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the truth behind these eyez with each moment that i open my eyes to realize that i've made it through yet another lameass day in this existence...i fade. this world has taught me a great deal but noone will ever be able to enlighten me like stephen has. the only advice that i will put here is plz take it all seriously...not letting a moment pass u by. live to the fullest and never waste an ounce of energy on an argument. think about this...we spend more time arguing than we do sleeping throughout our life. "Half our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time we have rushed through life trying to save." Will Rogers so with this advice...my desire is to find an exit. i have been left here to battle it alone. i am jealous of the great wisdom you now hold. how could u leave me. the truth is i have parents but raised myself. i was born to be bad, with skin so tough nothing can tear it and a fortress so high the sky can't see in. this world is for the living and i am dead. the only thing alive is the pain inside. 'dead man breathing...just takin up space...calloused and weathered...like the lines on ones face...dead man breathing...my conscience is bare...the lining of my soul is torn...yet i no longer care...' zakk wylde
who u've made me out be
every day is a new day with a fresh start... nice sign lady...but even with a fresh canvas lusting to come alive....i still wanna die. ... not once in my life have i ever been able to comprehend or fathem a thought of offin' my own righteous ass... but at 29, this is now a fight i continue to show bruises of everyday, all day.
exactly my point. some tell me to stop being selfish...to quite thinking about myself...however..if i was being an speck of selfish and only thinking of myself, i would be with the luv that was violently torn from my grip before my very own eyez...take a walk in those shoes everyday...
as i watched stephen glen lewis tear out his heart and hand it to me Oct. 8, i can only sit and wonder what is to come of the world that has vanished around me. this weight is heavy...