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About Me

T here isnt much about myself that I believe would be interesting enough to get your attention. I'm currently trying this new thing, trying to keep some aspects of my life private.
I'm Gaston, 20-ish year old guy, living in Texas. There isnt much to know about myself. I was born in Buenos Aires, Argentina. I'm not strong at first impressions due to the fact that I'm painfully shy. (sometimes too shy for my own good). But after a while, when I warm up to a person, you will begin to see a whole different side of me.
What else would interest you? Hmm... I'm pretty much into all sorts of music. Aslong as it has a beat I can get into I'm happy. I love to DANCE! It's a good way for me to forget everything about my day & just escape for a while. (even if it is temporary). I love getting lost with music & just having a great time.
I've only been deeply in love once in my life so far. I learned a lot about myself & other people's feelings from him. Along with some other good lessons. Overall He made me a better person. Even if we are not together, He still holds a big part of my heart.
There are other random things that I could put on here, but I doubt that it would be remotely interesting to most of you. If you want to learn a bit more about me feel free to check My Livejournal. It has all sorts of interesting things about me.
[ " My Self-Destruction is My Security & My Self Control and You Can NEVER Take That Away From Meh " ]******
Needing a reason for being stuck in this seemingly
Demeaning whirlwhind of ride with you
Oh yeah I do
Longer then faster I try to decide what you're after
A disaster, is that what you put me through?
Oh yeah you do
*****
I'm not free love
So when you leave take the time you need
Cause I'll be gone
So don't come to me and beg to plead...
I'm not free love
So when you leave take the time you need
Cause I'll be gone
*****
You're about to say...
*****
Searching for truth in this twisted environment
I can't believe that I once was inspired by you
But I'll be ok
Poetry means nothing when you love me and leave
You can disappear one day then wear your heart on your sleeve Do you know what I'm worth?
What do you see?
*****
I'm not free love
So when you leave take the time you need
Cause I'll be gone
So don't come to me and beg to plead...
I'm not free love
So when you leave take the time you need
Cause I'll be gone
*****
You're about to say...
Hmm... I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know
I don't wanna fall to pieces
I don't wanna fall at all so
You're about to say...
Hmm... I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know
I don't wanna fall to pieces
I don't wanna fall at all so
Go... away...
Just go...
I don't wanna fall anymore
*****
I don't wanna fall anymore
You're about to say...
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
***** *****

My Interests

There are many things that I enjoy doing & there are others that honestly I have never had the pleasure to experience.

I try my hardest to try out new things. Even if it's not something that I normally wouldn't be interested in. I might complain but I will go for it. I'm an equal opportunity giver [evil grin!].

Things I do enjoy include the following in no particular order):

Taking Pictures Tattoos Piercings Cam Whoring Meeting New People Sex Dancing Drawing Kissing Boys Reading Hanging Out Exploring Myself Learning New Things My Never-ending Quest to Find Happiness

Aside from my interests, there are a few things that I cannot live without. One or more of these things are always included in my everyday life. Might not be obvious, but they are there. (again, in no particular order)...

Friends Musik My Ipod Platforms Robots Makeup Hair Dye LOVE Pleasure Gummy Candy Shinny, Fluffy, or Glow in the Dark Things My Computer Digital Cam Fluffy Stuffed Animals An Open Mind Spikes Water Monster: Energy Drinks! (i'm addicted) Pain

I'd like to meet:

I Want to Meet Someone who :
+ sees my inner beauty.
+ will tell me everything is ok when I make a mistake.
+ won't try to change me.
+ will kiss me in the rain.
+ will make me feel like I'm the only one in the room.
+ will touch my boy bitz!. :X
+ makes me Smile.

A s far as everyone else is concerned, I would like to meet people who are exceptional, fun-loving, exciting, friendly, outgoing, crazy, out of the ordinary, with interesting personalities & that are not afraid to express themselves. Anyone that can make me laugh & make my existance a little bit better. Perhaps someone that will show me how much they care & make me feel wanted.

Please feel free to say whatever you wish, express yourself in any shape and/or form. Let's make it interesting. If you've been added please make the effort to comment & keep me interested. * POKE POKE! *COMMENT NOW!

Loneliness.
Lonelines is not sitting at a table alone, there must be empty chairs aswell...

Music:

Music is a very influential part of my existance. No matter how I'm feeling or what I'm currently doing, music is always there to make me feel better.

I enjoy many genres of music. But my favorites would have to be Gothic, Industrial, Synthpop, EBM, 80's, & some Trance & Techno.

Some of my favorite bands include:

Alphaville

Assemblage 23

Android Lust

Apoptygma Berzerk

Birthday Massacre

BlutEngel

Camouflage

Claire Voyant

Clan of Xymox

Colony 5

Cosmicity

Covenant

De/Vision

Diary of Dreams

Diva Destruction

E Nomine

Echo Image

Faith Assembly

Garbage

Informatik

KMFDM

Ladytron

Mind.in.a.Box

Neuroticfish

Orbital

Paul Oakenfold

Paul Van Dyk

Plummet

Rotersand

Royksopp

She Wants Revenge

Skinny Puppy

Suicide Commando

Switchblade Symphony

The Cure

The Smiths

Tori Amos

VNV Nation

Wolfsheim

Wumpscut

Zeromancer

Movies:

I have a bunch of movies that I like. But unfortunately I can't think of them right now because my brain hurtz.

Horror, Comedy, Foreign, or Gay Porn [so hot!].

Television:

I'm a freak when it comes to tv. I dont necessarily have favorite shows but i'm a complete cartoon network junkie...

What can I say, I'm addicted to cartoons + I will always be a child at heart. Deal with it! :oP

Books:

Do Coloring Books Count ?? [teehee]

Heroes:

People that make a difference in the world. Anyone who is up to the challenge to make me smile.

My Blog

[ I Cant Sleep! ]

Ugh! I totally hate the fact that I can't sleep. But then again, why should I be surprized... Lately I have been having issues getting enough sleep (well more than usual). It's totally weird. My day g...
Posted by Love/Suicide on Thu, 22 May 2008 02:38:00 PST

-= Best Quote of the Day Ever! =-

" Call or get on yahoo messenger....i need my Gaston fix! " by - kute creepy stalker - I just love it when I get comments or compliments like these... just makes me feel all giddy & hap...
Posted by Love/Suicide on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 07:42:00 PST

-= Ugh! =-

I just wanted to write some crap about basically whats going on at the moment. I suppose that I wont be online for a bit. Since I'm trying to sort some things out for myself. I'll just dissappear for ...
Posted by Love/Suicide on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 07:42:00 PST

-= <3 =-

I wait for you my love I ache for you my love Call this a liquid love Rain down on me (You should have come over) Your love slips through my hands These streets like sinking sand Drowning in liquid lo...
Posted by Love/Suicide on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 11:12:00 PST

-= Happy Birthday to Me! =-

Well it's that time of year again. The time that I officially get a year older. -sniff- Eventhough I'm not too happy about the idea of being older. I do enjoy this time of year because I get to spend ...
Posted by Love/Suicide on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 11:07:00 PST

-= Happy Valentine's Day-ish? =-

Hey there people! I know, I know, I'm super late... but you know what I dont operate in a normal time frame so its ok ! I just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Valentine's Day. i personally am no...
Posted by Love/Suicide on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 12:38:00 PST

-= It's Been a While... =-

Hey there fellow MySpace users, It's been a while since i've been able to get on here and actually make any type of update. Things in my life are pretty much the same. I've been working really h...
Posted by Love/Suicide on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 11:35:00 PST

-= Mad @ LIFE !! =-

Well well well... So once again, life has kicked me bruttaly in the nutz gasping for precious relief. I knew it was coming, but didnt expect it to be so quickly & without a warning. Bleh ! Li...
Posted by Love/Suicide on Thu, 25 May 2006 04:04:00 PST

-= B-day Wishes. =-

Happy Birthday to ME !!
Posted by Love/Suicide on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 01:59:00 PST

-= Another Day Gone By. =-

I have been trying to write a blog for the past hour now. I have so many things that I just want to get out of my chest. But everytime I start to write down something, I get bombarded by all my though...
Posted by Love/Suicide on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 10:57:00 PST