
and the sad and holy glow of tv light,
in the blood and the bruise of back-alley fights.
So we're totally deprived,
buried alive
I couldn't help myself to save my life

I'd like to meet:

Twilight HD Exclusive Trailer

Music:

Motley Crue, Fugazi, Lydia, MGMT, Imogen Heap, Luke Pickett, A.F.I., Phil Vassar, Foxy Shazaam, The Crinn, Feist, Ingrid Michaelson, Sullivan, A Fine Frenzy, James Taylor, Explosions In The Sky, Iron Maiden, Refused, Selfmindead, Benea Reach, Scarlet, Meshuggah, Skid Row, The Scorpions, The Blamed,
Aerosmith, The Chariot, Norma Jean, mewithoutYou, Emery, The Blood Brothers, Dustin Kensrue, Anberlin, Octosquash, Anah Aevia, Mae, Copeland, Lovedrug, Once Nothing, Doctor! Doctor!, Poison, Fall Out Boy, Frou Frou, Inked In Blood, He Is Legend, Paramore, Ivory, Frank Sinatra, Bon Jovi, Dragonforce, Blessed By A Broken Heart, Sigur Ros, Anathallo,Death Cab For Cutie, Underoath, Hanson, Kelly Clarkson, Unearth, Jimmy Eat World, Maylene and the sons of Disaster, Waking Ashland, Terminal, Deff Leppard, The Showdown, All That Remains, War Of Ages, Alethian, Zao, One Step From Solace, The Dillinger Escape Plan.

Movies:

Dark Knight, The Illusionist, Garden State, What's Up Doc?, The Village, Kung-Fu Hustle, Sean Of The Dead, Lady In The Water, Sleepy Hollow, Rainbow Bright and the Star Stealers, Escanaba In Da Moonlight, The Labyrinth.

Television:

the office, eli stone, antm, The Brak Show."i like your Christ. i do not like your Christians. your Christians are so unlike your Christ" - gandhi, rob and big.

Books:

Bible. Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Midnight Sun. Harry Potter. The Shack.

Heroes:

with downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
With downcast eyes
There's more to living than being alive
Are you where you thought you'd be?
So beautiful and only twenty-three...
Opposition rests in the hearts
With no, with no, with no opportunity
It's not that we don't talk
I'ts just no one really listens
And honesty fades
Like a politician lost in the course
All smiles and no one remembers our names...

My Blog

true love and service

[Take delight in the Lord, and He will give you your heart's desires. Commit everything you do to the Lord. Trust Him, and He will help you] (Help me.) When we understand that true love does not ...
Posted by Bella [Cullen]=Europe with The Chariot soon!!! on Wed, 15 Oct 2008 10:44:00 PST

my heart is just as silent, and it too, is yours...

I wrote a four word letter, With post-script in crooked lines, "Tho I'd lived I'd never been alive." You know who I am - you held my hem As I traveled blind Listening to a whispering in my ear, Sof...
Posted by Bella [Cullen]=Europe with The Chariot soon!!! on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 09:48:00 PST

hurt. move. change.

this is iiiiiit. the big move. i'll be in the Chicago now. ah!! it's exciting. i'm going to get it together. (i promise). to anyone back home that i've hurt i'm sorry. i just haven't been myself latel...
Posted by Bella [Cullen]=Europe with The Chariot soon!!! on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 07:10:00 PST

Integrity

The integrity of some people is so beautiful. I am striving to be a woman of integrity. A woman who is upright and truthful. If I've done anything to be something other than that I apologize. Really. ...
Posted by Bella [Cullen]=Europe with The Chariot soon!!! on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 07:12:00 PST

The best compliment I’ve ever received...

Today a woman came into work and I waited on her. We talked a bit and she was so sweet! The warm weather has had me in good spirits and we laughed and talkes about some random things. I handed her dri...
Posted by Bella [Cullen]=Europe with The Chariot soon!!! on Mon, 05 May 2008 11:27:00 PST

Five years ago today...

I lost my dad. On every other "anniversary" of his death, I've remembered it and stuff but for some reason this one has hit me so hard. Its usually random reasons that are extreeeeemely few and far be...
Posted by Bella [Cullen]=Europe with The Chariot soon!!! on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 09:15:00 PST

thank you, miss Uribe...

Romans 5:3-5"... we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God's lo...
Posted by Bella [Cullen]=Europe with The Chariot soon!!! on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 09:20:00 PST

The heart is central...

"Think about your work life for a moment. Why are so many people bored or frustrated with their jobs? Why do they dread Monday morning and "thank God it’s Friday"? Their hearts are not in their ...
Posted by Bella [Cullen]=Europe with The Chariot soon!!! on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 08:02:00 PST

Inevitable

Do you remember when we were just kids And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss Schoolyard conversations taken to heart And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not I...
Posted by Bella [Cullen]=Europe with The Chariot soon!!! on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 08:40:00 PST

What a tangled web we weave

I’m down to a whisper In a daydream on a hill Shut down to a whisper Can you hear me still Eager to please, Trying to be what they need But I’m so very tired I’ve stopped trying to f...
Posted by Bella [Cullen]=Europe with The Chariot soon!!! on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 02:22:00 PST