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Poetry
is my life.
Wake Me Up From Reality
Bleeding all of my innocence
Crumbling till there's nothing left
Suffering more with every breath
Please save me
From
Myself...
Her voice echoes inside my mind
Piercing chills run down my spine
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
She finds me
Someway
And somehow...
Silencing every scream
Haunting every one of my dreams
Repressing my escape from her world so obscene
Get me out
Of this girl
Inside me...
I am trapped in her pouring rain
Forced to suffer cold showers of pain
Flooded my soul, now she's wearing my name
Wake me up
From
Reality...
Goodbye
I guess you decided to call it quits
when you started to treat me like shit
I've had enough, I can't deal with it
you've had your shot and oh boy did you miss
you can take it back, the things you said
but I won't forgive and I won't forget
you finally pushed me over the edge
goodbye boy I'm done with this mess
didnt work out the way we thought it would
just want you to know you lost something good
if you try to come back then you've misunderstood
don't need the abuse, I refuse to stay put
it was you who changed, don't blame it on me
you used to be there when I was in need
but lately you've just been watching me bleed
stabbing me deeper with every scream
im so over it, my tears have run dry
all my feelings for you, somehow have died
so i guess this is it, time to say goodbye
time to let you go, put our "love" behind
I cant comprehend how our love turned to hate
and that mouth of yours, I can't tolerate
you have said enough to devastate
apparently we're on a different page
it baffles me how we've come so far
how just like that you can break my heart
your words make it easy to be apart
I'm walking away without one scar
have no idea how you've come to think
that I will stay no matter what it brings
but I have much more respect for me
and what we had has become obscence
so screw it all, I'm done with you
you are gone, yeah we are through
I bet you're lost, don't know what to do
well how about this, fuck you too.
Dear God
dear God, I'm so sorry for all the sins I've made
and if I could take everything back I'd give anything
the pain's just not worth it, this punishment you gave
I'll be good, just take it back, take this agony away
I pray to you often, pretty much all the time
doesn't seem like you're listening and it's on you who I rely
so what am I to do if i can't even find that hill to climb?
dear God, will I get through this? is there any chance I'll survive?
Survive this pain I am suffering and this anguish I endure
fight this bitch inside my head and what she has in store
dear God, can you hear me? can't you see I'm badly torn?
I've had enough, about to give up, I can't do this anymore
I'm tired of living lifeless, living this nightmare
sick of being unhappy and done with being scared
in my mind, my life, my dreams, this girl is everywhere
can't say the same for you, God, because you were never there.
UNTITLED
AND UNFINISHED It’s hard to think that you’re ok
When all is done and gone away
I wish you well, I wish you’d stay
Don’t say goodbye to yesterday
It hurts too bad to turn around
Watch the life I knew crash down
I want to stay, I want to get out
I’m lost in what I can’t live without
God, Send Me An Angel
God send me an angel
or a miracle or two
break these chains restraining
eternity with you
So sick and so tired
of dealing with this pain
living life undesired
standing alone in the rain
I fight it, I face it
somehow i never win
I'm tired and wasted
so exhausted within
I pray to you a lot
at least five times a day
and not once have you God
ever offered me a change
It makes me wonder,
and it makes me think
when im falling under
am I just going to sink?
Nobody can cure me
Nobody but you
and it seems ur doing poorly
helping me make it through
am I asking for too much?
can this project not be fixed?
has the anguish just begun?
because I'm about to call it quits
Now the least you could do
is give me the strength
to give my life to you
rid myself from all the pain
I hope you can hear me
and I hope that you care
I hope you can feel me
feel the agony I bear
maybe then you'll know
the cruelty I face
and you'll want to take me home
take me to a better place
Just Go Away…
vibrations of fear
no space to breathe
choking on tears
I'm suffocating
feeling so scared
scared for my life
though I'd never dare
to pick up the knife
it feels that my mind
is about to spill over
she and I collide
each day it's getting colder
somebody sedate me
take away this pain
I think I'm going crazy
she's making me insane
tired of being stuck
inside the girl inside of me
all I'll ever want
is just for her to leave
she comes and she goes
but the agony, it stays
i take every blow
but the scars, they remain
everyone can tell
they can see it in my face
know I've been through hell
they know I'm not the same
I just want me back
the girl who I once was
that is all I ask
am I asking for too much?
I'm finding it hard
putting up with the pain
I'm falling apart
slowly digging my grave
the days, they pass
each one too alike
I have lost track
barely know day from night
I am far too numb
too numb to even care
I've been like this so long
just drowning in despair
I think my time is up
that it's time for her to go
been this way long enough
now I want to be left alone
when will she go away
just leave me to myself?
take with her the scars she made
and make her way to hell?
UNFINISHED..
UNTITLED
AND UNFINISHED…
I know that you don’t want to stay
So just give up and walk away
You’re not worth my time of day
Without you I’ll be fine
I wish you well with all you do
Sorry that I meant nothing to you
Don’t worry, I can make it through
Without you by my side
ALL POEMS WRITTEN BY:
ERICA ANN EGGLESTON
