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Jodie
Thats my name, call me Angel if you wish a few people do
I am 17, have a amazing boyfriend Ben atm
I go to Croydon college and study Childcare and Education, i wanna get some were in life, and make something of myself
I dont wanna be a ponce the rest of my life
I am amused by the smallest things, and complain alot
No matter what people should be respected for who they are and not by the way they dress and what they do
But it's a cruel world, and stereotypes are taking over.
I know who i am and understand myself, so try and bring me down it aint going to work
I used to bottle things up, now i will just tell you what i think
If you dont like me Fuck off Dont judge me on the way i live, dress, talk, or act, Judge me on a person as a whole
Generally i am quite outgoing, weird, and up for a laugh
I HATE MCR
If you proper like lick mcrs arse theres no point in adding me whatsoever
Also i hate these people who are like i am so hardcoreeee, like i am so much better than you, well your not actually, insecure bastards, trying to fit in, Come talk to me after you finished licking your own arse yeh
I love Metal
"Music is never just the sound, It's never just screaming, singing, whispering, or intruments. It's always about the emotion; the experience/s; why the music was written; who it was written for; how it was written - sometimes, it's not about the music, but the message, or even just what it does for the creator. Music is part of our being, and is NOT simple noise used to fill the empty space silence brings
I have 11 peircings I have 7 lobe, 2 rooks, anti tragus and tragus, need to get another tragus and 2 more lobes

My Interests

25/11/07 Black Crusade

1 more peircing please

2 More peircings

march Taking Jade for a birthday meal

Jades 17th friends for 13 years now

11th April My 17th

14th April Kerrys 18th

17th May Olly's birthday meal

26th April DEFENDERS OF THE FAITH
Arch enemy,opeth, devildriver, && 3 inches of blood

7th June , Strawberrys party

4th October Lee Evans

I can be spiritualishh I am quite a quiet person as wel as being up in the air and chatting shit all the time UNO.
I love candles, there the most peaceful thing, around a bath, dinner, just lounging around
Sooooooooo wine and dine me by candlelight

I also love the outdoors when the sun is shining, Sitting in a park and relfecting on life, and how beautiful it is, even with all the shit around the world, it just makes you feel greatful for what you have and whats around you
Some times it is just nice to relax
Though.. That is hardly never.

I'd like to meet:



Myspace Codes & Myspace Layouts

Music:


3 inches of blood
Acid Bath
Adema
Alesana
Alice Cooper
Alice in chains
A Skylit drive
Alkaline trio
Apocalptica
Apoptygma Berzerk
Arch Enemy
Atreyu
Avenged sevenfold
Black Flag
Black label society
Behemoth
Black Sabbath
Black Stone Cherry
Blink 182
Breed 77
Bullet for my valentine
Caliban
Cannibal Corpse
Carcass
Children of bodom
Chimaira
Coal Chamber
Combichrist
Cradle of filth
Cypress Hill
Deathstars
Deadstar Assembly
Dark Tranquillity
Denali
Despised Icon
Devildriver
Dimmu Borgir
Down
Disciple
Disturbed
Dragonforce
Drowning pool
Dry Kill Logic
Earth Crisis
Ektomorf
Escape the fate
Europe
Evanescence
Eyes set to kill
Faith no more
Fear factory
Fightstar
Finch
Forever never
Flyleaf
From Grace
Funker Vogt
God forbid
Godsmack
Gorgoroth
Gojira
Hammerfall
H.I.M
HIMSA
Hell yeah
Idlewild
Iggy pop
Inme
Job for a cowboy
Kataklysm
Kill Hannah
Killswitch engage
Kiss
Kittie
Korn
Lacuna coil
Lamb of god
Led zeppelin
Limp Bizkit
MACHINE HEAD
Marilyn Manson
Mayday Parade
Master
Mayhem
Megadeath
Metallica
Mindless self indulgence
Morbid Angel
Motorhead
Muse
MushroomHead
Nickelback
Nirvana
OTEP
Ozzy Ozbourne

PANTERAAA

Parkway Drive
Pestilence
Phantasmagoria
Placebo
POD
Porcelien and the tramps
Porcupine Tree
Puddle of mudd
Q.O.T.S.A
Ram Jam
Rammstein
Red Jumpsuit apparatus
Rob Zombie
Sanctity
Scars of tommorow
Sepultura..Serj Tankian
Sikth
Six feet under
Skindred
Slayer
Slipknot
Soil
Soilwork
Soulfly
Spiderbait
Stabbing westward
Stone sour
Suicide commando

Suicide Silence
System of a down
Three days grace
Thrice
Trivium
Turisas
Turmion Katilot
Warbringer
Wednesday 13
Weezer
Within temptation
Zimmers hole
And obvoiusly loads more.

Books:

Ben ♥
He makes me so happy
He means so much to me
All i wanna do is be around him, when he holds me i don't want him to let go
And when i have to go i miss him so much
Honestly, No one has made me smile as much as him, i swear my face is gonna be a permanant grin soon uno
Theres something different about him, like no other male i have come across
I could just lie in his arms forever, he means everything to me.
I've fallen
lol
He just treats me like no other, we have so much in common, and he makes me laugh everything a girl could wish for
Awh man i could write for years about this boy, but you blates can tell i am so happy with him
Things will hopefully be different with Ben, I can feel it
I honestly dont know what i would do with this boy at this moment of my life
He makes me truly happy, I am just so happy with him, he amazes me
Oh god i'm going all funny for him lol, is it such a bad thing
To be falling for someone you think is something so special, ino people think i might get hurt but that is no way to think other wise we all would get no were with our love lifes, get to get rid of this pain barrier, and it scares me to think what i would do if it all happened again
But if you really trust a person like how i trust Ben, uno it is all worthwhile in the end, no matter what, no point living behind a barrier
Love you

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock so I can make my timing just
Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?
7/04/08 ♥

Heroes:

Elle Now, this girl has been there for me through thick and thin.
Me and Elle have fallen put more than most people, but we always end up back together
And she is a friend like no other.
If i am taking something to serious, she is the friend who will make see a funny side to what has happened and just to put a Smile on my face.
What more could i ask for from her?
I love spending time with her, it's non stop laughter, we came back from Amy's 18th, and at 4am elle bangs her head on the wall, and was falling off my bed
Irreplaceable memories
She has seriously made me who I am today, she brang me out of my shell
I was completely different until i met her
Were complete opposites, but i guess that is what makes us stronger
Love You Elle
She has moved now she lives now 6 hours away and i miss hwer so much allready.
I didnt actually think she would move away cos it went for so long, and she has actually gone and it has just sunk in
4/03/08, i been talkin to her for a while now and she is making me cry
I took her for granted alot of the time, and I shouldn't have
We had our ups and down but we all do
She means the world to me and man i am gonna miss her
I want to steal her and put her in my wardrobe, When she does come down she is gonna stay with me for few days cos she is worth it
I love you elle
Always will
Miss you dont be a stranger
xxx

Sammmiiiiii I love this womannnn so much, i can always relly on her to be there for me
She is always just a phone call away for me, and i am always welcome to hers
She is practiclury like a sister to me, she has always made me feel welcome, and me and her have never fallen out ever
Just one morning i moaned at her for puttin her makeup on and looking pretty cos i looked like crap
Me and Sammi have many babies
bob 1,bob2,bob3,bob4,bob5,bob6,bob7,bob8, and dylan, Betty, Richard, Jack, Off, Jill.
I don't honestly know what i would do without her, she is my shining armour
I know i can tell her ANYTHING, and it will stay with her, and i know i can always call sammi whenever and she will listen to me
Love You Sammi

Scarrr llalalalallala ♥ Scar, is very unique
Hard to wake up
Late
Buttttttt.....
Has always listened to me in my times of needs
Gave me a speechhhh, when i was down took me ages to read, she is the only person i know who is like her
She doesnt give a shit if you dont like her
She is her own person take it or leave it, and she aint afraid to speak her mind
And this is what i love about her
She makes me see things in different lights
And gosh when she gets confused at me and sammi's jokes, she is just too funnehhh
Love You Scar
My Wife

This is Strawberry
She is amazing, she is my whole world.
When i speak to her and see her my vocal chords dont stop, we talk for hours and hours even about pointless things
But they make sense to us
If we were Dykes we would so like get married and have sexy times
And she aint sharing me either
She is beautiful
And gives me pretty things like her friendship
She is one of these people in life you can tell everything in life
She is abosolutely amazing
Couldnt ask for more in a friend tbh
And when i do see her it means the world to me cos we dont see each other that much and when we do see each other we have so much to say
I don't ever want to loose her as a friend would be to heartbreaking
I am so glad i added her on myspace and met her and got to know her, because she is mint
When i first met her she was a lil crazy chick with a cucumber in Bromley, with Bubba
Good days
And she still is , bu not with the cucumber cos she ate it
Ly girl
Gemmaaaaaaaaa
This girl just gives me pure Jokes
haha
Shes My white Bitch Yeh bruvvvvv!!!!!
POWWW I saw her drunk for the 1st time on nov 3rd 07
And i have known her for over a year
She is the funniest person when she is drunk haha
I can talk to Gemmmmaaaaa, but i feel the need not to tell her everything
Cos with Gemma, there is never a down moment, she is constantly happy happy happy
One very fond memeory of Gemma, is when me, her, n sammi, imagined we had houses, at pc in the cark park with gardens, and settin each others houses on fire, and that the curb were everyone was sitting was the pub
We was bored but we had funn
Love You Gemmmaaaa

Kerryyyy
This girl i could talk about for years
She is down to earth, wou;ldnt hurt anybody only if needed, she doesnt have a bad bone in her body
She is a true gem and i am glad Sammi introduced her to me
She is fuckin amazing, she will always be honest, not afraid to speak her mind, my little angel
She is trustworthy, kind, and caring, and MINE yeshhh
And she is always there for people when they are down, i can talk to her about nearly everything, she knows me like the back of her hand
I love you Kerrrryyyy, dont forget it womannnnnn

Kitkat
Is one special girl to me
She has always been there for me AND that is the main thing
I no i can ring her up and talk bout anything and she will just listen
She is the Ink lady, and me the metal ear lady
And were gonna be old togteher and have loads of cats
And drink loads of tea
I could never ever dream of letting this girl down
Even through everything that has happened i am stil her friend
I love Ammyyyyyyyy
I love seeing her, cos when i do it makes me smile so much
Cos all we do is talk, abotu things that matter
And we know that what we tell each other will be safe in each others hands
Ily Jenny
This girl gives me pure jokes
Can honestly say i have never met any one like her before
Cj Thinks were twins lol haha
She has made college a sik arse place to be
She pulls the most amazing faces and cracks me up all the time
If went college with us you would know
HA THAT IS A STUPID QUESTION Jenny will understand
We both like to bully old CJ, seems he is the only boy in the class lol
Jenny is amazing
One in a million Beauty
I always have to tell her when work is due and what work we have, cos she is a Day dreamer
Love you Jen ♥
John
Is one of the most amazing people i have ever met in my life
I really dont know what i would do without him sometimes
He is my rock
I know i can always relly on him cos he wont judge me or make me feel like i am nothing ever
He always supports me, and others to be fair
Everyone knows they can rely on John
Well i know i bloody can
He also has a very sexual mind
JOHN BANANA
I love you.x
This Boy Cem is completely amazing
Been there since year 7, me and this boy have been through alot.
I can tell him everything, he never judges me, he doesnt judge me from the outside but from the inside
Like when i changed from chav to now, he didnt decide to think of me differently like other people had done
He has always excepted me as a person
I dont know what i would of done without him in school and now
This is one person i need in my life forver and always
Ly

xxxx
Charlotte♥
This girl is totally amazing
She is such a laugh to be around, and to try on her shoes
She loves the same music as me, which is hard to find a girl that does lol
She is absolutely butiful, and i dont want any one to tell her any different cos she is a complete stunner
Just look at her picture ffs
I love Fridays when i get to see her at the pub
She is just so funny, especially after a few drinks
Aha her drunk speech to me as well, 'Jodie come over here, your so beautiful, ok, dont let any one say any different, its not even your looks its your features'
Lol @ charlotte.
Love you
This Boy is amazing
Chris
He means the absolute world to me
Been through alot
Thick and thin he has been there
From the very first time i met him he was legendary
He is down to earth
Sensitive
Phit
I dont see him as much as i would like but he has a busy life
He makes me smile when he goes on cam
He is my entertainment
I feel as i can trust him with anything, i feel so close to him
I am so glad i went to that Kobrakai gig and found him
Life wouldnt of been the same without my lil Chris
Ly chris
Never forget bout you
Little will
He is truly amazing, he is the only person i feel 100% around. He is a true gem, and full of so much love
He has been there for me through some of my hardest times in my life, and just been there to listen
He always puts a smile on my face, makes me laugh, and annoys me like hell, but i can never be angry at him
I can relly on him, and it is always a pleasure seeing him, I hate it when i feel as i have dissapointed him when i even havnt.
I dont ever want to lose him
When he tells me he is proud of me i smile like i wont be able to ever again
I have watched the weirdest films with him, one with a german tranny, and one bout a cake factory
We've had water fights in his bathroom
Fallen asleep watching friends
And he commentates great at pigeon sex, at the bromley pigeon brothel
♥ Love You
Rickyyyyyy
Is a legend
He knows what he wants and how to get it
He has always been there for me
I will always remember, when i was so down, he was there for me, for hours he was talking to me, and he has doen this many times for me
I feel as if i tell him things they will go no further like, when he tells me things and says dont tell ne one
He is so down to earth, and i love him very much
Couldn't ask for more in Ricky

Big will
Gosh
Were do i start, He has always been there for me despite what the problem was or is
He always makes me see things in a away i wouldn't,and makes things clearer to me
He always makes me laugh
I remeber walking off in Bromley and he chased after me, i went to his house heartbroken, i've blazed in a bath with him, apparently been drunk in a bath with him
Btw it wasnt a run bath
He is everything, i love seeing him
He is such a great mate
I am his lil Princesssss

And many more

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