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M. Meraz

loneliness based on truth is better than happiness based on a lie

About Me

he was young and full of fire (blind-stupidity). he spoke to the masses. cruel pen and paper sheathed at his side. the weak ones flocked. the strong ones black-listed him, pulled out his innards, examined them, turned them upside down, and said, "naa, it's all mush, hog-wash, better off dead, maimed, or better yet disheartened." he quit, left, gave in, retreated to the exiles of mediocrity. he lived in that dream world for years. women, women, women turned him upside down too. it was all but over for him. he lay on his death bed full of doubt but determined to show them again. he rose from the ashes, picked up his cruelest pen, the one he never used before, the one he feared the most. he questioned his actions, he wondered if he could do it again, so much was lost before, what would it cost him this time? he wrote down his first line. now you have to put up with him.
My book "Black-Listed Poems" is now available. if you
want a copy just message me. it's free.

My Interests

art, poetry, photography, music, all that jazz...

I'd like to meet:

writers, poets, artists, anyone who has something to say and the guts to say it. hunter s. thompson

Music:

pixies, the cure, the smiths, love and rockets, tones on tail, souixie and the banshees, echo and the bunnymen, craig armstrong, nin, deftones, phillip glass, coldplay, radiohead, throwing muses, natalie merchant, cocteau twins, tears for fears, the smashing pumpkins, the creatures, the cult, garbage, foo fighters, jimmy eat world, the walkmen, ours, travis, the the, new order, frank black, franz ferdinand, bjork, arcade fire, beethoven, george gershwin, samuel barber, morrissey, depeche mode, portishead, mahler, rammstein, limp bizkit, vast, the beatles, keane, starflyer59, lisa gerrard, the mission, led zepplin, the strokes, third eye blind, bauhaus...

Movies:

rumble fish, vincent and theo, last tango in paris, malena, pulp fiction, on the waterfront, angel heart, goodfellas, trainspotting, barfly, shine, pollock, blue velvet, wild at heart, amadeus, the quills, diner, the outsiders, office space, ameli, the wild one, heat, magnolia...

Television:

I hate it.

Books:

Ask The Dust, Deprofundis, Hunger, In Watermelon Sugar, The Roominghouse Madigrals, The Dream Songs, The Old Man And The Sea, The Pill Versus The Coal Mining Disaster, Nine Stories, Journey To The End Of The Night, Touched With Fire, Women, The Most Beautiful Woman In Town, The Little Flowers of Saint Francis of Assisi, Oscar Wildes Complete Fairy Tales, Burning In Water Drowning In Flame, Ernest Hemingways Complete Poems, The Portable Chekhov, A Grief Observed, In Search Of Duenda, The Diary Of A Madman, The Broken Wings, Betting On The Muse, The Idiot, Notes From The Underground, The Overcoat..

Heroes:


My Blog

Rain Drops

rain drops like a thousand nights before.nothing has changed."nothing ever changes,"he said to me two days ago.his vacant wordshit dimly on my soul,like a lie, or a half truththat wants to be made who...
Posted by M. Meraz on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 07:06:00 PST

The Heaven Of The Alone

some dreams are cut short by reality. I have never grabbed hold of reality. my dreams are still alive. as other men my age have a wife, kids, and a house payment. I have nothing, but a hope, a dream, ...
Posted by M. Meraz on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 05:18:00 PST

"BLACK-LISTED POEMS" (Out Now!)

hey, guys, my book "Black-Listed Poems" is now available. if you would like a copy just send me your name and address, either through myspace or to my hotmail account: [email protected] ...
Posted by M. Meraz on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 07:48:00 PST

Some Wayward Thoughts On Love

I do not believe in love at first sight, but I do believe in love at first vibe. it has happened to me many times before. and those that I love I usually love in a moment. I do not believe kindness ha...
Posted by M. Meraz on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 06:04:00 PST

How

a guy at work asked me how I picked up women. I told him, "I tell them I'm a writer." "really?" he asked suprised. "yeah," I told him, "I play the tortured soul, the guy who writes poetry. some girls ...
Posted by M. Meraz on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 04:20:00 PST

A Love Poem:

one cares.   one does not.   I love her.   she loves him.   some other girl,   I care nothing about,   loves me. ...
Posted by M. Meraz on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 11:54:00 PST

Rome Burns

Rome burns, America burns, I burn...   I think if we all just reserved ourselves for that special calling we were meant to do that unique voice that burns inside every one of us we would all be ...
Posted by M. Meraz on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 05:43:00 PST