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never meant to understand...

brad... just brad

About Me

i am a loser. seriously, don't talk to me. aim=lookingforlouis

My Interests

mythology, theology, music, astronomy, stuff
Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66%
Stability |||||||||||||| 54%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 46%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||| 36%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||| 36%
Humanitarian |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||| 36%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Family drive |||||||||||| 43%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| %
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||| 36%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Honor |||||||||||||| 56%
Thriftiness |||||||||| 36% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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I'd like to meet:

jake gyllenhaal. oh, and you.

Music:

a perfect circle, abandoned pools, anberlin, apoptygma berzerk, beck, bjork, bloc party, cake, coheed and cambria, coldplay, cursive, david bowie, dido, depeche mode, duran duran, fischerspooner, godhead, jump little children, keane, lacuna coil, liz phair [before she sold-out], marilyn manson, massive attack, mellowdrone*, modest mouse, morrissey, NIN, ozma, pet shop boys, portishead, queen, radiohead, rasputina, rod stewart, sarah mclachlan, scissor sisters, smashing pumpkins, the cranberries, the cure, the goo goo dolls, the mars volta*, the postal service, the smiths*, TISM, tool, underoath, weezer, white zombie, wolfsheim

Movies:

8mm, an affair to remember, bram stoker's dracula, but i'm a cheerleader, chasing amy, clerks, critters 1-3, cruel intentions, dogma, edward scissorhands, fight club, finding neverland, gattaca, gladiator, hannibal, hellraiser[all of them] hook, interview with the vampire, jackie brown, mall rats, labyrinth, little women, lotr, o brother where art thou, party monster, pirates of the carribean, pulp fiction, quills, secondhand lions, serendipity, silence of the lambs, texas chainsaw massacre, the birdcage, the breakfast club, the cube, the grudge, the hitch hiker's guide to the galaxy, the life of david gale, the nightmare before christmas, the ring, the rules of attraction, the truth about cats and dogs, underworld

Television:

[adult swim], the simpsons, south park, daria, degrassi, jeopardy, the discovery channel.

Books:

anything by david sedaris, sunglasses after dark, in the blood, paint it black, a dozen black roses, angels and demons, the da vinci code, anything by bret easton ellis...

Heroes:

still looking for one

My Blog

Katt Williams on War

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fyAx-QkCSO0 ...
Posted by never meant to understand... on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 09:50:00 PST

Goodbye

   I don't know what to do. I'm overcome by so many emotions. Anger, fear, regret, a crushing sadness, a sense of loss. There are too many what ifs. What if I was there? What if I had called...
Posted by never meant to understand... on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 08:00:00 PST

gravity

   i feel a gravitation towards something unknown. something pulling me toward it, but i'm unable to tell where or what it is. i'm utterly frustrated, because i feel that, whatever this is, ...
Posted by never meant to understand... on Wed, 07 May 2008 09:18:00 PST

fromage, mais c’est moi

eyes betray the soul and bear it's thinkingbeyond words they say so many things to mea stranger here reborn it seemswaking wonders deepeningif nothing's, ventured nothing's gained: so i must seize the...
Posted by never meant to understand... on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 05:25:00 PST

cara hit a car

   so i was feeling pretty good today. i mean, yeah i pulled my shoulder at work but other than that my day was dandy. i went to jessica's after i woke up [i missed her concert] and gave her...
Posted by never meant to understand... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

thank you for shopping at wal-mart

   i've been given a "decision day" at wal-mart due to my attendence, which i do not deny is poor. however, i find it odd that they would send me home to write a letter to my manager about w...
Posted by never meant to understand... on Mon, 22 May 2006 11:08:00 PST

bitch

   piety derived from fear is cowardice. accepting defeat. playing teacher's pet with god doesn't work. he's just as pissed at you as he is at us. i don't care what you believe, but don't sm...
Posted by never meant to understand... on Tue, 02 May 2006 03:27:00 PST

farewell chouji

   today we had to put blake's cat chouji to sleep. it was one of the saddest things i've ever been through. and he wasn't even my cat. he was sick and wouldn't have made it, but it still su...
Posted by never meant to understand... on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 10:45:00 PST

not again

   it's me. i'm drunk. i saw a picture of someone i thought i was over. guess what? i'm not. and i don't get it. i haven't seen him in almost 3 years. why do i still get goosebumps when i th...
Posted by never meant to understand... on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 01:08:00 PST

i love this apartment

   so for those of you who don't know: we got evicted from the house. not as bad as you might think. yes, we had to move all our shit out AGAIN. yes, finding a new place is a long and arduou...
Posted by never meant to understand... on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 02:43:00 PST