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Jeffy Metal

There's no such thing as destiny. There are only different choices. Some choices are easy, some aren

About Me

My new venture:
“You are a man of extreme passion, a hungry man not quite sure where his appetite lies, a deeply frustrated man striving to project his individuality against a backdrop of rigid conformity. You exist in a half-world suspended between two superstructures, one self-expression and the other self-destruction. You are strong, but there is a flaw in your strength, and unless you learn to control it the flaw will prove stronger than your strength and defeat you. The flaw? Explosive emotional reaction out of all proportion to the occasion. Why? Why this unreasonable anger at the sight of others who are happy or content, this growing contempt for people and the desire to hurt them? All right, you think they’re fools, you despise them because their morals, their happiness is the source of your frustration and resentment. But these are dreadful enemies you carry within yourself - in time destructive as bullets. Mercifully, a bullet kills its victim. This other bacteria, permitted to age, does not kill a man but leaves in its wake the hulk of a creature torn and twisted; there is still fire within his being but it is kept alive by casting upon it faggots of scorn and hate. He may successfully accumulate, but he does not accumulate success, for he is his own enemy and is kept from truly enjoying his achievements.”
- In Cold Blood by Truman Capote
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My Interests

MUSIC, the truth, straight edge, sushi and indian food, movies, aspiration, art, cleanliness, getting as many tattoos as possible

I'd like to meet:



My Own Ana Pascal.

Someone who doesn't lie to me just because they don't want to hurt my feelings by telling me the truth.

Someone with passion and dedication... whether it be my interests or not.

"Most people don't take snapshots of the little things. The used Band-Aid, the guy at the gas station, the wasp on the Jell-O. But these are the things that make up the true picture of our lives. People don't take pictures of these things." - One Hour Photo

Music:

Cradle Of Filth, Isis, Philip Glass, depeche mode, sigur rós, dead prez, dragonforce, ray charles, still remains, immortal technique, john lee hooker, snoop dogg, miles davis, pelican, mf doom, frank sinatra, dr. dre, red sparowes, classical, blues, jazz, opera... and TONS more

Movies:

current favorite -

The Number 23


the exorcist I & III... and the beginning, the pursuit of happyness, stranger than fiction, babel, ray, the departed, superman, the exorcism of emily rose, devils rejects, the illusionist, the good shepherd, a guide to recognizing your saints, capote, omen, amelie, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, vanilla sky, one hour photo, scent of a women, imaginary heroes, matchstick men, big, moulin rouge, legend, meet joe black, rockstar, as good as it gets, platoon, immortal beloved

Television:

scrubs, rob & big, hollyhood,
and anything on

old school: magnum pi, a-team, macgyver, quantum leap

Books:

Satan Speaks, Bushido, Lords Of Chaos, The Dirt, Bad As I Wanna Be, 100 Demons of Horiyoshi III, Secret Life of a Satanist, In Cold Blood

Heroes:

My Grandfather Ray Roghaar... just dont have a photo of him just yet

Anton Szandor LaVey

Frank Sinatra
Nikki Sixx
Mr. & Mrs. Christopher Reeves

Johnny Cash

Ray Charles Robinson

Cradle Of Filth

My Blog

Trying For Gold

So... I might be going to school in California to be a recording engineer. The school is called LARS (LA Recording School). I think that its VERY possible... through some time... financ...
Posted by Jeffy Metal on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 08:27:00 PST

renewed years eve

In a crowd of thousands of anonymous faces, i was alone.In this sea of renewed happiness and joy, i was left wandering.Amongst so many smiles and cheers, but not one shared with me....
Posted by Jeffy Metal on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 12:28:00 PST

finding myself

Where do i start? Im not sure how to go about this... should it begin with a whole new start? or just adjust and mold my current situation into a better one?  I dont know what to do. I ...
Posted by Jeffy Metal on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 02:49:00 PST