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About Me

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Sun Sign: Taurus
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Moon Sign: Cancer
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Rising Sign: Aquarius
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I was going to totally re-write this, but you know what? i really kinda like it. this page is a lot like my life. It evolves. It starts out simple and kind of plain. then turns into this masterful eclectic mess. complex and hard to understand, but i think most people, especially myself, wouldn't want it any other way.If you'd like to read updates of my life read the above blogs. otherwise this is all you get. Once upon a time I would have started this out with something like I can't live without music. But that isn't so important anymore. I just got out of the hospital. I was there for 37 days. I got out 3/24/05, I also almost died. Not from the normal accident, but from illness. I had kidney failure, and an acute case of pacreaitis. It had prob. been coming for at least a year, but I didn't know. I thought the previous attacks had been backaches. Backaches that were giving me stomach pain. you know that whole spinal cord thing, i thought it was possible. It's a strange thing when your own body betrays you.Let's not comment on how much of a dork that makes me. But what else? I'm loyal to my friends. Some of my friends don't know how much they mean to me. Hell, to be honest, i'm sure there are people who I consider friends, that don't even realize how much I like them. But there have been times when I was surrounded by people who were supposed to be my friends and I felt more alone than if I'd been alone.Love, there is always room to talk about love. I've been in love a few times, probable more than my share. Some people think there is just one perfect person for them. I think that is a little narrow minded. (but maybe that's just me ; ) ) Each guy (I say guy because some were boys, some men) had his wonderful qualities and wondrous faults. Then there are the ones I've "dated". I've loved them too, even if I wasn't ever in love with them. Then there are those I never even gave a chance. They have a special place in my heart. Sometimes to me, they are more precious than the guys I actually have hooked up with. They never get a chance to hurt you. Although I could live without stalkers : ) Not to say I haven't had my share of crushes that became nothing and broken hearts. I just never give up hope. And I've found that just when you are standing there minding your own business, my next hope happens to walk by.
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What Famous Leader Are You?
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You Are An INFP
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. What's Your Personality Type?
Your Birthdate: May 15
You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.
Your strength: Your intense optimism
Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents
Your power color: Jade
Your power symbol: Flower
Your power month: June What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My Interests

..my dream come true a glass of champane i could get into
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Desiree or Dez
Birthday: 5/15/75 yeah, i'm old lol
Birthplace: martinez,ca
Current Location: concord/martinez, ca
Eye Color: hazle brown
Hair Color: red, burgandy, brn, drk brown, depends on mood
Height: 5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed: righ handed
Your Heritage: Irish, English, Italian & German
The Shoes You Wore Today: none so far
Your Weakness: sweets and love
Your Fears: that I won't reach my goals
Your Perfect Pizza: Zacary's in Berk. they are the best
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: buy a fricking car that will make it to the city
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: damn did i sleep till 2 again?
Your Best Physical Feature: tie between eyes, hair and um breasts
Your Bedtime: between 1 and 3 am
Your Most Missed Memory: My Nana, and shows at the depot
Pepsi or Coke: Diet Coke
McDonalds or Burger King: McD's
Single or Group Dates: both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton homemade
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: not tobbco
Do you Swear: all the time
Do you Sing: not in public
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes, more times than i deserve
Do you want to go to College: i've been there, but sure i might go back
Do you want to get Married: kinda, I like the princess for a day thing
Do you belive in yourself: most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: i've been told i am, so yeah
Are you a Health Freak: I eat blueberry cobbler for breakfast
Do you get along with your Parents: I do now
Do you like Thunderstorms: They are my favorites
Do you play an Instrument: yes flute
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: sadly no, but i would if it wouldn't kill me
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes, i have to take them to eat
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no but i have one planed
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes, and it was fun. it made me remember when i was 13
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: not the whole thing, but they were fudge covered
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yuck, ewwwy, wash you mouth out
In the past month have you been on Stage: sigh, no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no, suprisingly enough
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no, but i went through sprinklers with all my clothes on
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: More times than most people can count
Ever been called a Tease: nope
Ever been Beaten up: no, i don't know why, i'm a smart ass
Ever Shoplifted: yeah, i used to have the greatest cheep jewlery
How do you want to Die: quickly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: um, look at my age. ok a rockstar's wife via sharon osborn
What country would you most like to Visit: i'm torn between ireland and italy
In a /Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue or green
Favourite Hair Color: dark (though i do have quite a few redheads in my past)
Short or Long Hair: short, but i like to be able to grab it at times
Height: at least 5'8" but perfer 5'10" and up
Weight: 180lbs and up
Best Clothing Style: casual
Number of Drugs I have taken: um ileagal 4,
Number of CDs I own: around 200 at the moment
Number of Piercings: only ears
Number of Tattoos: none, i have commitment issues
Number of things in my Past I Regret: one or two things, but they helped make me who i am so hey

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Sex - 92%

Romance - 38%

Self - Control - 68%

Kissing - 41%

Cuddling - 18%

Kinkiness - 71%

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Your name?
Your gender?
What makes you sexy? Your eyes
What makes you pretty? Your eyes
What makes you loveable? Everything
What makes you fun? Are you kidding? You're boring!
What makes you irresistable? Your voice
What makes you cute? How you kiss/hug

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is a Giant Bee that has Crablike Pincers, is Guarding its Nest, and is Highly Flammable and Covered in Bumps and Nodules.

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.. You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.

Mermaid


67%

Angel


67%

Faerie


59%

Dragon


58%

WereWolf


50%

Demon


17%
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.. You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.

Satanism


71%

Paganism


58%

Hinduism


58%

Buddhism


54%

agnosticism


50%

atheism


46%

Islam


33%

Christianity


29%

Judaism


25%
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You are a maniac
killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile



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people, well maybe a few animals, they can be cool to.
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer
You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

Part Passionate Kisser


For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Expert Kisser


You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You? What Is Your Seduction Style? The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very High
Level 7 (Violent) High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) High
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The seducer of the night. You are the Faerie of
Darkness. You do things your own way. People
are toys to you, and you like to mold them to
do what you want. You have a lot of friends, or
a lot of people who consider you a friend(or a
lover). People are drawn to that wild smile of
yours, and your promise to allow them to enjoy
life. Ignoring the consequences... You live for
risks. Even if the risk is breaking someones
heart.

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Music:


Music Video Codes - MySpace LayoutsI've loved music since I was little. Going to concerts, being in school band. I even remember when MTV still played music. I love the local scene, which prob. means I love all local scenes. I listen to way to many bands to list. I like metal, nu metal, some punk, some 70's rock, well almost all rock, country, and even some adult comtemporary. But mostly rock and metal. and just a side note: i get horney at good metal shows that are live. what can i say, i'm a sucker for a heavy bass riff and solid drums.one of my fav songs of all time The Blue - Volume Two - 06 - You Should Know.mp3
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Movies:

Lately I've been enjoying really bad horror flicks. but not the ones with that 70's retro look, yuck. action, suspence, horror, good romantic comedies and dramadies. I hate actual dramas. I want to be entertained, not reminded of how fucked up life can be.
Your Love is.....
Name
Zodiac Sign
Favorite Color
Your Eyes Are Gates to Your Soul
Your Smile is Amazing
Your Scent is Arousing
Your Hugs are To Die For
Your Kiss is In Need of Imporvment
Your Love is Undeniable
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What kinda sex do you like?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Times you want to fuck a day.. 10
Fav. position 69
How you like it anyway you can get it
Where do you like doing it on the floor
how good are you? you make them moan for more
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Knife
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Name
Where are you most likely to have sex? Shack
How Many Partners Will You Have: 69
Your favorite sex move/position: doggy-style
How much money you $392,260
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Unusual kinks/fetishes: bondage
Most embarassing moment: your mom walked in and your face was covered in cum!
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Television:

nip/tuck, dawson's creek, Law & Order (all of them). csi..., the shield, charmed, angle, buffy, saved by the bell, tru calling, viva la bam (only to look at him), south park, friends (i had to), 4400, dead zone. i don't have a lot of use for tv, even if i watch it constantly. and my new loves this season are: lost, surface, supernatural, and night stalker. I hope that reality tv is dead!!! even if i do like my fair brady.
Dragon-powerful,tough,misunderstood. no one really
gets you, some even fear you without getting to
know you. You strike out violently against
those who hurt or offend you, but can make the
loyalist and greatest friend to those who
bother to look past your tough exterior. You
have a strong appreciation for friendship and
would never betray those who trust you, even if
they betrayed you first. Though not as
emotionally strong as physically, you still
have a great mind that no one probably
understands.
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You Are 80% Boyish and 20% Girlish
You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it.
You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive.
Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself.
You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Books:

my latest obsession has been Laurell k. hamilton. she has two series, one is about vampires, the other is about fairies. each has a bit of violence, a bit of sex, a little humor. Another fav. is Sydney Sheldon, he's a bit twisted. Steven King (the older stuff). The Mangus, I read that book for the first time when I was in something like 8th grade. I read it again when I was 25 ish and all I can say is the first time I was way to young(the scary part is that I understud it the first time). Mostly stuff of that nature. oh I love Judith Krantz. If i'm desperate i'll read almost anything. and i love to read about the occult, science, computer software...
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Age:
Zodiac Sign:
Fav. Color Combo:
Your dreams generally include: Running in search of something
Approximate number of monthly nightmares: 24
The worst monster you've seen in a dream: ..
Your dreams are usually in color with splashes of grey
Percentage of dreams involving sex - 95%
Will your dreams ever come true? (8) - Outlook not so good. - (8)
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You're a closet exhibitionist who gets a thrill from being secretly naughty. The Underwear OracleI am 73% Asshole/Bitch.
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will to effect change in reality. The will is
the ability to direct knowledge and experience
towards an end goal. The Magician is capable of
manipulating his environment because he knows
it so well. He effects the thoughts and
emotions of those around him. Therefore, the
Magician is often thought of as an artist,
writing or speaking in a way that strongly
influences others. The Magician understands how
to bring concepts into form and how to express
metaphysical concepts in a physical way. He is
seen with the symbols of each suit: a disk, a
cup, a sword and a wand. These symbols are each
a physical expression of a concept. They are
The Magician's tools. Following after The Fool,
The Magician acts as a messenger. His planet is
Mercury, who is Messenger of the Gods. He
brings The Fool into the new world that The
Fool seeks. The Magician represents the act of
creation. Because he can use his knowledge to
form something new, he seems to be able to make
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My Blog

lots of changes

sup all, just wanted to drop in with an update. things are good. unemployed, but rather happy about it at the moment. I plan on starting to look for something in the next few weeks. I want a little mo...
Posted by Dez on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 03:40:00 PST

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Posted by Dez on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 09:46:00 PST

what to say

tears... what else can be in the situation. I don't know what to do and I don't know what to say. I feel like my heart has been sliced out with a razor blade. No I won't get into it. All I know is th...
Posted by Dez on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 07:49:00 PST

Horoscope April 9 - 15

Taurus:  Wheat and Chaffe        It's time for a check up, Taurus.  Venus has finished making her way through your ravaged field, restoring harmony to the soil....
Posted by Dez on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 01:06:00 PST

T'was The Day Before Easter

This is a great little tale. and I thought I'd take a little time and say that Easter is one of my favorite times of year. And although I don't believe in that whole rose from the dead thing, I do bel...
Posted by Dez on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 02:00:00 PST

easter graphic

this really isn't anything but to a place to hold the code to a graphic. But well maybe i can think of something.  yeah the bitch at work is bugging the hell out of me. stupid chic thinks she ca...
Posted by Dez on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 07:30:00 PST

more hours in the day

The other day I woke up, droggy and in hell. Getting up at 6:20 everyday is not my idea of a good time. as a matter of fact, it's closer to my idea of what hell is. But that being beside the point. I ...
Posted by Dez on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 01:07:00 PST

Drinking Survey

Drinking Survey1. When drunk, I.tell secrets, mostly my own. Oh yeah, I also giggle and flirt a lot.2. Do you talk about Religion or Deep meaning thoughts?sometimes, mostly if someone else gets me sta...
Posted by Dez on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 08:35:00 PST

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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Posted by Dez on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 05:16:00 PST

My Celebrity Look-alikes

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Posted by Dez on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 04:38:00 PST