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Noir

look...and you'll see absolutely nothing.

About Me

Crazy Asshole.....naw i was kidding.....i'm an ahou.
because i draw and writes storeis and poetries, so i guess...i'm a freak as well?
(if i offended you, either accept my apology or be gloomy all day by yourself. do anything but curse at me in public or sue me...i hate those stuffs..it annoyes me, BIG TIME.)
believe me, my drawing skill still needs A LOT of traning, and so is my writing skill. *straight face* sometimes i HATE myself because of my immature skills, but i can't really do anything about it besides trying to get better, and lying on the floor depressed...XD
People think my "manliness" dominates my "girliness", which i TOTALLY agrees.
I HATE MYSELF ALL THE TIME, I LOVE MYSELF sometimes.
as long as i can remember, MANGA's been my LIFE and SOUL, my essential to keep me alive.
the time now is 01.03 am, that means i REALLY have go shower and sleep, otherwise i'll be dead for tomorrow.
up dated April 3rd, 2006. MONDAY AM.

My Interests

BL, manga, novel, music, drawing manga, blah blah blah...

I'd like to meet:

ppl that i don't mind talking to...(there are alot, but i'm just too lazy to list them all...so i've decided not to list ANY of them at ALL.)

Music:

Everything that my ears like
music playing: Rain's "but i love you"
i can't get that frigging song outta my head...~"~

Movies:

Everything that my eyes like and ....this ..

Television:

so far there hasn't been ANY show that'd make me watch regulary....so i guess...none?
but believe me...if this guy-- --is on TV...then...

NO BODY TOUCHES MY TV!!!

kinda like.... "you touch, you die" ?XD

Books:

ho ho ho.......you don wanna know......
but if you do.....here's a hint=

Heroes:

well....i'll have to say...the ONE and ONLY,
IORI KAMISAMA......*drop dead*

My Blog

once again,

yes, i hate my firefoxfucking hate itthis is done on my notepadso pardon my going-to-be-hella-long-nessanywaydrinking kirin's afternoon tea (special miruku!xDDD)kinda lightheadedi think it's because m...
Posted by Noir on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 06:24:00 PST

i'm being unwanted

meaning i'm single. not like unwanted as in thrown outta family and go live by your fucking self unwanted. that'd be bad, in so many ways. well first thing first, i'm off off from schools and stuff, ...
Posted by Noir on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 04:59:00 PST

it's been a long time.

i think this is the second time or third time i use it as title. but if i keep things up like this yes there will be a fourth, a fifth, even sixth and seventh a lot of things been up in my mind latel...
Posted by Noir on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 06:16:00 PST

happy happy nineteen to me

happy happy birthday to me the one and only i used to long for this day to come and then it came happy happy nineteen birthday to me the all and mighty i bought the cake from school cafe they don't h...
Posted by Noir on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 10:16:00 PST

ppl lookie here.

can't see some of yall's myspace cuz me soundcard's dead yeah, that's all.       so it's not like i don't want to go look or something, it's cuz i can't.        ...
Posted by Noir on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 06:11:00 PST

if this sounds like whinning, sowee.

i need someone to hugsome one to kisssome one to share my heart with oh but wait aren't i already hugging everyone i see?even tho i can't feel anything special, like butterflies in me belly or the tic...
Posted by Noir on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 01:00:00 PST

would this mean that...

i have no heart?because  i never post/repost anything (i mean it) on myspace? i have not the simplest care in the world?because i never really give a damn if i'll ever have a lover or good life o...
Posted by Noir on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 12:37:00 PST

one o' my "go to hell, world" poem that i wrote a few days ago II

title's called..."Confession" i try to love myself i try to take an escape from what's going on by locking myself in the room and blast my music to the max hell it doesn't work non of them i end...
Posted by Noir on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 03:16:00 PST

one o' my "go to hell, world" poem that i wrote a few days ago

title's called..."enough is enough" this is fuck i can't go on this is totally not what i'm suppose to face every day fuck you, life fuck you, computer fuck you, msn and most of all fuck you, myse...
Posted by Noir on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 03:06:00 PST

weakness shown

the sands of time flow away from my lifehow many furious faces has gone by?how many confusions has made along the line?and how many tears has had piled up       &nbs...
Posted by Noir on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 09:02:00 PST