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..."WHY PUT OUT THE WELCOME MAT...IF FOR WHEN I KNOCK...YOU DO NOT ANSWER...".................................................. ............................................................ ........ .................................well what can i say ... i'd like to think i'm a good person.. i used to have a really big heart...but betrayals and broken promises and reality has changed that somewhat... life has a funny way of throwing curve balls... all i can say now is...if you say your my friend....BE A FRIEND...and if your with me....BE WITH ME......and if you say trust me.....BE TRUSTWORTHY......if you say you love me...LOVE ME AND ONLY ME.....spend the time and invest in something beautiful....and don't run away when you figure out that any good relationship takes work, time, trust, and commitment.. be willing to give of yourself and you will be given more in return... don't demand changes if your not willing to make some yourself... don't put up walls and expect another to have to bring them down...it takes two.... AND MOST IMPORTANTLY....if someone gives you their heart and love...don't use it or abuse it to further your own interests... cherish it for the gift that it is... for love can be the most beautiful thing...but it can also be the most painful and ugly...it all depends on what you give of yourself and put into it and how you treat one another...make the most of it ....for you never know when that person can be taken from you... in this day and age of disposibility....people just figure if it takes work or fixing just throw it away and get another.... well i don't believe people should be disposible...just because your friend or loved one makes a mistake or takes a little effort doesn't mean replace them... to me it means ...be more understanding...give it the effort it deserves..try harder...because no one deserves to be thrown away....if you was once in my life and you threw our friendship away ...sorry you chose to make me disposible to you......................................................... ....... nowadays...i am a contradiction in terms...i am complex and sometimes hard to understand...i will not ask for what i want...but i'll still yearn for it....i am a extrovert but a introvert as well.... i feel but i am numb... i am good yet i am bad... i love yet i don't... MyGen Profile Generator