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*~Impossible Me~*

Dreams may not always come true...but at least I have you.

About Me

ME!
I'm a wife to a terribly wonderful man. He has more patience then i would ever dream of having. he is wonderfully kind and he loves me...I love him. I have 3 spectacular boys each very different from one another but each so very special to me. I have couple best friends..each one so very Unique in their own ways and I love each of them for their differences.
I have changed so much in the last few years.. I have lost ones I held so dear to me, some to join their gods in the afterlife, Others have faded from me because sometimes change can be a complicated being.
I'm simple yet complex I am a contradiction to myself (which isn't always bad) I have spent my life changing my mind, changing my look and changing my ideas. But i'm not confused, I have just gotten older and with age comes change.
I love art in every form, somedays I feel like I could be a painting of some sort..How I feel and how people feel about me varies..It's all in the eye of the beholder.
I'm very Pagan..The one thing that I have not changed my mind about is my religion. I love my beliefs and I love the person that it is slowly bringing out in me.
I'm a dreamer.. I have HUGE plans for my life..I dream BIG and even if those plans and Ideas never some to fruition, I can always say I have had something to aspire to.
I'm learning everyday that ANYTHING is possible, And as long as there is hope to aspire to then I think we are all ok.

My Interests


My husband
My kids
Religion (and the discussion of)
Poetry (reading & writing it)
Gaming (world of warcraft,diablo,Halo,etc)
Painting
sketching
SINGING
philosophy
Daydreaming
music
Photography
DIY Clothing ..

PAGAN AND PROUD

I'd like to meet:

Dreamers,Quirky people, Poets, Writers, photographers, People who don't know what they want and people who know what they do. People who are not afraid to be who they are.

I'd like to meet myself If you have seen me please let me
know as soon as possible, So I can catch up with me and
make introductions.

Music:

Regina Spektor
Tori Amos
The Cure
Natalie Merchant
The Fray
HIM
Nirvana
Jack off Jill
Evanescence
At Home in Hell
Bjork
Minus My thoughts
Tears fall red (I Love you Marty :) )
Scarling
Loreena Mckennitt
DNA & ZT
Fall out boy
JAN&SKIP (ok they aren't a band but they make music in a way!)

Movies:

Pans Labrynth
Big Fish
Narnia
Serenity (from the firefly series)
Rob Zombie flicks
The Last Unicorn
Legend
The dark Crystal
Labrynth
Vanilla Sky
The nightmare before Christmas
The Corpse Bride
SAW 1&2

Television:


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Books:

The Mists of Avalon
Narnia
I just remembered how much I liked Island of the Blue dolphin LOL
poetry anything
Clan of the cave bear
Anything regaurding the true history of europe
Douglas Adams, The hitchhikers guide series.

Heroes:

Pauline Keeney..Without her I would have never discovered how unconditional love could really be.

My Sister Mandy. Who has endured pains so great and trials never meant to surpass but she did with the grace of an angel.

Sunni. Who no matter how big the challenge is greets it and overcomes it. And learns the lesson from every moment.

Rodney..Who's patience far exceeds anything I have ever known...I love you.

Cece....Who somehow knew the moment when I was in need and gave of herself to make sure I was alright. And also had the courage to take a chance to better her own life.

My Blog

New Profile and Blog With new entries

OK for those of you who don't know yet or have missed the bullitens I'm am stagnating this profile...THIS MEANS I WILL NO LONGER BE USING ITYou can find me now over here My new profileFor those of you...
Posted by *~Impossible Me~* on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 08:16:00 PST

With a little luck...YAY!

So okay as all of you know (from a few of my rants) That I have always wanted to go back "home" to the pacific Northwest. Rod and I had "plans" to move back when we first got together..well life happe...
Posted by *~Impossible Me~* on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 02:46:00 PST

The Impossible missing me.

So if I believed in that place called hell, I would truly imagine that the last week has been what it's like to live there. Where to Start. ahhh yes. The week started out positively wonderful, My sal...
Posted by *~Impossible Me~* on Sat, 26 May 2007 02:50:00 PST

What beauty is.

The Most beautiful things in the world can not be seen or even touched they must be felt with the heart. ~ Helen KellerIn Germany I crossed the rhine, while singingmy Abc's and asking my mother about ...
Posted by *~Impossible Me~* on Wed, 16 May 2007 02:42:00 PST

Unfinished

I wrote the words as I had spoke them. As I had oncewhispered them in your ear. And they slip away from menow. The words are the samebut the meaning has eluded me. What if your touch was still mine?Wh...
Posted by *~Impossible Me~* on Wed, 16 May 2007 02:00:00 PST

Time is Motion

In the begining the time passedslow, radiating amber light , softsmiles and small fingers in deepemerald lawns. refusing to unwind.With each step it jumped forward abit, encouraging wild youth, laught...
Posted by *~Impossible Me~* on Tue, 15 May 2007 11:09:00 PST

Sorry.

Sorry to those of you who have tried to call with no answer. Or who have left messages here and I have not responded. I just wanted to let you know whats up.1. It's spring, I spend a little more time ...
Posted by *~Impossible Me~* on Tue, 08 May 2007 02:20:00 PST

Fall Away (Out of the vault)

(sorry nothing new guys I'm feeling a bit on th uninspired side.Anyway heres an older one from early last year. )Emotions stirring from awind that has brought backa pain that had been lostamongst my s...
Posted by *~Impossible Me~* on Sat, 05 May 2007 03:44:00 PST

Goodbye

All my life i've been seekingsomething that wasn't therea blasphemous lie createdby none other then myself. "I'm not alone" they say. Yetin the dark the tears are myown, Melting into olive tonedflesh,...
Posted by *~Impossible Me~* on Thu, 03 May 2007 03:19:00 PST

Never free...Never me

I'll always be the subject of doubt,the flowerless maiden with crystaleyes, who seeks nothing but solace. I'll always be the sheep who followswanting nothing more then to shed this fleece of white, to...
Posted by *~Impossible Me~* on Thu, 03 May 2007 03:01:00 PST