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I wanna Punch you in the Face!

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About Me

Get Your Own! | View Slideshow I am the victimizing victim, the one who enables the circle of guilt to connect, the missing link that creates the nothing from which uncertainty can rise and disappear into all at once. Some will say I am an abyss of negative energy masquerading as a soulful caring entity waiting to capture what life others have left and feed off it until I am bored of it's taste and grown numb to its tragic sting... I am only looking out for myself.... Should I say these observers are wrong to point such a lamentable finger at me? So much is to be said of the accuser, the person often staring at a reflected image of their own misguided thought and action. Who is without these egocentric thoughts? I pour too much into empty vessels hoping something of value will arise. Ignoring their original state of nothingness I have become ignorant or in denile of the age old fact: something can not come from nothing. I am here for now, but what can i say of tomorrow.
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My Interests



I take special interest in the *Abnormal and Obscure, remembering the joy of simplistic common beauty as well. I like *History-mainly focusing on ancient civilizations and european development.*Art-the creation of and interpretation of and various meanings of the word. *Music-mostly the auditory part of listening to it but also creating some form of it though usually not perfected. *Painting-(this goes with art huh?)i have more paint than i know what to do with. I need some inspiration to create though lately. *Literature-i like most literature focused around my interest of art, religion, history, poetry,and myths. *Myself-it is of the upmost importance to be somewhat involved in an interest of your own well being and survival. I try often to connect with some sort of emotion, to make sure i am still alive. I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! (his name is ben, after some ninja i used to know)

I'd like to meet:

My mother

Music:

I'll listen to everything once. But who reigns supreme? MANSON of course, and MAYNARD. we have Mars Volta, A Perfect Circle, Tool, Korn, Auf der Maur, The Cure, Blink 182, Enya, celtic bagpipes, My Chemical Romance, Lords of Acid,NIN, my chemical romance, a fire inside, Postal service, Underoath, Amberlyn, Chevelle, Evanessence, the master ELTON JOHN!!!,local bands, CLASSICAL MUSIC ROCKS BADASSNESS (thats the forever kind of love stands the test of time.) , rock, jazz, rap, hell i got it all goin on. Marilyn Manson - 6058
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Movies:

Lets start the role call! I like: Donnie Darko,Being John Malkovitch, May, But Im A Cheerleader, Adaptation, Barton Fink, Welcome to the Doll House, Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissor Hands, Sleepy Hollow, (Almost anything with johnny depp as an abscure character) I am a fan of: Cecil B. Demented, Igby Goes Down, Pulp fiction, A Clock Work Orange, Rocky Horror Picture Show! Airplane, Jaw Breaker, Clerks, Chasing Amy, Dogma,Mall Rats, Amadeus, and the list goes on and on and on. I love it all if it isnt mainstream and trying to make me cry..
I am Donnie, from "Donnie Darko." I'm
pretty troubled, yes.

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Television:

I hate to watch TV, UNLESS!!!!! its ADULT SWIM!!! With such great cartoons as Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Sealab 2021, Inuyasha, Case Closed, The brak Show,ect. I also love The Daily Show on comedy central and SNL and MAD TV.
you really love inuyasha so do i inuyasha rocks and
its the best tv show ever inuyasha is so cool _SIT_boy_

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Books:

Oh yes, my favorite! Lets go with Siddartha by Herman Hesse. Strange News from Another star by Herman Hesse. I am a big fan of the Dune books by Frank Hubert. I like poems by Baudelaire. Most importantly "Les Fleurs Du Mal" aka the flowers of Evil. I also am a fan of Dante's Inferno, Anton's Satanic Bible. and the writings of and about Magic, Nostradamus, Philosophies, and Tarot. I also am a fan of reading about many religions, Buddist, christian, Islam, Indiginous, ect. I just finished the Davinci Code and loved it. It is a show stopper.
Your wise quote is: "Fashion is a form of
ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter
it every six months" by Oscar Wilde.
You are a very sarcastic person with a sharp
tongue. You may not be the one always talking,
but your mind is nevertheless critizing. You
tend to have a cynical view on life itself and
be somewhat withdrawn with who you really are.
Society now is in your eyes corrupted and you
wonder how the world will survive. And people
are in your mind very ignorant and blind to the
reality.
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Heroes:

There are so few i wish to idolize because i love being me! So lets go with this...I admire my mother (who passed away when i was one of breast cancer at the age of 21) for facing death and embracing life to the fullest. I admire her for keeping a my brother and i when she was so young and sick and for giving her all for us. I also admire my father for being a father and doing it all on his own.

My Blog

Who reads this shit?

I have come to the conclusion that i have measured my self worth by only the sum of the failures i incurred...Taking this method of meaurement i am clearing in the negative range.   It is no...
Posted by I wanna Punch you in the Face! on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 12:18:00 PST

Some songs just move me

I was introduced to this song the other day.  I cant explain how but it just striked me as something very personal, probably the blend of the two things i fear most..................................
Posted by I wanna Punch you in the Face! on Mon, 10 Oct 2005 11:12:00 PST

Desired One

This night has crept up quickly Bringing sullen autumn skies These crimson dreams I held for you escape Like smoke into dark eyes You my tortured innocence I placed high upon a shelf However good my ...
Posted by I wanna Punch you in the Face! on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 10:32:00 PST

A course of events

"That is why he had to go into the world, to lose himself in power, women,and money: that was why he had to be a merchant, a dice player, a drinker and a man of property, until the priest and Sam...
Posted by I wanna Punch you in the Face! on Sat, 03 Sep 2005 01:12:00 PST

Diaries of a Premeditative Cereal Killer

....I watched her there; making note of the quite stillness that loomed in the air as she searched through her purse for the right key to open the door of her white toyota camry.  ...
Posted by I wanna Punch you in the Face! on Mon, 29 Aug 2005 11:44:00 PST

For those so cursed to be named as Friends

A certain beauty set in motion by forces out of my control. I am mesmerized by the way you decay. Drawn to your tragedy, I'll stand back and watch the story of your life unfold one weak moment conne...
Posted by I wanna Punch you in the Face! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Confessions of the Obvious

This is it, my rant to an audience of faceless strangers, a self directed spotlight to give false fame to an unknown star. This "comfort" I have allowed myself, this place, this time, this stage, all...
Posted by I wanna Punch you in the Face! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Reflection

here i am a ghost from a time and place you will never know, nor never quite fully understand. I am a wandering soul like yourself in this labrynth called life, and as we wind closer and closer to the...
Posted by I wanna Punch you in the Face! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

"Conversations with a Stranger"

I am creating something here, something deeper something more. Another hole for me to fall in, another task for me to fail. And you ask me dear stranger, "what is the meaning of all this?" I reply qui...
Posted by I wanna Punch you in the Face! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Motions

Here I sit. The room is starkly decorated. I have decided to place myself upon a simple blue chair that lines the brick walls of the family Court Building lobby. In addition to my brick wall...
Posted by I wanna Punch you in the Face! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST