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Janel

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About Me

If I could describe myself in one word, it would be "estranged." I'm always saying "Glad to've met you" to somebody I'm not at all glad I met. If you want to stay alive, you have to say that stuff, though. I used to love talking about myself but now I hate it because where I am now in life, everyone always asks, even if they don't have any interest in the answer. I feel like I've recited the same monologue about who I am and how I came to be me a few hundred times and only a handful people remember half of it.
Some things I don't share when I'm telling a person about myself are: I'm a snob; I wear a lot of black; I hate bank accounts and prefer to keep my money stuffed underneath a mattress; some drunk bloke pissed on me once; my fingers are smaller than my knuckles; I prefer cheap tobacco; I'm obsessed with World War II; I hate the surface.

My Interests

Music in general, theatre, musical theatre, siesta key, film, people who accept me for the bad speller that I am, public transportation, Africans, talking shit about people, cheese, Cameron Crowe, observing good discussion but never really taking part in it, coffee and cigarettes, reading, postage stamps, billiards, incendiary wit, fashion, writing things I'll never finish, traveling, writing letters, political science, photography, brick-a-brack, dancing the night away, finding other people who enjoy playing cards, Ryan

I'd like to meet:

The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars...
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Music:

Counting Crows, The Guess Who, Led Zeppelin, Stars, Van Morrison, Neutral Milk Hotel, The Pixies, Guster, The Doves, Tom Petty, old Blue October - if only for the sentimental value, Damien Rice, Sergio Mendez and Brazil 66, Jeff Buckley, Blues Traveler, The Proclaimers, Metric, Of Montreal, Blondie, Billy Joel, Dave Matthews Band, David Bowie, Men at Work, Thelonious Monk, Jewel, Vanessa Carlton, Smashing Pumpkins, Santana, Tool, Incubus, The Beatles, Simon and Garfunkel, Radiohead, Elton John, Weezer, Yes, Black Sabbath, Sarao McLachlan, The Guess Who, Cat Stevens, The Beach Boys, Thunderclap Newman, Matt Pond PA, Billy Bragg, Bruce Tournay, John Zorn, The Fugees, Kanye West, Sonny Rollins, Charles Mingus.... I could keep going.

Movies:

Almost Famous, Boondock Saints, Trainspotting, Sideways, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, Adaptation, Blood Diamond, Benny and Joon, I Heart Huckabees, Amelie, Scottland P.A., Puss in Boots (starring Walken of course), Jerry Maguire, Brokeback Mountain, Mean Girls, Wild Hearts Can't Be Broken, Mystic River, Troy, The Virgin Suicides, Sin City, Big Fish, The Shawshank Redemption, Closer, Tora! Tora! Tora!, Elizabethtown,

Television:

The Office, Lost, Weeds, Entourage

Books:

The World According to Garp, Ishmael, The Catcher in the Rye, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close, A Separate Peace, Dancer - The Rudolf Nureyev Story, Nine Stories, Being There, Summer Sisters, Girl Interrupted, Franny and Zooey, For Fuck's Sake, everything written by David Sedaris, The Alchemist, The Nightingale and the Rose, A Moveable Feast, The Neon Bible, Prep, Running with Scissors, Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs*, Pretty Little Dirty, On the Road, Dry, Kennedy Biographies, The Stephanie Plum novels, What is the What, Paul Auster is great.

Heroes:

Peter Buckley, Adam Duritz, Kathy Griffin, and Gene Kelly.

My Blog

The things that I miss.... [Long Load] - PUBLIC

In no particular order, here are the things that I miss:Danielle WJZPhiladelphiaThat dirty couchJedi Mind TricksThe day I got my ears pierced and the day I gave Ethan the scrapbookThe Most Happy Fella...
Posted by Janel on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 08:29:00 PST

A long December....

Call me an angsty young adult if you will.. but I'm just sitting in front of my computer ending another year of my life. I'm listening to A Long December and just crying. I mean, christ, what a year i...
Posted by Janel on Sat, 31 Dec 2005 09:06:00 PST

Presents, bitch.

A black iPod nano that's engraved in the back. It reads: JanelHasSpoken 941-323-0159 (My mom is such a nerd haha) A very warm leather jacket for New York Tickets to Belize Books Dvds A gigantic case ...
Posted by Janel on Sun, 25 Dec 2005 09:35:00 PST

Christmas time is craazzzzyyy.

So my mom and I were at WalMart doing some last minute Xmas shopping. When we come out back to our car this truck is parked at such an angle that we can barely back up the car. So I said, "This is rid...
Posted by Janel on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 08:35:00 PST

You must start living.

Show tonight. Tomorrow we close and Monday I start rehearsals for Most Happy Fella. I'm going to say fuck it and wear my contacts tonight. I don't care. I won't wear them during the day but I just HA...
Posted by Janel on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 02:04:00 PST

Show tomorrow and the next day.. and the next day...

Two more weeks of shows left. This weekend we're having a double.. so I'll basically be living at the theatre. The review came out yesterday. Extremely good. I've never read such a good review for any...
Posted by Janel on Wed, 07 Dec 2005 10:30:00 PST

Opening Night!

So for the past two preview's we've gotten standing ovations on both nights. Tonight is opening night. Only eighteen more shows to go. Natalia and Ryan are coming tonight... Smart move on their behalf...
Posted by Janel on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 07:49:00 PST

Alone in the holiday season.

The holiday's are so commercialized and make lonely people like myself feel even lonlier. I stepped outside today at 11:14 AM and it was cold. I'm sexually frustrated. Where do I go from here?...
Posted by Janel on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 08:23:00 PST

Woman 2. That's her name.

Who got called back for Putting It Together? I did! My audition was awful. I ended up not singing Sooner or Later because the version that I was given originally was different than the one I had to a...
Posted by Janel on Sat, 19 Nov 2005 01:14:00 PST

I haven't had this much fun in a loonng time.

Tonight was amazing. After rehearsal I met up with a bunch of old friends at Bennigans... Kelvin, Danielle, Courtney, Brandon, John, Allison.. etc.. Then, we went to Allisons house and later Jamie an...
Posted by Janel on Sat, 19 Nov 2005 11:25:00 PST