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So here's me in a nutshell....
Brad and I have been together for 10 years, married for 5. I am still in luv with him, even after all the shit we've dealt with. My son turns 9 this year. We have struggled from Day 1. First with being teenage parents and then the daily wild ride with his autism. I luv him to pieces. Braden is a unique, talented, amazaing kid! He is MY reason and purpose.
I'm really an intense kind of person. I won’t cry in front of anyone and hugs are rare from me. I DO NOT tolerate racism, or really any kind of prejudice. I AM the type of person to bust out a soapbox and starts preaching on the matter -just try me. I love to debate, actually, argue. Sometimes I'll pick a fight just for the helluv it.I'm complicated. I have many "levels". What level you see depends on how well I know you and how comfortable I am with you.
I'm a control freak. I start projects and never finish them. I have a million great ideas but never act on them. I worry too much. I'm very competitive & sore loser. I can't sleep. I'm a hypochondriac. I have a lot of regrets. I will NOT "forgive & forget". I can be vengeful and coniving. I'm a tomboy. I hate having my picture taken.I can't stand it when people refuse to try new things. I change my mind constantly.
I have a lot of issues with church, religion (namely christianity), and politics. I don't understand why so many people refuse to think for themselves. I'm over analytical- I drive myself nuts! I have 0 self esteem unless I fake it and sometimes I'm a hypocrite. I love to give advice, but rarely take advice. I like to be surrounded by people who will "tell it like it is" even if it pisses me off. I admire that. I'm too worried about what other people think.- I hate that about myself.
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You Are Tequilla
When you drink, you're serious about getting drunk!
You'll take any shot that's offered up to you...
Even if it tastes like sock sweat!
And you're never afraid of eating the worm. What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

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"Anarchism is the political philosophy of people seeking a society in which all individuals have the greatest choice in the way they live their lives. Therefore we work towards the creation of a global network of communities formed by voluntary agreements based on co-operation and respect for the freedoms of others. We oppose all forms of oppression including sexism, racism, religious intolerance, discrimination on the basis of sexuality, class structures, the governing of one person by another and any other form of authoritarianism or hierarchy that might happen along. Therefore we support the empowerment of individuals and communities working towards freedom, we support genuine resistance to authority. We are not the slightest bit interested in those who merely seek to replace one authoritarian system with another."

i've come to realize that most people can't handle my opinions or thoughts, my anger, basically they can't handle me. To them i am "difficult" "argumentative". Certain Subjects are avoided around me because people don't wanna "deal" with me. AND IT PISSES ME OFF!! I am forced to be subjected to everyone else's mainstream beliefs on a daily basis but my beliefs are immediately dismissed as if they were mindless mutterings of a mad woman. Why do they settle for lives as sheep and condem all other goverments and faiths outside of their own?

I'd like to meet other free thinkers... those who refuse to accept society and or government, those who make decisions based simply on their OWN well thought out ideas and concepts -NOT what a religion tells them to think or feel. PLEASE NO FUCKING POSERS!!...(ex: U R NOT a "goth" or an "emo" Just because you have some piercings and wear black) I am not trying to represent any kind of image. I am speaking to the people who truly hate what is being forced down their throats.....Most people are so comfortable on the surface it makes me sick. Fuck people.

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