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CyNNa

Did you check him for witchcraft?

About Me

I'm 29 and in the happiest relationship of my life... the happiest place in my life. I'm a dialysis patient. I lost my kidneys seven years ago to an autoimmune disorder named Goodpasture's Syndrome I'm currently working my way towards a kidney transplant.I'm very private. I only allow certain people to get close to me and let select few see my private thoughts. I don't hang out often, I stay at home and concentrate on artistic ventures. I work in various mediums including water color, charcoal, pencil sketching, sculpting, and Photoshop. I'm a video game and horror junkie. I write to vent frustrations or just out and out release.I go to the occasional show. I go to the gym. I go to dialysis. That's usually it. I've found myself a small, positive island of happiness. Life is good when it isn't overly complicated...

My Interests

Art (painting, sculpting, sketching, makeup) creativity, writing (fiction, poetry), life, keeping healthy, organic gardening, cooking, culinary excellence, candy-making, sewing(costuming), reading, dialysis, horror, investing, home-based business ventures, rats, building computers for fun and profit, my interests could literally trail on for eternity.

I'd like to meet:



I have a message for you if you're not on my friends list...

Music:

Dresden Dolls and Buck65 reign supreme in my musical desires. They are my absolute favorites. I really dig the German Industrial scene. I also enjoy Bile, Rob Zombie, Beck, Blutengel, Covenant, Type O Negative, Cornbugs The Shins, Deathcab for Cutie, John Mayer, Sufjan Stevens, PJ Harvey, Poe, Wumpscut, MSI, They Might Be Giants, All American Rejects, Snoop-Dogg, anything involving Chris Cornell, Danzig, The Misfits, Sex Pistols, Insane Clown Posse and some other names on Psychopathic Records. The list could also go on forever but I'll leave it where it is.. I like a bit of everything. I prefer intelligence or violence in my music. You can get the basic idea from my playlist...

Movies:

Hellraiser I-IV, Texas Chainsaw Masacre I & II, Saw I-III, Juon series, Battle Royale, Battlefield Baseball, Ichi the Killer, can you see where this is going? If you don't, basically I like all things horror. And I like Japanese horror. I also like drama's and some comedy. But mostly horror.

Television:

Television almost consumes my life and I resent it. Dexter, Weeds, Heroes, Jericho, 30 Rock, SNL How I Met Your Mother, Lost, Flight of the Conchords, John from Cincinatti, Big Love, Entourage. Anything and everything on the Discovery networks, History channel, and National Geographic. I love to learn.

Books:

Voices in the Rain, This Nation and I, Harry Potter, A Choir of Ill Children, Julie of the Wolves, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, The Hobbit, Lord of the Rings, these old fantasy choose-your-own-adventure books I used to have, Paradise Lost, Salem's Lot, Creepshow graphic novel, The Hellbound Heart, Tank Girl graphic novels/comics, The Maxx comics,most X-men comics

Heroes:

Tank Girl, Sacha Baron Cohen, Alton Brown, Otis Driftwood and my son.

My Blog

Frustration

Even though life is going well I still get really frustrated with the state of things all around the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm one of the few people in this world who isn't completely ignorant....
Posted by CyNNa on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 09:45:00 PST

A firm decision

I've decided to pare down my friends list. What this basically means is I'm keeping the people who talk to me/who I talk to AND business related friends. I just don't see the point in keeping people o...
Posted by CyNNa on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 03:09:00 PST

FUCK YOU!!!!

If you're one of those fucking easily offended murderers of the First Amendment then I suggest you DO NOT read any further. I WILL: NOT retract or apologize for these statements because they are the t...
Posted by CyNNa on Tue, 08 May 2007 03:34:00 PST

OmG *wipes tears from eyes*

I've been on YouTube a good portion of the day amusing myself at others expense. The best fucking video I've seen all day was this... I laughed so hard I cried. I almost stopped breathing I w...
Posted by CyNNa on Sun, 06 May 2007 07:39:00 PST

Little Black Sambo

This is one of my FAVORITE stories EVER when I was growing up. My mother would read this to us every now and then. Alot of people claim it's racist, but I never thought of it like that at all. I was s...
Posted by CyNNa on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 11:26:00 PST

Is it time for dialysis yet?

Ugh. I'm very short of breath and uncomfortable. Face and fingers are puffy. I can't wait to get to dialysis and have all this fluid sucked out. I really need to get back to the gym and quit sitting o...
Posted by CyNNa on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 06:43:00 PST

DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY OFFENDED

If you don't watch porn, I don't suggest you read any further. :Channelling Jerry Seinfeld:What is the deal with girls hocking loogies all over guys dongs while they're giving them head? That is absol...
Posted by CyNNa on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 08:43:00 PST

Drunken Saturday Evenings

:boyfriend is drunk/high in the kitchen doing two steps of "The Robot" over and over: So yeah. I just made 3 trays of strawberry-banana jello shots. One cup boiling water, one cup vodka, one cup tripl...
Posted by CyNNa on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 08:00:00 PST

Annoying dialysis tech

I've been meaning to post about this subject for quite some time. There's this tech at my center named Lisa. Frumpy/Dumpy, doughy complexion, frizzy auburn hair piled on the top of her head in some sl...
Posted by CyNNa on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 07:10:00 PST

Pointless entry...

BF walking like a retard in the kitchen. I say to him in a frank manner "I hope you step in poop". He stopped briefly and replied "I hope you do" Then we both laughed. Afterthought: There was no poop ...
Posted by CyNNa on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 03:13:00 PST