CURRENT EVENTS
March 17, 2007
HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY! Ok im just sittin here writing a poem.....its not finished but its how i feel. " Love is like a resting place, A shelter from the storm, It exists to keep you comfort, Its there to keep you warm." I feel thats how i can discribe how i feel right now. I have made the desicion to stay here in Florida and live out my dream of being Famous !....lol...NOT....but it will be diffrent now then it was before i went to Wisconson. I just got home from a little "party" with my parents. We had a blast . I am pretty happy to see that my parents have actual friends. I currently accepted a job at American Eagle (Which i am oober excited about) and i start Monday. Its only part time for right now but it has been a dream of mine to work there , so now i can cross that off the list. I asked Stephanie to prom and she said yes. so i am planning on it being one of the most amazing nights EVER! Well a few nights ago Stephanie and i went fishing. She was the only one to catch anything, i thought it would have been a cold but no, it was a dog fish. Like a day after that we went to clearwater beach where i met her bestest friend in the world Amber . She is also a awesome person and i hope i get to hang with here more. Well we were testing the water and Stephanie was like "Its to cold i dont want to get in" but i tackled her and she got wet...lol....if you only saw her face. Well i have to let you all go now but i will keep you updated on my life
March 4, 2007
Well i find myself in the dire state of depression right now, My aunt Ruth just past away last monday and things have seemed to get worse since. First off my best friends mother and father all of a sudden dislike me for slander other people have said about me, then my mother is getting sicker and sicker, and now i am being asked to stay here in Florida by my mother and other family members. Not to mention the fact i have so many job oppertunitys. I am deffinately torn right now between family, my mother wants me to stay but my dads side of the family wants me to go back to Wisconsin, and i did promise i was going to go back. I need to find a happy medium but its like there isnt one without hurting someone...... i need help someone to talk to but i dont think there is anyone else that would understand what im going through except for my aunt Ruth, its like i have no one to turn to any more. On the good side of things my baby Stephanie and i are doing WONDERFUL and have so many plans for the future together, but then i have so many plans for the future in wisconsin....grrrr life is getting more and more complicated....i just wish Ruth was here to guide me throught it. I have taken her whole celebration of life pretty rough!...and i need to figure this out soo for i have a ticket waiting for me on tuesday so once again i have to rush on a decision and HOPE its the right one. well before i let you all go about your life i would like to ask each and every one of you a favor, May my aunt Ruth be in your prayers Thank you
February 13, 2007
Ok i missed my flight yesterday and i found out one of my best friends died . My life is starting to crumble right before my eyes and i have no control over it. Its like tragedy surrounds me like a thick blanket on a cold winters day! I do have another flight booked for Monday the 19th so i hope i can bring myself out or this depressing haze. I do need to do some work when i return to Florida so if any one has any odd jobs i can do to make a little money while im down there let me know it would be greatly appriciated. Plus on top of this all my MP3 player has been missing for like 3-4 weeks so im feeling kinda crappy because of that too. but i just got to look at the bright side, i am surrounded by people that love me and thats all i really need in life. Hope to see you soon
February 6, 2007
Well i am 6 short days away from returning to Florida, and the pressure of not knowing what is to com is getting to me. I am going to return to Wisconsin after my 2 week vacation. When i return i plan on landing a job and possibly a car. I must admit i cant wait to be with Stephanie and my friends, but mainly Steph ! I will stop by all of my friends houses so be ready to see the BAKER once again. If you want to hang out with me once i am down there then let me know in advance. Well untill then ttyl
January 5, 2007
Ok things are now going a little more smoothly up here. I think i am getting the hang of things. Its getting easyer to do things and i find myself less home sick as i was before. I am trying to meet new people but that is still hard due to this desolate area. I think i am starting to like it up here. I think i might just stay up here if it is ok with Mim but i still am undesided...
November 15, 2006
Well since i moved up here i have been working at my uncle's shop " Vin's Auto and Sales " and i havent really found any one or any thing up here.....I am feeling a little home sick but i believe it is in my best interest to be up here and start my new life....I am going to be going down to Florida to visit (hopefully) on the 12th of Feb. Until then im just counting the days down!
December 13, 2006
Well i have decided to move back to Fl.....i am quite home sick right now....and i hope i can find a place to stay...When i am back i am going to continue with my fire fighter status and go back to school so i can get a degree..i have found out the hard way that you need some sort of degree in life to do any thing so i will be in persue of that... If you have any questions about any thing i will be glad to answer them just comment or message me!
FUCK NO!
I Hate The Phrase Thats Funny. You Realize What You Just Said Was 568% Not Funny. | Colored Eyeliner. You Look Like Youre Wearing Makeup By Fisher Price. Just Stoppit. | That Excess That Hangs Over Girls Jeans. Is It Fat In Here, Or Is It Just Me? | Stretch Jeans/Pants. If Material Has To Stretch For You To Fit, Stick To Those Hippie Granola Skirts. Or A Diet. | The Color Orange. Ewww. | People Who Cant Fucking Spell Or Abbreviate The Fuck Out Of Everything. Don't Be Fat . | Body Hair. Shave You Fucking Primate. | Bitches Who Still Wear Scrunchies. Hahahahaha, You Stylish Thing You. | People Who Hate Me For No Reason. :) ( If Youve Got A Reason, idc, Just At Least Hate Me For Something Logical :*) ) | Cheating ? So. Fucking. Wrongggg. | Toddlers. Kids Are Cute Before Than Grab, Shit && Talk. | People Who Think That Messaging Me On Myspace && Telling Me I'm Offensive && Rude Is Going To Move Me Enough To Fix My Entire Profile. Um No. Send The Debate Committee My Regards. | Most Of My Ex's. Stop Bitching At Me. | People Who Think I Care What They Think About Me. I Dont. | Really conceited People. Its Ok To Be Self Confident But Damn Your Not That Great.
VANITY FAIR!
FUCK YES!
Sense Of Humor. Uh Yeah, Those Are Handy In Life ♥ . | Fashion Sensed People. | Intelligence. Dont Be A Fucking Tool. | The Word Fuck . I Use It Quite Often. :) | ♥ Random Phone Calls Or Text Messages Saying I Love You. Love The Little Things People Do! ♥ | Someone Who Can Make Me Laugh At The Most Impossible Times. | Someone Who Has The Same Goals In Life As Me Or Perusing A Similar Career To Mine. | Late Night Phone Calls. Mmhmm! | Random Acts Of Kindness, Like Gifts ♥ ! | Holding Hands With Meee! :*) | Body Massages. Hoo Yah ♥ | Sweet Promises. | Romance! Uhh ♥ x 250 | Making Out! | Being In Love ♥ | Comments. I Love To Be Shown That You Love Me. | All Night Love Fest. | The Beach.
GENERAL INTERESTS
Athletic Shorts, ABERCROMBIE & FITCH , All Alcoholics Can Die, American Eagle, Armani Exchange, Beach, Backseat, Barefooted, Boobs, BAKER SKATEBOARDS , Big Lips, Bitting, Blue Eyes, Boxers, Breakfast Food, Clubs, Cellphones, Classy, Cologne, Cars, Cuddling, California, Candles, Clothes, Camras, D&G, Driving, Dancing, Drinking, ECSTASY , Eyelashes, Fucking, Faithful, Foul Mouth, First Time..., Friday, Fierce, Friends Forever, Fruit, Fun Drunks, GAP , Girls, Green, Holler!, Hollister, Holding Hands, Hugging, Hump Jams, Ignorant, I Love My Dad, Innkeeper, I Love You's..., Irish, Jealous Person, Jeans, Kissing, LOVE , Lip Rings, Loud, Laughing, Losing It.., Music, MAKING OUT , My Sisters, Manual Transmission (ONLY!), Moaning, Memories, Nasty, Nipple Rings, Naked, Numb, Orgasms, Olive Garden, Pills, Pacsun, Pina Coladas, Perfection, Presents, Please STFU, Quiet, Quitting, Range Rovers, ROAD TRIPS , Rude, Randomness, Regrets, Speeding, SEX , Shopping, Surfing, Showers, Shy, Smooth Legs, Sundrop, Sensitive, Stand Up Comedy, Sexual, Tanning, Taking Pictures, To Myself, Tongue Rings, Talking, Tattoos, Thunder Storms, Under The Sheets, Urban Outfitters, Velvet Beds, Volcom, Wrestling, White, Women In High Heels, XXX , Yelling, Zoned Out
MUSIC
311 , 3 Doors Down, 30 Seconds To Mars, 50 Cent, Aaliyah, ADEMA , Alanis Morissette, A Perfect Circle, Ashlee Simpson, Avril Lavigne, Beyonce, Black Eyed Peas, Blink 182, Breaking Benjamin, Britney Spears, Buckcherry , Christina Aguilera, Ciara, Craig David, Creed, Default, Destiny's Child, Evanescence, Fiona Apple, Foo Fighters, Fuel, Gorillaz, Green Day, Gwen, Hilary Duff, Hinder, Hoobastank, Hurt, Incubus, Janet Jackson, Jason Mraz, Jessica Simpson, Jimmy Eat World , Justin Timberlake, Kelly Clarkson, Life House, Lil' Kim, Limp Bizkit, LINKIN PARK , LL Cool J, Mariah Carey, Maroon 5, Metallica, Michelle Branch, Missy Elliott, Mya, Nas, Natalie, Nelly, Nelly Furtado, N.E.R.D. , Nirvana, No Doubt, Outkast, Papa Roach, Panic! At The Disco, Puddle Of Mudd, R.H.C.P., Ryan Cabrera, Shine Down, Smile Empty Soul, Staind, Sum 41, Three Days Grace, Trapt, Trust Company, Usher, Willa Ford, Zebrahead
MOVIES
O , 50 First Dates, American Pie, Austin Powers , Bridget Jones Diary, Bringing Down The House, Elf, Enough, Eulogy, Fast And Furious, Grandma's House, The Guardian, House Of Wax, Kill Bill 1 & 2 , Liar Liar, Queens Of Comedy, Margret Cho Collection, Mean Girls, Meet The Parents, Meet The Fockers, Mr. & Mrs. Smith, Save the Last Dance, SAW 1 & 2 & 3 , Scream, Scary Movie, Star Wars Eps. III, The Ring 1 & 2, White Chicks
TELEVISION
American Idol, American's Next Top Model, Anna Nichole Show, Bones, Cheaters, Comic View, Dave Chappelle Show, DR. 90210, Extreme Makeover, Ellen Show, Elimidate, E True Hollywood Story, House, Fear Factor, Judge Judy, Mad TV, Newlyweds, NEXT , Oprah, Pimp My Ride, Premium Blend, Project Runway ♥ , Real World, Road Rules, Simple Life, Six Feet Under ♥ , So You Think You Can Dance ♥ , RR/RW Challenge, Room Raiders, The OC, The Golden Girls, The Nanny, Trading Spaces, True Life, TRL , What Not to Wear, Will & Grace
MAIL!
Plain And Simple. Hate Mail Will Not Be Read. I Won't Change & Never Will. Asking Me "Whats Up" Is Typical & Gives Me Every Reason To Just Press "next". Asking Me How The Fuck I Did My Myspace Will Be Ignored. I Don't Give Out Nude Pictures Of Me. Giving Me Your Phone Number Is Desperate And A Waste Of Time. So Is Asking If I'm Single & If I'd Ever Consider Hanging Out. No & No. Although My Heritage Is Jewish & German, I Dont Know How To Fucking Speak Nor Read It, So Try To Keep Mail In English. I Dont Speak Ugly Either So If Your Face Is A Car Accident Or Like To Type Novels To Me, You're Wasting Your Time. Those Who Think Talking Shit To Me And Acting Thick Skinned Is Some Kind Of Turn On To Me Obviously Need Serious Medical Attention. I Try To Read Everyones Emails But Sometimes There Is Too Much Mail For Me To Read Everyones. I Usually Respond To The Interesting & Some What Intelligent Ones Though. |