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VOX // not.quite.zero

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About Me

"Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, and above." - GIA
i'm vyki aka VOX, i'm amazing.. thats all you need to know........my life is my friends... these are the people who have made the journey through it an AMAZING one... love you guys

*** I LOVE MYSELF AND WANT TO LIVE ***

Allow me to introduce myself, I want you to come a little closer, I'd like you to get to know me a little better, & meet the real me. Sorry you can't define me, sorry I break the mold. Sorry that I speak my mind, sorry don't do what I'm told. Sorry if I don't fake it, sorry I come too real. I will never hide what I really feel. Sorry if I ain't perfect, sorry I don't give a fuck. Sorry I ain't a "diva", sorry just know what I want. Sorry I'm not a virgin, sorry I'm not a slut. I won't let you break me, think what you want. So here it is...No hype, no glass, no pretense. Just me... ***Stripped***
i know exactly who i am, what i am & the wrath i bring :: the ugly beauty, the lying truth - the virgin whore, the quiet storm :: a lover, a fighter, a saint, a sinner, old school, a beginner :: ive been crucified, justified & mortified by my behaviour :: i am unsweetened, unclean, been called a drama queen :: ex-girlfriend, ex-member - the tantrum, the temper :: i point my finger, take the blame - & this time i will own the name :: because nobody is going to ruin me - if i have to i will ruin myself & it will be my ruin*** BECAUSE YOU WANT TO SUCK MY FUCK ***
here a few links to some of my other amazing friends profiles, they are sexy bitches and sexy ass models and i want to promote that!!! go clicky clicky::not your ordinary princess - just another invented disease - my heart is the worst kind of weapon - it takes blood and guts to be this cool, but i'm still just a cliche - let the truth be perverted - what nourishes me destroys me - its not a fashion statement, its a deathwish - not as pretty as the girls in the magazines - something beautiful and something free - narcistic drama queen craving fame and all its decadence - addicted to the punishment - too many doses and im starting to get an attraction - can a heart still break if its not beating? - welcome to the sinfest - don't i make you want to vomit.3

My Interests

*** SEX DRUGS ROCK AND ROLL ***

the best festival in the world.....***** So give me all your poison & give me all your pills & give me all your hopeless hearts & make me ill You're running after something That you'll never kill If this is what you want Then fire at will *****

alcohol (esp tequila) :: smoking :: music *** ADDICTED TO THE PUNISHMENT ***

..the PUSSYCAT DOLLS 333

I'd like to meet:

you.put.the.make.up.on. .take.the.make.up.off. .searching.to.be.found. .but.youre.so.fucking.lost.*** MY PERFECT ENEMY ***

All my heros.... XTINA :: angelina jolie :: maynard james keenan*** MYSELF IN A PARALLEL UNIVERSE ***

How to rock my world:: Live fast die pretty - be opinionistic - be intellectual - be ambitious - be spontaneous - MAKE ME LAUGH - love me for me

Music:

*** ROCK :: POP :: METAL :: PUNK :: DRUM & BASS :: HARDHOUSE/TRANCE ***

female fronted rock bandsBack to Basics - too fucking right!! thats what its all about, past and present! ..

ALL TIME - christina aguilera....perfect circle...tool....marilyn manson... AND IVE SEEN ALL OF THEM - I NEARLY DIED EVERYTIME!!!THE MOMENT - the CURE & head automatica live :: silverchair :: nine inch nails :: incubus :: natalie imbruglia :: britney spears :: gwen stefani :: my chemical romance :: bush :: mazzy star :: vex red :: head automatica :: alexisonfire :: the distillers :: machinehead :: rob zombie :: prodigy :: counting crows :: smashing pumpkins :: korn :: dope :: bullet for my valentine :: sigur ros :: HIM :: 30 seconds to mars :: skin :: no doubt :: ashlee simpson :: muse :: alice in chains : pantera :: mudvayne :: stone sour :: alice in chains :: motely crue :: slipknot :: orgy :: murderdolls :: coal chamber :: system of down :: soil :: kiss :: disturbed :: deftones :: explosions in the sky :: pearl jam :: team sleep :: drowning pool :: madonna :: spineshank :: fear factory :: atreyu :: :: one minute silence :: god head :: placebo :: soul wax :: tori amos :: katy rose :: damien rice :: michelle branch :: sheryl crow :: bjork :: gemma hayes :: dredg :: manic street preachers :: goo goo dolls :: mandy moore :: radiohead :: the killers :: we are scientists :: the bravery :: soulfly :: rammstein :: napalm death :: opeth :: alter bridge :: creed :: static-x :: finger eleven :: stereophonics :: fuel ::hate breed :: soulfly :: skin dred :: union underground :: mindless self indulgence :: hed PE :: exit 10 :: pearl jam :: reef :: faith no more :: trivium :: thousand foot krutch :: breed 77 :: alexisonfire :: avenged sevenfold :: adien :: human waste project :: daisy chainsaw :: jamiraquai :: bon jovi :: judas priest :: kittie :: machines of loving grace :: nickelback :: the distillers :: soundgarden :: hole :: brides of desctruction :: depeche mode :: courtney love :: jack off jill :: scarling :: lamb :: papa roach :: velvet revolver :: queen adreena :: peaches :: auf der maur :: my ruin :: the used :: the spice girls :: jimmy eat world :: funeral for a friend :: simple plan :: franz ferdinand :: the subways :: james blunt :: razorlight :: all american rejects :: taking back sunday :: artic monkeys :: avril lavigne :: son of dork :: fightstar :: eighteen visions :: hate breed :: sevendust :: stone sour :: in flames :: dragon force :: my ruin :: massive attack :: my bloody valentine :: blondie :: pink floyd :: portishead :: fiona apple :: goldfrapp :: aphex twin :: pendulum :: marz volta :: rolling stones ::yeah yeah yeahs :: chemical brothers :: mogwai :: rage against the machine :: delirium :: my vitriol :: rolling stones :: white zombie :: garbage :: david bowie :: audioslave :: faithless :: mushroom head :: killswitch engage :: sunna :: the ordinary boys :: willian orbit :: the kinks :: morcheeba :: motley crue :: mogwai :: AC/DC :: james brown :: seether :: billy idol :: mastadon :: lordi :: combichrist :: dead or alive :: social distortion :: the kooks :: skindred :: devil driver

LOCAL BANDS - pfyitah
there are ALOT more, such as drum and bass....dance music... chart music... but i cant be fucked to name them all....ANYTHING WITH A PHAT BASS LINE THAT YOU CAN SEXY DANCE TO ;)

.. beat that! - you CAN'T tell me thats NOT amazing

Movies:

I'm a massive fan of the following directors/film writers :: Stanley Kubrick, Tim Burton & Quentun Tarantino *** HORROR FLICKS vs. PYSCHOLOGICAL THRILLERS ***

Iblow (a 70s johnny depp with side burns makes my heart bleeed.....) :: almost famous (i love miss penny lane, i wish that was my life) :: pulp fiction

thirteen :: the ring (1&2) :: playing by heart :: crazy beautiful :: saw (1&2) :: mean girls :: the sweetest thing :: girl interrupted :: gia :: the audition :: josie and the pussycats :: simone :: the matrix (including 2&3) :: nightmare before christmas :: corpse bride :: thirteen ghosts :: the descent :: hostel :: artificial intelligence :: clueless :: the village :: devils rejects :: texas chainsaw masacre :: house of wax (oh my god thats my worst nightmare - melting?!) :: house of 1000 corpses :: fight club :: se7en :: american beauty :: 10 things i hate about you :: queen of the dammed :: virgin suicides :: donnie darko :: muholland drive :: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind :: the omen :: grease :: american psycho :: basketball diaries :: clock work orange :: rock star :: vanilla sky :: american history x :: the grudge :: kill bill (1&2) :: the hole :: memoirs of a geisha
and the list goes on.... im a *film addict*... but these are my bestest!!

Television:

channel 4 rocks my world!!!!.... heroes :: smallville :: america's next top model :: meet the barkers :: BIG BROTHER (i3it!!) :: lost :: the OC :: sex & the city :: hollyoaks :: buffy the vampire slayer :: family guy :: american dad :: ally mcbeal :: dirty sanchez :: newlyweds :: neighbours :: nighty night :: peep show :: cribs :: nip/tuck :: pimp my ride :: my super sweet 16 :: two pints of larger and a packet of crisps .... im totally addicted to sky tv!!!! especially scuzz!!!

Books:

across the nightingale floor - lian hearin :: the bell jar - sylvia plath :: girl, interrupted - susanna kaysen :: atonement - ian mcewan :: feminine mystique - betty fredian :: a clockwork orange - anthony burgess :: the virgin suicides - jeffrey eugenides :: prozac nation - elizabeth wurtzel :: lord of the flies - william golding :: one flew over the cukoos nest - ken kensy :: the second sex - simone de beauvoir :: high fidelity - nick hornby :: the beach - alex garland :: the catcher in the rye - j.d. salinger :: to kill a mockingbird - harper lee :: the grapes of wrath - john steinbeck

Heroes:

the most elegant, the most beautiful, the most extravagant, the most inspiration, the most unique.... the bitches that rock my world.....

XTINA - fashion icon and wicked vocalist, i love this bitch

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ANGELINA JOLIE - amazing actress, inspiratinal human being, a bitch with attitude

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MAYNARD JAMES KEENAN - what a fucking legend!! the most genius man in the progressive music scene, if you dont agree get off my list!

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....These are my ultimate heroes, my role models, my inspiration. Without them i would not be ther person i am today. Without them i would have nothing. 3..

My Blog

back to basics

i cant believe i didnt post this at the time... what was i thinking?!?!?! this is like SUCH a big deal!!!!!! "IM GOING TO SEE CHRISTINA AGUILERA LIVE AT WEMBLEY!!!! OH MY FREACKIN GOD!!!! I CANT FUCK...
Posted by VOX // not.quite.zero on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 08:26:00 PST

miss murder <3

wooooooo i just ordered my afi tickets!! im so gald they had tickets left... oh my god!!! wooooo!!! im so gutted cause i missed lost prophets recently, and i just started liking them again after i maj...
Posted by VOX // not.quite.zero on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 02:17:00 PST

my very special gift....

Today we exhanged secret santa gifts in the house! I got a make up brush with a penis on the end of it! Rocking stuff! How cool am i now?!
Posted by VOX // not.quite.zero on Thu, 15 Dec 2005 04:57:00 PST