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About Me

Hey there....me again....changing this up a bit. I am getting through the tough parts of my life with the Lord at my side. My boys are ok for now. Not out of the woods yet, but better. OK. About me, for those of you who don't know me. I am 43, I have a degree in Nursing. I am an RN. Worked ER for longer than I want to remember, but am retired now. I did trauma, flight, the whole thing. Life was a ball for awhile. Then my husband died and my kids decided to take a dive into things they shouldn't. I have had a rough time lately, but the Lord is my Shephard, I Shall not want...and I am holding Him to the whole not giving me more than I can handle. My Father just died Father's Day of cancer, my kids are a mess right now, and my husband is gone. I really thought 2008 was gonna be a better year, but so far, no go. But prayers are answered everyday, and Lord knows I pray, if you feel like it, pray for me. And thanks for reading this if you have stuck with me so far...I like candlelight, hot tubs, cabins in the mountains, the beach at sunset, and sitting and watching movies on the couch with someone who will love me again... :) Cydney
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My Interests

Man...hard one. I like to read. I guess I am a true redneck, I like the mountains in a cabin with a fireplace and a hot tub,I like the beach, especially at sunset, I love the water, I like to go antiquing, I love massages, I like cuddling, and I love my job when I can do it...
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I'd like to meet:

Jesus when it is my time to go. My friends who have gone before me...

Music:

Allman Bros, Janis Joplin, James Blunt, John Mayer, Norah Roberts, Alanis Morrisette...because she was puttin out angry music at an angry period in my life....Especially Ironic..ZZ Top, Def Leppard, The Beatles...(who shaped music as we know some of it)...Johnny Cash, anyone who ever sang the blues and really lived them...,Tommy Lee, SRV, Foghat, Skynard, Bad Co., Croce, George Jones, Van Halen, Boston, Journey, CCR, Cream, Foreigner, Haggard, Doobies, Shooter Jennings, HW Jr., George Straight, Waylon Jennings, Gretchen Wilson, Kid Rock
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Movies:

All Chick Flicks....Harry Potter Movies...Lord of the Rings, Titanic, Hope Floats(music was in my wedding)...Rob Roy, Tombstone, Wyatt Earp, All the Godfathers, Pearl Harbor, Master and Comander, The Last Samurai, In Love And War, Last of the Mohicans, A Few Good Men, Legends of the Fall, Dances With Wolves, A River Runs Through It, Braveheart, Forest Gump, The Davinci Code
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Television:

ER of course, Grey's Anatomy, Survivor, Amazing Race, Desperate Housewives(enough said)...Soprano's(my Fav).

Books:

All kinds...I read about 10 every 2 weeks.

Heroes:

My Husband David who was a Paramedic for the Nashville Fire Department and gave his life for it...all the ER Nurses, Firemen, and Paramedics that NEVER get a freakin pat on the back...The guys overseas that people forget are there...QUIT being mad about the war..they can't change it...don't make it another Vietnam where those guys aren't heroes..they are mine...
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My Blog

Love

In a relationship-there is no CEO, It's all a delicate dance, of push and hold, of back and forth, of up and down. But we endure, because at the end of the day, we don't want to go it alone. And when ...
Posted by **JUST ME** on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 12:01:00 PST

My Father

Well, it happened. I lost my Father yesterday. Wasn't expecting it quite the way it happened, but the Lord has a plan, I know. It is hard losing David and my Dad so close togeth...
Posted by **JUST ME** on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 01:52:00 PST

Sad

..TR> Body: Remember I told you I haven't been on here in awhile? I just pop on and pop off? Well, Wed. night my 18 yr. old tried to kill himself. He didn't do a very good job of it, but as ...
Posted by **JUST ME** on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 08:17:00 PST

Life

A time comes in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere, the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough ...
Posted by **JUST ME** on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 02:54:00 PST

Dating

Not sure about the romance and relationships...but here goes. I went out on my very first date. It was an ok date. Nothing to climb up on my roof and shout about, but nothing to be d...
Posted by **JUST ME** on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 12:07:00 PST

I’m Still Standing....

Ok guys. Here I am. LOL. Didn't quite mean that the way it sounded. Just that I have finally figured out that Dave would def. not want me to be alone the rest of my life so I a...
Posted by **JUST ME** on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 11:55:00 PST

Moving On

OK guys. I have officially moved on. I am past the every day crying, I can think of him without crying, and I can get through the day without him constantly on my mind. Am I doing good or ...
Posted by **JUST ME** on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 06:12:00 PST

Thanks

Man. I have found so many great friends on here I am not sure where to start. Thanks for the prayers. For me, and my Dad, who by the way, is doing great with chemo so far. (prayers p...
Posted by **JUST ME** on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 11:23:00 PST

old and new news

OK. It has been 6 months since Dave died and time marches on. It still hurts everyday, but it is getting better. I am starting grief therapy tomorrow, I think it might be good just t...
Posted by **JUST ME** on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 07:01:00 PST

4 months

David has been gone 4 months today. It seems like yesterday. Some days I can't seem to make myself keep going. Problems with the kids, bills to pay, groceries to buy. It never ...
Posted by **JUST ME** on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 09:43:00 PST