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★hannah★

I am here for Friends

About Me

i am terribly inconsistent. i have the attention span of a ceiling fan and the morals of a matchstick. i am incredibly irresponsible--like a sixteen-year-old. i'm very open minded and accepting. honesty is very important, but there is such a thing as being too honest. still no truth is worse than a lie. i care deeply about others. undesireably, my own emotions often reflect those of the people close to me. i rarely get angry because i realize that people are flawed and everyone makes mistakes, especially myself. my ultimate intrigue is intresing people. but truly all people are intresting, arn't they. i embrace all opportunity to try something new. i think in order for me to feel alive i just have to put myself out there and experiance life. how does that saying go? fake it till you make it? that's me. i live in each moment with little thought on effects or consequenses. yet somehow i have few regrets. if life is about experiances, in the end i'll be more comfortable knowing that i didn't hold back.

My Interests

school, traveling, finding new places to explore, intelligent conversation, spontanius roadtrips, bodega bay, amsterdam, shooting guns, riding in convertibles on beautiful days, making friends, looking through rose colored lenses, vodka or more recently beer and wine, star gazing, watching leaves fall to the ground in autumn, walks with my dogs, sunbathing, reading a really great book, cooking, shopping, sleeping, these types of things ..

I'd like to meet:

"If you wake up each morning searching for the reason why you are alive, i want to talk to you. ................... If you are filled with sadness and sorrow, i want to talk to you. .......................... If you sit for hours blasting music that actually means something. and you actually listen to the lyrics, and escape to your own world within it, i want to talk to you. ................ If you stare outside on the gloomiest day and think to yourself how amazingly beautiful the world is, i want to talk to you. ............................ If you go through your day to day life with a fake smile on your face for your friends and families, i want to talk to you. ....................... If you are missing someone so much it makes you sick, i want to talk to you. ............... If you hate yourself, i want to talk to you. .................... If you have any depth, any weight to you, i want to talk to you. ................... If you are a hopeless romantic, i want to talk to you. ........................ If you are selfless, i want to talk to you. ...................... If you have been beaten to the ground, and can still see the sun shining through your swollen eyes, i need to talk to you. ....................... If you live each day just to get it over with, i want to talk to you. ................... If you cant sleep at night because a million things are constantly running though your head, i want to talk to you. ................... If you think you are naive, i want to talk to you. .................... If the way the world and society is today depresses/scares/saddens/angers you, i want to talk to you. .................... If you think you are a hypocrite, i want to talk to you. ..................... If you are apart from society's norm, i want to talk to you."-Dom

Music:

music is so incredibly influential in my life. the list of music i love is never ending. here are a few of my favorites...motion city soundtrack, davis berkeley, the shins, margot and the nuclear so and so's, knowvella, third eye blind, our lady peace, death cab for cutie, pink floyd, sarah mclachlan, the beatles, bob dylan, dido, sublime, smashig pumpkins, floater, black lab, dashboard confessional, eminem, tupac, all-american rejects, anna nalick, lynard skynard, led zepplin, van morrison, guns n' roses, garbage, toad the wet sprocket, taking back sunday, the frey, the used, mathchbox twenty, fuel, bright eyes, radiohead, oasis, red hot chili peppers, pearl jam, the misfits, the killers, metallica, fleetwood mac, bob marley, and of course, my husband and all of the musicians i hung around listening to for hours on end, back when my world was less complicated. ..

Movies:

Garden State, The Invisible, Napoleon Dynamite, Fight Club, Mallrats, Donnie Darko, Ever After, The Breakfast Club, American Beauty, Stand By Me, Finding Neverland, Alice in Wonderland, Romeo and Juliet, Cinderella, Zoolander, The Girl Next Door, Boys on the Side, Fried Green Tomtoes, Wedding Crashers ..

Television:

Scrubs, Heroes, Weeds, Veronica Mars, House, Family Guy, Arrested Development ..

Books:

"The books that the world calls immoral are the books that show the world it's own shame".-oscar wilde, The Lost Boy, lewis carroll, "The difference between what we do and what we are capable of doing would suffice to solve most of the world's problems."-Mahatma Gandhi, dan brown, shel silverstein, , c.s.lewis-"and what of the dreams that never die, turn to the left at the end of the sky" ..

Heroes:

My Mother. She's the most kind, loving person that I have ever known. She's been there for me through it all and never givin up on me. ..

My Blog

Exquisite Kalie

Life is hard.  My life recently is especially harsh.  But one area that I am not lacking in is my friendships.  Without my friends, my life would be impossible.  I am blessed with ...
Posted by hannah on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 04:29:00 PST

good advice

"Lessons for Life: 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have, or loaf all you want. 4. When you sa...
Posted by hannah on Wed, 17 May 2006 04:11:00 PST

PLEASE PRAY FOR MY MOTHER!!!

This morning my whole world fell apart when I recieved a phone call from my step father. He informed me that my Mother had been in a horrible accident and is now in a coma. She was thrown from her hor...
Posted by hannah on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 05:43:00 PST