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About Me

Gutrock, was a SUCCESS !. I want to thank ever single band that drove out to play the benefit. The performances were amazing. Most of all I want to thank them for their enthusiasm towards Gutrock and helping to raise money for the Crohns and Colitis Foundation of Canada. The Second Annual Gutrock is currently in the planning stage. It will again be hosted by CALL THE OFFICE in March 2008. A special thank you to Ian Starkey for putting forth so much effort and time in helping us with posters, flyers and advertising.
The first annual WONDERCLOCK! was held June 16th-17th 2007. It was 24 hours of incessant rock, a mind blowing, genre-mashing event of epic propotions...loud rock, flaming mutton caracasses, cold beer, free verse, dangerously large fires, and home style law enfourcement - NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART !!! IT WAS AMAZING !! Thank you to every singel band and act that came out and supporte the event, you made it what it was. Again a heartfelt thank you to Ian Starkey for letting me be such an active part of this event.
There is a 2nd Annual WONDERCLOCK coming your way. Not to mention... WONDERCLOCK 2007 COMP CD being RELEASED JANUARY 25th 2007.
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About me personally... I am generally an emotional person. I will tell you like I see it. I will tell you i'm sorry too often. I will never really be sorry for my opinion. I want to be in love. I miss the feeling. I crush a lot. But I don't actually "like" people easily. A crush is one thing liking is another, liking leads to hurt. But if you are not willing to look stupid, then you dont deserve to be in love. My friends mean the most to me. I don't know how I got so lucky to end up with 3 best friends. (one of which i miss more than i can even begin to describe - love you miss you) I love all of them. I used to have a problem with keeping a hair cut or colour for more than a few weeks. However I am now trying to grow it.... takes so long ! I can't sing. I can't raise one eyebrow at a time. I can't stick my tounge out far at all. I can't spell very well. I can't give up on my dreams. I can't grasp the concept of music not being a large part of someones life. People that dont listen to it or go to shows - I JUST DON'T GET IT. I love grocery shopping. I like Rye (Rye and Ginger). Im always over organized, but have a messy room. I know funner isn't a word but I use it anyways. I enjoy when nice people leave nice comments on myspace, I dont like when people add me to their friends list and then never comment or talk or anything, all they are trying to do it look cool by having a lot of "friends"... stuuuuuuupid ! Black and pink are my favourite colours (far before they were the Emo thing to do). I like afternoon naps. I like glasses. I like to cook, I was a sous chef at a cute little restaurant. It didn't work out. But it was by far the best experiance yet ! People that won't try new foods suck. I like spring and fall. I hate people that eat with their mouth open. I Hate roses, I would rather you stop on the side of the road and grab some dandilions and daisys, butter cups or sweet peas(sweet peas are my favourite;)I like juice, I hate barfing. I like getting tattoos. I hate wet jeans or cold jeans, like if they were out in the car in the middle of winter and I had to put them on...yucky. I like stars. I like hugs and having someone to sleep next to at night. I don't like that I cant sleep night after night and then all of a sudden sleeping is all I do. I like sleep. My current sleep routine is in bed at 5-6am and up at 2pm. I like reading my book in a bubble bath. I don't like being hot. I would rather be cold. I like going to live shows. I like to makeout. I hate when people say they will come out and then never do. I like good music ( anything that suits my mood at the time). I like the Wick, the dirty little zit hole it is ! good shows, good music, great bartenders -haha I could go there every night. I have been known to blow entire pay cheques there. Thank-You's are so under rated - its fucking SAD ! It's surprising how great a kiss on the cheek can make you feel when you are down. I like mail. Letters are also so far under used now, thanks to fucking email (lazy lazy). It's just not the same! Email killed the post man just like video killed the radio star. My old job - I loved it. How many people at only 20 years old can say they have wrote and run their own menu at a perfect little restaurant like the one I worked for. It couldn't have been more perfect for me. I like the feeling of sun on my skin. I hate eggs generally. I like pineapple on pizza. I miss school sometimes. Someday I WILL have my own little restaurant. I hope I get married someday, so I have an excuse to do all the cute things for someone that i want to do. I'm not always nice, Im not always happy, Im not always sad, Im not always moody, Im always silly, I don't always make the right choice, I am stubborn, I do a lot for others, Im selfish at times, I do make mistakes, I do say and do things that I shouldnt, I dont always smile, I laugh a lot, I do and dont talk a lot, I listen, When I'm tired I don't think straight and I act - stupid. For that - I'm Sorry. But I am just me. Learn to love it, its not all that bad.

My Interests

Music:

.My Favourite Four People of all Time.
.JESSY aka J-SPOT.

.HEATHER aka HUNTER, GUNTHER, GUNTH.

.WAYNE aka FREAKSHOW.
IAN STARKEY aka PISTOLWHIP

The Four of you ARE MY WORLD!! Thank you.
Music... What is Life Without it? - - - The Shanks, The Populars, Portugal the Man, The Black Halo's, Hawksley Workman,Clem Snide, The Pariah's, Terms of USe, The Postal Service, REM, Romeo Liquor Store, Wolfmother, Red Light Rippers, Brazil, Tom Waits, The Brown Hornets, Interpol, Hot Hot Heat, Portishead, Dirty Pretty Things, Band of Horses, Imogen Heap, Ryan Adams, Crash Kelly, Metric, Galore, The Talking Heads, Matchbook Romance, Violent Femmes, Over The Rhine, Spoon, Bleed The Dream, The Distillers, Ben Kweller, Copeland, Plain White T's, Tegan and Sara, The Juliana Theory, Bright Eyes, Moneen, Amy Winehouse, Bob Marley, The Sex Slaves, The Suicide Machines, Evan Gordon and the Sad Clownes, the Killers, Lars, Stars, Sublime, As Tall as Lions, Robin Black and the Intergalactic Rockstars, Ben Harper, Jack Johnson, Bob Dylan, JEM, Green Day, Jonny Cash, Capeside, Counting Crows, Dead Kennedys, Pogues, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The yeah yeah yeah's, The Illuminati, Ray Charles, The Rocket Summer, Choke, Mad Caddies, Coheed and Cambria, Billy Idol, John Lennon, The Weakerthans, The Reason, Social Distortion, the Trews.... i think thats enough for now.z/

Movies:

Cube, Pi, Some Like It Hot, Saw 1 & 2, Being John Malkovich, Who Framed Rodger Rabbit, Spinal Tap, Ray, Identity, Million Dollar Baby, Napoleon Dynamite, Hero, Bowling for Columbine, Super Size Me, The Boy Who's Skin Fell Off, Shawshank Redemption, Oceans Eleven, Ghost World, Poolhall Junkies, Kill Bill vol. 1 and 2 , Waking Life, Sideways, Proof, Ferris Buellers Day Off, Full Metal Jacket, A Clockwork Orange, The Life of David Gale, Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind, SLC Punk, American History X, The Notebook.

Television:

HOUSE

Books:

The books I have recently finished are... The Long Hard Road out of Hell - Marilyn Manson Bio, Shakey - Neil Youngs Bio Tis' (The memoir of Frank McCourt) Angela's Ashes (The memoir of Frank McCourt) A Million Little Pieces (James Frey) My Friend Leonard (James Frey)The ones I'm reading right now are .... Catcher In The Rye, Kitchen Confidentail ( Anthony Bourdain), Scar Tissue ( The Biography of Anthony Kiedis)

My Blog

.the hardest chapter yet.

..> First, I need to make clear.  My mind is not made up. I have every emotion possible running on high every second of the day.  So many at one time that it is impossible for me to feel ...
Posted by .broken. on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 07:49:00 PST

matt and i are getting an apartment

..> Finally I am leaving the apartment I am in...I totaly love it and will miss it !!but...We have both given our notice to the places we are in nowSo we are doing apartment shopping...We will be mo...
Posted by .broken. on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 07:32:00 PST

.so i was lacking entertainment.

..> .so i was lacking entertainment.had though about asking a perticularperson if they wanted to go get a teathis eveningbut he was sleeping....for a verylong timeleaving me no choice but toDRIVE T...
Posted by .broken. on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 10:47:00 PST

+ a lusty crush : no more +

..> ..> ..> ..> ..> For those of you who know meI used to crush a loton every guy at least once Something obviously not goodit breaks you downit wears you outit hurtsbut I am thinking: no more? ...
Posted by .broken. on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 12:28:00 PST

to hospital or not to hospital

..> ugh it hurts.Im currently suffering from, moderate pain. with random sharp crippling flashes of pain. Mild pain yesterday, horrible pain this morning, moderate pain all afternoon, horrible pain ...
Posted by .broken. on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 08:02:00 PST

.moving.

..> I feel like I need a big change.I have nothing left here. Maybe I will move to Toronto for a year, find a random roommate and just try something new.  Busy city lots to do.  There are...
Posted by .broken. on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 07:38:00 PST

actions v.s words....and actions won without a fight

..> ..> ..> this blog is not about understandingit is not about good things I feel so very stuckthe things I have always thought I knewI no longer knowthe people I used to find such security ...
Posted by .broken. on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 09:54:00 PST

.fireworks can't fix it.

..>   tonight i watched the fireworksaloneon my front stepperfect viewsmoked a bowland cried something is hurting inside of mesomething even fireworks cant fix ..>...
Posted by .broken. on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 07:40:00 PST

Why'd you have to be so cute?

..> Say goodnight and go.Skipping beats, Blushing cheeks.I am... struggling..Daydreaming, Bed scenes in... the corner cafeAnd then I'm left in bits recovering tectonic... tremblingsYou get me every ...
Posted by .broken. on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 06:19:00 PST

the passing of a loved one

..> I am just so  tired.  I just want a rest.  Yet when I rest I become resltess and need something to do.  Truly am tired..With a list of about 15,000 things to...
Posted by .broken. on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 07:25:00 PST