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I am here for Friends

About Me

"you know what I often think? I think we all oughta get together and vote somebody else god!"

My Interests


I want to pledge allegiance to the country where I live. I dont want to be ashamed to be American... but opportunity no it dont exist- it's the opiate of the populace. we need some harder shit now, the truth is getting around, and each public school is a halfway house where the huddled masses sober up and up enough? Theres not enough to fatten the cows and feed all of us. Its just a rationing of luck. what cant be bought gets raffled off. oh god good god shed greed on thee, your shining sea turned a dirty green from the industry off the shores of new jersey. I got a letter from the army so I think that Ill enlist. Im not brave or proud of nothing I just want to kill something. too bad that nowadays you just point and click. swing low satellite hot white chariot. in the computers blue glare the bombs burst in the air there was a city once now nothing is there. our freedom comes at their expense. it makes sense does it? dollars and centers- theyre stretching barbed wire across the picket fence that is surrounding your housing development. just in case you lack the confidence- oh god my god give strength to thee these amber waves purple majesty are nothing but backdrops for Disney. well look up close it is superimposed on a blank blue screen it is fantasy... fucking magical. the dreams floats like a chemical, through each snapped synapse our television past that is beautiful.... no more no more.....(the happiest place on earth, desaparecidos)

I'd like to meet:


Fun people. After all, we may only get one go 'round at this thing, why waste it by not having a good time?

Music:

saved my life!

Movies:

super bad! ATHF colon movie for theatres... knocked up, dogma...

Television:

Smallville. Supernatural. Aquateen hunger force. South Park. Family Guy. the daily show. the colbert report. dave chapelle.

Books:

BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!

Heroes:

Ashley.

my friends and family- you have saved my ass so many times! Ash- it takes someone really amazing to put up with me the way you do!!! Gram- you're the reason i'm still here today! you all know who you are and I owe you all the world, i can only hope to one day give it to you...

My Blog

a sad day in rock and roll history...

So it's official. Avenged Sevenfold sucks balls now. Sounding the seventh trumpet and Waking the fallen were such awe inspiring and influential albums..... I thought maybe city of evil was just a slum...
Posted by cal on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 08:27:00 PST

THIS WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE!!!!

i'm not wearing any underwear.... .................. bet you really wanted to know that.... =)....so next time you probably won't believe me when i say something will change your life...... well ...
Posted by cal on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 10:50:00 PST

about being content

alot has happened in my life since the last time i was on this thing. some good, some bad. no matter. I have spent the summer truly learning with my best friend that we are what nothing more than what...
Posted by cal on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 06:12:00 PST

two face...

you know who you are. and i just found the knife in my back. apparently it's been there for quite some time. it's a shame it didn't kill me, huh? maybe then you wouldn't feel so guilty and you could j...
Posted by cal on Thu, 31 May 2007 12:12:00 PST

hurt...

"i just want peace and quiet in my head. i can't find it in the bars or in my bed. if you'd like i'll take your number from my phone, and lock the door and turn the lights out in my home."you did. and...
Posted by cal on Tue, 29 May 2007 08:19:00 PST

Our existance explained, for the first time, in a way that makes sense.

i read this a couple of years ago... it made my day. I remember thinking that this answered all of life's meserable little mysteries for me and made me feel like things would be okay. i just found it ...
Posted by cal on Wed, 16 May 2007 11:53:00 PST

this blank expressionless face is just a mask.

i would give anything if just for once i could look the way i feel on the inside. then again... alot of these feelings are ugly. so maybe i already do.
Posted by cal on Wed, 16 May 2007 09:47:00 PST

Oh my god kill me now.

i am going to cry. i put in some bad code...... and all the years of compiled stuff in my "about me" section disappeared. it was replaced with this fucking line of code below... whatever the fuck this...
Posted by cal on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 11:07:00 PST

about war and shit.....

so i just read a blog. it was a good friend's blog. i have always loved and will always love this friend dearly. but his blog bothered me. he ranted in support of the war. he always does. i'm not nami...
Posted by cal on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 01:14:00 PST

warped on thursday!!!!!!

ANTI FLAG AND AFI IN TWO DAYS AT WARPED, HOLY SHIIIIIIITTTT SON AND I AM SO THERE AND ALL YOU MOTHER FUCKERS SHOULD BE TOO!!!!!!! marysville ampitheatre bitches....... YEAH - WHAT - OKAY!!!!!!!!!...
Posted by cal on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 11:54:00 PST