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TRACI {you couldnt be me even if you wanted to}

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Buried at PhotoCasket.com This profile was made at Whateverlife.com! :)I AM A METH SURVIVOR... FUCK YOU IF YOU DONT LIKE ME, IM NOT HERE TO IMPRESS YOU.i am a mother of 3 beautiful kids, living here in the black hills of south dakota, currently trying to find myself, after many years of insanity.... i am coming out of a 10 year meth induced fog.....i thought that was fun! I CURRENTLY HAVE 9 MONTHS BEING METH FREE UNDER MY BELT AND AFTER A RELAPSE LAST SUMMER AND GOING BACK TO PRISON. THAT PRETTY MUCH SEALED THE DEAL FOR ME. IF I HADNT EVER BEEN ARRESTED, MY HOUSE RAIDED, ETC ETC I DONT KNOW WHERE ID BE AT THIS MOMENT, OR IF ID EVEN BE ALIVE..BEING ARRESTED AND SENT TO PRISON WAS A BLESSING IN DISGUISE, I WAS TO THE POINT OF INSANITY, IT WAS ME, MYSLEF AND METH, I HAD NO ROOM FOR ANYONE OR ANYTHING IN MY LIFE. NOW IM BLESSED TO BE HERE, WITH MY FAMILY. MY THREE BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN ARE MY LIFE.i am scot-irish, very loyal and very OLD SCHOOL RULESi love music, its good for the soul, and love to dance, cuz i cant sing. im learning how to love myself again and how to live again. I ALSO HAVE A GREAT INTEREST IN PIN UP ART AND SEVERAL ARTISTS, ONE OF MY GREAT FAVORITES IS OLIVIA, SHE PORTRAYS WOMEN BEAUTIFULY AND THAT IS A UNDERSTATEMENT. AS A WOMAN I APPRECIATE BEAUTY AND THERE ARE SOME OUT THERE THAT CAPTURE THAT BEAUTY MOST WONDERFULLY. I ALSO HAVE SEVERAL OTHER ARTISTS ON MY TOP FRIENDS, AND FRIENDS LIST... THEY ARE ALL GREAT... CHECK OUT THE HR GIGER ART ON MY PAGE(IN MY PICTURES ) HE IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES ALSO...

My Interests


LIBERATE YOUR SELF FROM ORDER {1221}
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working on them again.... you kind of loose interests and sight of what is all good when doing insane things to your mind and body.spending time with my kids and family and good friends.

I'd like to meet:

im trying to meet new people that share my experiences, and can live life without meth, as im trying to do. basically just some nice people,that dont play games and bring drama... ""ID LIKE TO MEET THE REAL ME" im in the process of that, its a long hard road sometimes. EVEN THO IM TRYING TO LIVE A SOBER NEW LIFE, I STILL AM SPAWN, THOSE THAT KNOW ME KNOW WHY.... IT WAS A NAME I WAS GIVEN SEVERAL YEARS AGO AND IT JUST STUCK WITH ME....
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Books:

I LIKE TO EXPAND MY MIND.... I READ ALOT OF CLASSIC LIT, HUNTER THOMPSON, ETC. WHAT I DONT READ ARE STUPID ROMANCE NOVELS OR ANYTHING THAT ISNT A CHALLENGE OR MIND EXPANDING. AND OF COURSE BOOKS ARE ALWAYS BETTER THAN MOVIES. FOR EXAMPLE, WHITE OLEANDER, FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS, MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA....

Heroes:

MY KIDS ARE MY HEROS FIRST AND FOREMOSt!!*they survived living with a addict for a mother and a mother that had to go to prison for awhile. they lived thru this hellwith good grades, good morals, good manners and have stayed out of trouble themselves and they still love me, MY SISTER AND MY NIECES, MY MOM AND POP who have all supported me and stood by me thru this past very hard and long year, OTHER HEROS THAT ARE TOP OF MY LIST IS ANYONE WHO CAN SURVIVE THE HELL OF METH ADDICTION AND BE FREE OF IT MY HAT IS OFF TO YOU, WE KNOW THINGS AND HAVE SEEN THINGS OTHERS HAVENT, IN OUR MINDS AND OUR WORLD.. THAT IS SOME SCARY SHIT....
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My Blog

BEING IRISH IS POPULAR I GUESS

OK, I FIND THIS KIND OF FUNNY LATLEY IVE NOTICED IN MY AREA WHERE I LIVE, NOT MY TOWN, HELL NO, MY TOWN IS A BIKER TOWN... IT HOSTS ONE OF THE BIGGEST BIKE RALLIES.. (STURGIS RALLY) BUT IN NEARBY NEI...
Posted by TRACI {you couldnt be me even if you wanted to} on Tue, 15 May 2007 07:09:00 PST

love, relationships and drama

well its the end of a not so long drama filled relationship in my world. it ended last nite after a few behavior problems on his part. see other blog. for once i would like things to end nicely in m...
Posted by TRACI {you couldnt be me even if you wanted to} on Mon, 14 May 2007 04:47:00 PST

THIS IS THE SHIT Check out this video: Burger King Safety Dance

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Posted by TRACI {you couldnt be me even if you wanted to} on Mon, 07 May 2007 06:13:00 PST

TEN REASONS WHY IRISH GIRLS ROCK

1. There is none of this nonsense about going home early.2. "Early" is defined as any time before the last bar on the street closes.3. If you mess with her, she will kick your ass.4. If someone messes...
Posted by TRACI {you couldnt be me even if you wanted to} on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 07:34:00 PST

http://groups.myspace.com/irisholdschool

¿my group i started  
Posted by TRACI {you couldnt be me even if you wanted to} on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 11:14:00 PST

new pictures

yeah yeah yeah, i said id have new pictures up this week, but i didnt get none taken on sat like i said i would. sorry to those of you i said id have new pic  up by now. youll just have to wait ...
Posted by TRACI {you couldnt be me even if you wanted to} on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 12:29:00 PST

corrosion of conformity "" heal my wounds"

I see the world thru blood shot eyesStreets filled with blood from distant leis.The dogs of war never compromise,No time for re arranging"help me jesus , help me clean my wounds"He said he cannot heal...
Posted by TRACI {you couldnt be me even if you wanted to} on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 03:53:00 PST

going on 6 months meth free .

Oscar Wilde added: The first stage is like ordinary drinking, the second when you begin to see monstrous and cruel things, but if you can persevere you will enter in upon the third stage where you see...
Posted by TRACI {you couldnt be me even if you wanted to} on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 06:11:00 PST

thought on love

you are what you love.... not what loves you?
Posted by TRACI {you couldnt be me even if you wanted to} on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 11:15:00 PST

Check out this video: Emo Fight THIS IS EMO FUNNY

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Posted by TRACI {you couldnt be me even if you wanted to} on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 04:12:00 PST