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jAnEr

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About Me


i work at a salon/art gallery, theKuttingRoom in santa monica. a full service hair salon. the KR holds art events and showcase accessories from artists every other month. i love what i do but sometimes its stressful especially when you have your own personal stress. there are times when i wish i could just deal with the artistic side and get lost in it but then again i get bored too fast that i choose to deal with the risk of hardships. people tend to change their minds but i want growth and real experience where the ups and downs are just part of the package. life is too short so make the best of it right?, but so easy to complain and worry over silly things. maybe just afraid of failure. i'm the type that doesn't know how to give up. that can be a good/bad thing. i've grown up a bit, still learning but definetly see a change in 'janer' but still a spontaneous, wacky, sarcastic, outgoing girl that sometimes forgets her role in life. but THAT'S LIFE! to be happy ALL the time is asking too much but just being yourself without being judged is comforting. happiness to me is love and support from those who you deeply care for. someone who cracks you up just being silly/stupid/weird is awesome. i use to like people watching but people these days are often fake that its a waste of time, but its still fun..haha i'm pretty patient and understanding but blunt as well, a tomboy that likes to have fun but a lady when i have to. i guess you could say i'm a social cameleon having the ability to adapt to others well. i work hard and try to remain focus despite all the other bullshit that seems to get in my way. i think a lot, constantly thinkin of new ideas to keep me goin, sometimes care too much for the wrong things. ALWAYS intrigued on other talents or work ethics etc. just a girl trying to live an honest life, taking experiences and learning from them.
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My Interests


| View | Add Favorite RIP Eric... trips,camping,outdoor activities, beach, sarcasm, vintage shopping,shooting pool, art, snowboarding,sports, challenges, people watching, laughing, actually seeing things getting done, getting worked up for nothing, meeting people, world domination...that's all. oh yeah, and my baby, the KuttingRoom... check out the website: www.theKuttingRoom.com (new site coming soon) the kuttingroom 310-458-1700 hottest event ever...! literally!!

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Music:

just a taste: radiohead (creep), guns n' roses (sweet child of mine), pink floyd, 80's, indy, rock, jazz,country, oldies, pretty much anything that sounds good to my ears. i love music...

Movies:

scarface, freeway, office space, swingers, usual suspects, self pornos, wedding crashers

Books:

"slowing down to the speed of life", "the prophet", "you're on your way to a brighter day", "the perfect man"-(you may find it in the children's section...)

Heroes:

my mother!! my friends who give me the support i need and still hangs around even when i'm acting like a retard... thanks guys!! ...and of course coco, the little dookie shit who constantly shits in my room...thanks coco, what would i do without you.

My Blog

that's all it takes...

...a few words from the heart, understanding without attitude,patience to make up for it so nobody gets burnt out that is if their not being rushed... "if you can take it up the arse, you can take shi...
Posted by jAnEr on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 11:04:00 PST

Ladies & Gentlemen: Instant Truth...

&you're not alone.  More I get mad, the more I care.  Its when I'm sad that I don't care anymore. It breaks me to see people struggle when I should look at myself.  Sometimes unexplaina...
Posted by jAnEr on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 01:30:00 PST

"the things that make you go hmmm"

 right when you think you got it all figured out and start to trust again.  shit happens.  Especially when you're having a pretty damn stressful week or so, your powers automatical...
Posted by jAnEr on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 01:28:00 PST

finally here is the positive blog..haha so shut up!!

Today should be considered a positive day&I guess,,,I had a pretty good weekend all up til Tuesday,  sept. 5, 06 when crap happened.  Completely unnecessary  shit popped in and from tha...
Posted by jAnEr on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 07:35:00 PST

i'm taking you with me n i dont even know you...

i found out that my friend past away thurs. 1am coming home from a late shift (fri. officially passed) by a 30yr old suicidal girl going 90 mph and decided to take his life with her.. 182nd st. and we...
Posted by jAnEr on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 04:38:00 PST

doggy style

...in the stoner shoot...it was getting hot and sexy... | View | Add Favorite...
Posted by jAnEr on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 01:10:00 PST

"you gotta get lost before you find yourself"

...but if it's consistent, please seek help! there's only so many u-turns you can make...right kareena? haha i i had a great wknd...fun fun fun...i was being 'jane'. i let loose and just went with it....
Posted by jAnEr on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 11:56:00 PST

"i promise..."

i promise, i swear, you'll see...etc... everybody says it and they either mean it or forget it or just to shut you up for the time being. regardless to me, that's lying and i can't stand liars.  ...
Posted by jAnEr on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 07:31:00 PST

what? can u say 'brain dead'

...i know its been a long time since i've blogged in...as i look back it seems as though my blogs have been on the negative side. yes and no, maybe it was just a time i was just feelin a bit...
Posted by jAnEr on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 03:45:00 PST

'Dogs' pink floyd

"Deaf, dumb, and blind, you just keep on pretendingThat everyone's expendable and no-one had a real friendAnd it seems to you the thing to do would be to isolate the winnerAnd you believe at heart, ev...
Posted by jAnEr on Fri, 23 Dec 2005 09:40:00 PST