Everybody Loves RobbK

I'm a rockstar-wannabe but I appreciate ALL kinds of music.I love sports-maybe a bit too much-and I love working out and staying in shape.I like to be creative and artistic and I have a complex that makes me want to be perfect(or at least VERY good) at everything I do.Is that bad?I dont understand jealousy and I'm always nice to everyone even if I have to go out of my way to do so:)I also love honesty.So many of us struggle with being honest - even to those we care the most about - because we are so scared of confrontation or hurt feelings EVEN if we know the other person will understand.I HATE drama as well and wont deal with...or at least I wont deal with it from people I barely know.If I know you well and care about you then I dont see it as drama, maybe just 'issues' or something like that.I'm a huge goofball and what you see with me is what you get.I cant hide my emotions and I dont pretend to anymore.I am obvious to some, and vague to others.I am a stone wall to some...maybe many, but transparent to a very select few. I have been both invisible AND visible in my lifetime and will be again and again.I love with all my heart...though I let few in...but those who do come in NEVER find anyone more sincere and willing to help whenever needed....for whatever the reason. I am both extremely serious and extremely silly, and sometimes I am either one at the in-appropriate times. I sometimes think I'm a know-it-all and at other times a complete dumbass.I sometimes think I am a big-time overachiever and at others I see myself as a sad underachiever.I have unpurposely hurt those that I care deeply about,and yet been unpurporsely hurt by those that care deeply about me.I often get angry about the things I'm powerless to change,and I get down on myself when I'm powerless to direct my friends toward change...although I myself often leave my friends feeling the same way about me.I love life and love waking up and breathing everyday,although most days I dont particularly like MY life.Those days are the ones that I take solace in friends and smile through their smiles,and gain my satisfaction from their happiness.I am both a people person and a loner and I find that often I'm with people when I need alone time,and that far too often I'm alone when I need someone near.Through all of my ups and downs I try to see the positive in everything,and I know that each new experience is one to learn from.I am one big contradiction at times and often times I am many contradictions at once.I am Robb,and though I may remind you of many,you will NEVER meet another like me,because another does'nt exist.