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About Me

self diagnosed adult ADD or some might say i could even be bipolar, i luv beer, i hate my freckles, i aint worth a shit without my cup of coffee in the morning, i'm a dork, i have my own happy dance, when i laugh really hard i snort, i have a habit of fiddling with the tip of my nose, i belong to two cats (milo&fireball) one dog (B-no), i'm forever getting my hair cut, i'm not a romantic, i can't commit, i havent found my true love yet, oh and i can't cook for shit

My Interests

pieces of brilo pad on my counter top/scarab beetles/not sharing/sabritas/nail biting/sailor moon posters & scrolls/the color blue/sunflowers & daises/collecting band-aids/lady bugs/worry stones/medical books/running/weakness for guys with long hair/hate controversy/grumpy bear/black cherry icecream/tattoos & piercings/fruit with lemon juice and chile powder/football season/flip flops/sailor moon collector cards/McIntosh apples/medium point pilot pens/pink highlighters/hypochondriacs/sugar and spice and everything nice ///////////////"I would rather live in a world where my life is sorrounded by mystery than live in a world so small that my mind could comprehend it." -Harry E. Fosdic

I'd like to meet:

Phil Anselmo of Pantera and have my way with him. Oh! u mean here at myspace...not in my dreams. In all seriousness, i'd luv to meet individuals who think for themselves and speak their mind and don't care what people think about them. I want to meet people who can party and drink me under the table, but who can also hold a conversation regarding current events, politics (even if u don't agree with me), and music.

Music:

Where do I start....Death, Speed, Thrash Metal, anything Hardcore. PANTERA, MAchine Head, Fear Factory, Dismember, Acid Bath, Morbid Angel, Carcass, Cannibal Corpse, Gorefest, Obituary, Testament, Lords of Acid, My life with the thrill kill kult, Megadeath, In flames, Sentenced, Type O Negative, White Zombie, Beck, Fad Gadget, Unleashed, Slayer, Nile, Corrosion of Conformity, Deceased, Malevolent creation, Amorphis, Superjoint ritual, Damageplan, The Haunted, M.O.D., Gwar, Helmet, Static X, DEATH, Meshuggah, VENOM, Sepultura, Entombed, Ministry, D.R.I, Six Feet Under

Books:

True crime, all about seduction, rape, S&M, and murder

My Blog

???WHY???

Why do you love me so? Why do i seek love where there is none? Why do I treat you like i do? When you're the only one who really loves me? Why do i do these things to you? Like a drug so addi...
Posted by ludi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hypochondriac or hypoglycemic?

hypochondriac: one who is subject to hypochondria: a neurotic disorder characterized by excessive worry over one's health, imagined diseases and symptoms. since i started the nursing program i've made...
Posted by ludi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Swallow It

Take your medicinescented rosesone for the sake of itkeep to small dosesswallow itlike a good girlswallow itlike the fool you areswallow it like a good boyswallow it like the fool you areyou believe i...
Posted by ludi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

please just go

You say I make you miserableBut you love me so...You say I make you cryBut you come back for more...You say you hate meBut you never leave...You say I'm a good for nothingBut you can't live without me...
Posted by ludi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Empty gaze

Staring into the mirror she stops to look at her worn faceTears rolling downLooking deep into her eyes she sees her life....Confused, lost, and emptyTears rolling down her faceEyes blood shotShe stops...
Posted by ludi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Things never change

received a phone call this weekendmother on the other line...upset and worried i become; obsessed with the things which i can not changewhat to do? go on with life?yes!!! i will, but then the phone ca...
Posted by ludi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

kindergarten

now that im outta school, i find myself with more time to read. i picked up a book titled: all i really need to know i learned in kindergarten by robert fulghum. "everything you need to know is ther...
Posted by ludi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the enemy within

"The future of America hangs in the balance like a loose tooth. Everything you and I have worked for is being wiped out before our eyes. Our borders, our language, and our culture are under siege. ...
Posted by ludi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

life

life is killing me!!!
Posted by ludi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

do I have to

going to school is a drag, but everybody says I have to because I need to grow up. I don't want to study, but everybody says I have to because I need the grades to pass class, graduate, and get a goo...
Posted by ludi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST