I'm not sure you would want to meet me. I am awkward, I tend to always talk when the time is not right. I always say the wrong things. I talk in circles around you. I see right through most your tricks and come ons. I get you tangled in my fantasy web that has rotten truth still spread across the silk I wrapped you in. I speak beautiful lies to you, always keeping you right where I want you. I unwrap the dream and feed you my filthy friendship. I let you taste my sweet bile knowing you wont leave my corrupt plan for you. For moments I let you believe you can leave, let you walk away from the masked person I let you fall in love with. Only to still show you i hold the leash. You could scream and cry till I tire of your wasteful breaths. I still keep you on hand when the time calls for me to fall back and pick up the satin I made with you. To sure you I still care, love, need you. And I do need you.
Assemblage 23, Fictional, KMFDM, Icon of Coil, Velvet Acid Christ, The Cure, New Order, the Cult, Switchblade Symphony, Animotion, Depeche Mode, Flogging Molly, Suicide Commando, wumpscut, Andriod Lust, Razed in Black, System Syn, Angel Theory, Blutengel, Epsilon Minus, Melotron, GLIS, Apoptygma Berzerk, Suicide Commando, Seabound, Flesh Field, Combichrist, Dismantled, Project Pitchfork, Terrorfakt, Hanzel and Gretyl, Enya, SITD, VNV Nation, Stabbing Westward, Covenant, Nine Inch Nails, Gary Neuman, Funker Vogt, God Module, NamNamBulu, Plastic, Les Anges De La Nuit, Lost Signal, Imperative Reastion, Informatik, Electro Synthetic Rebellion, Decoded Feedback, New Order, Real Life, Front Line Assembly, Orgy, Portishead, Kill Hananh, Postal Service, Action Action, Sleepwalk, The Azoic, MonoFader, Seize
Edward Scissorhands, Fear and loathing in Los Vegas, really any Johnny Depp movie, Blood, Interview with a Vampire, What Dreams may Come, Pride and Prejudice, Tomestone, Schindler's List, Red October, Braveheart, Highlander, Forest Gump, Saving Private Ryan, The Green Mile, Terminator 1 and 2. Young Guns, Willow, The Princess Bride, Lilo and Stitch, The last Unicorn, The little Mermai.....
AFV, Srubs, House, CSI,
I am my own