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ChaosCupid

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Things haven't changed much. I'm still a Mindless Self Indulgence fanatic, but I'm mad at them right now. I submerging myself in my studies and my family and trying not to think about them to much right now. I'm rediscovering myself. I am feeling things and doing things that I didn't think I was capable of anymore. I have an entirly new set of friends. This seems to change from semester to semester in school, however a few people are just permanent now that we have gotten to know each other. The people on my top list are not just MySpace friends. They are people that mean the world to me. I am an artist. I find beauty where others would find fear or disgust.I am statisticly uncommon in every way so don't discuss politics or religion with me. You wont like what I have to say. Beauty means to much to me. Sometimes I think I am shallow, but I cant help it. Beauty is what makes this world tolerable and miserable at the same time. I have spent long hours agonizing over it for years now. To have it and to be it is at the secret center of all people really. I think it motivates people more than they realize. I am a cosplayer. This ties in with my adoration of all beauty. Cosplay to me is a celebration of perfection. When you discover someone that is visually enthrawling, whose very presence reminds you of your minds idea of a concepet perfectly illustrated through a look in the eye or the posture of the body, I always find myself swept away. Like witnessing an Angel singing(Hyde). Through this appreciation, cosplay springs forth. Call me a poser and I will say "yes". But that is only a small part of me. I think it means I truely know how to love. Have you ever dressed up in you lover's clothes and just stood in the mirror and tried to stand like them, or make facial expressions like them? It brings you closer to that person. It helps you to understand the qualities about that person that you admire most. I am a patient and kind person. Being my friend would be easy. Don't be afraid to try it~

My Interests

Music,dance,the butterflies,vampires, boys with long fingernails(vampire hands), emo boys, magick, education, religious philosphy, antiques, travel, cosplay, art, my fantasy land haha! Oh! And squirrels. I REALLY like them alot! Conkers painting My dog KILLS people! Matt Corlew's work on Ty's Miyavi cosplay

I'd like to meet:

Jimmy Urine,Steve Righ?,Bill H,Jorden Haley,MiYavi,Hyde,Kyo,Jui,and YOU~

Music:

Mindless Self Indugence,Mindless Self Indulgence,The Legendary Shack Shakers,Suicide City,Retard-O-Bot, Dir En Grey,Malice Mizer,MiYavi,some Gackt,The Birthday Party,Nick Cave, TheUnderworld, Download, Christian Death, Death In June, Current93, Dead Can Dance, Gitane Demonae, Tom Waits, Adam Ant, Slip Knot, Anthrax, Black Flag, Misfits, Sade, Madonna, Bjork, Jack-off Jill, Marilyn of course, GBH, Nina Hagen, Diamonda Galas,The Pouges,Christy Moore,Indian Ragas,Godspeed You Back Emperor, Johnny Cash, Soundgarden, NIN, The Cure, Bau-Haus, Cradel of Filth,Black Tape for a Blue Girl,Lords of Acid,Hyde,Vidoll,and Mindless Self Indulgence! .. Oh! Peter Pepper is sooo cool!

Movies:

Moonchild,The Last Quater,Kamakaze Girls,The Secetary,Tipping The Velvet,Crash!, The Brown Bunny, Star wars 3, The Moulin Rouge, Leaving Las Vegas, A Vampire's Kiss, Buffalo 66, Romper Stomper, Kids, Doom Generation, Santa Sangre, Nightmare Before Christams, Open Water, Natural Born Killers, Pulp Fiction, Resevoir Dogs, Saw, Kill Bill, Dark City, Bram Stoker's Dracula, The Crow, The Godfather1,2,3, Martin, Desperate Living, Coffe and Cigarettes, Not Another Teen Movie, Napolian Dynamite, Silence of the Lambs, The Edge, Underworld, The Little Mermaid, Oresama

Television:

The Family Guy, Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, Robot Chicken, Futurama, Animal Planet, various other cartoons~

Books:

Too many to name...I love to read!

Heroes:

Jimmy Urine for changing my life, Master Therion, Dr.Robert Canter, Spiderman, and Mother Kali for lifting the curse~

My Blog

Lost Friend

Somebody let my ferret out of the door and now she is gone. I had her for 4 years and raised her from a tiny kitt. I am posting fliers to get her back, but she is most likely dead. I feel like my best...
Posted by ChaosCupid on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 08:18:00 PST

MiYavi!!!!

I have to say he has changed my life. His music moves me more than anything I have ever heard. Neo visualism is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I love his style. I look at him and cry for b...
Posted by ChaosCupid on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 01:23:00 PST

Elaboration on the number

Everything about "8" was so true and now I sit in Samuel's lap listening to his laughter.Absolute chaos has taken hold and so little is certain. I am swept up in the great storm. I sit here wondering...
Posted by ChaosCupid on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 07:16:00 PST

Presidential Speeches

I'll admit that I want it too-Just like everyone else. It's hard just to watch from the window when all the blood looks so warm in those veins~I'll buy my ticket and stand in your line. My turn was bo...
Posted by ChaosCupid on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 12:44:00 PST

if not to have, then to be...

In the still darkness you come to me~ washing over every nerve in rythems~ Through purple fields I chase you~ You are lost to my eye~ And if I call to you, you will not hear~ Concealed in my hear...
Posted by ChaosCupid on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

GoD I cant stand it!

Dont you just hate crushes? You cant sleep or eat and your crotch tingles all the time. And it is even worse when you have a crush on a person that you know that you can NEVER EVER have. It's like sta...
Posted by ChaosCupid on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST