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About Me

I would rather use my teeth than a dull knife.I am fascinated with family dynamics.I am perpetually lonesome, but expose me to anyone for long enough and I will find a reason to dislike them. OK, that's not really true- I end up disliking the fact that I'm always the strange one in the room (I don't blend well).I am a dork, with no desire to change. Cool people freak me out a little- I always find myself wondering what they are overcompensating for.I love animals, children, and God, for the sole reason that they are never phony. (and whiskers on kittens...and world peace...yeah, I realize how corny that sounds~but it's true. I guess I just felt the need to point it out, because so many of the people who represent animals, children and God, are about as phony as they come...It's the ironies that I notice...)I have an overt fondness for really stupid jokes.I love food in all of its complexities and variations, but my day-to-day diet consists mostly of nearly raw red meat and very dark chocolate.I truly believe that, "When the student is ready, the teacher will come".I have been known to scream and throw my panties at men who hold a doctorate in math, medicine or microbiology.
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My Interests

Writing, Poetry, world religions, philosophy, child psychology, grown-up psychology and medicine (eastern, western and everything in between)Clothes, Shoes, Photoshop tennis, other people's grammar, cats, swimming, sewing, cooking, and books.

I'd like to meet:

Mathematically gifted individuals who are in touch with their fantastical side...People who are smarter than I am...Someone who will meet me at Denny's in the middle of the night to play Scrabble at a moment's notice...Surreal personalities...Those who seek enlightenment privately, and not for social rewards...
You Belong in San Francisco
You crave an eclectic, urban environment. You're half California, half NYC.
You're open minded, tolerant, and secretly think you're the best.
People may dismiss you as a hippie, but you're also progressive, interesting, and rich! Where Does Your Inner Californian Belong?

Music:

Tool, System of A Down, A Perfect Circle. Bowie, 50's rock. Psychedelic Furs, Brand New, The Smiths. Nirvana. Bush, Candlebox, Counting Crows, Cowboy Junkies, David Grey, Dashboard Confessional, Dead Kennedy's, Disturbed, The Distillers, Elvis Costello, THE FLAMING LIPS (rock!!) Godsmack, Gob, Janes Addiction (am I showing my age?), Janis Joplin, King Missile, KoRn, Kristin Hersh, Ministry, Mozart, The Verve, Phantom Planet, Pentangle, Pet Shop Boys, R.E.M., Radiohead, The RAMONES, Pink Floyd, OK, I'm tired of typing now- Anything that still means something once you take the music away . (despite that definition I still love classic punk rock) Basically, I think that if you can't write a meaningful stand alone song, you have no business playing a guitar. Yes, I realize that the above bands are mostly in alphabetical order- I copied the best ones straight from my media player.

Movies:

I hate them all, the good ones are to rare, and when they are good it's usually a rip-off of a book, which was better before it had actors. (alright so that's a lie, I actually REALLY LOVED Requiem For A Dream, but that's it- really)

Television:

That glowing box in the living room? Yeah, it's still there.

Books:

You want me to list them here?!? I'll do it later, when I have time to type.

Heroes:


My Blog

Eaten by an inky sea

It is my heart that ebbs and flows, the rainfall threatens to tear these columns down...I will type them anyway. I’m swimming against the current most days; things are actually going ok, it&rsqu...
Posted by ...lis on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 05:45:00 PST

A few questions...

Is "Paperback Writer" a social commentary? It would seem that whatever the actual meaning of this song is has been completely passed over by the adult of the child that actually wanted to be a pa...
Posted by ...lis on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 08:42:00 PST

My wild stallion...

Well, lets see just how well I can express myself since I'm playing with my neurotransmitters again... I had the most amazing dream.... I had a horse; an enormous, majestic, powerful creature, with an...
Posted by ...lis on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 02:47:00 PST

Starving

Insatiable lust ~for so long~ For: Words, written, read, whispered into my ear... Awakening, A teacher to show me where to find what I can sense but never see... Information. Don't leave me out, ...
Posted by ...lis on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 03:17:00 PST

You try to tell yourself the things you try to tell yourself to make yourself forget

I'm not sure if I am frantically trying to tell myself what is going on in my mind, or desperately trying to hide it. I know that my conscious mind is constantly attempting to pry open my third eye (T...
Posted by ...lis on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 02:59:00 PST

I need this like water in my lungs....

Urg. I'm at an impasse. So I might as well sit here and log all that makes me crazy, right? I'm waiting for Robert (my landlord) to dump a shop-vac full of water because I can't lift it, and the deepe...
Posted by ...lis on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 03:55:00 PST

The loss of things unreal...

Oh god, this hurts. What is wrong with me that I grieve so much for the loss of things that don't really exist? When I was very small, I believed in magic. I suffered excruciating pain learning that t...
Posted by ...lis on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 05:39:00 PST

I disgust myself, the very fact that I needed to post this is a testament to my weakness...

I have been lonesome for about as long as I can remember. I never fit in, no matter where I go. Always too- something. Depending on the group. Too smart, under-educated, too liberal, too ...
Posted by ...lis on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 05:29:00 PST

Broken things.

Earlier today ..Joseph posed a question to me, he asked if had always liked broken things or if I had begun liking them after I decided I was broken. Interesting query that. Then of course, I started ...
Posted by ...lis on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 07:39:00 PST

So---Is it ethical to employ a guru under the guise of sex?

Please write me with any information or insights you may have on this subject...I have only just begun mulling on this subject...tapas: (Sanskrit) "Warmth, heat," hence psychic energy, spiritual fervo...
Posted by ...lis on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 10:26:00 PST