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About Me

i like trees, cats, funny euphamisms and obscure writers. i do music and operate unlukratively, yet creatively as vela romy. but sometimes i rather stick to instrumentals and just writing seperately. its nice when music and words come together. restlessness is my worst enemy and my best friend. i like hugs and am not afraid to tell my friends that i love them. im in love with romanticism, but im critical as hell of everything at the same time. i like to think that im fairly in tune with humanity's collective unconscious-and i liked to be called on whatever bullshit i may be unconsciously delving into. debatings fun. arguings not. people are the funnest books to read. i like minimalism and am happier with less things so long as im surrounded by people who actually give a fuck (about this that and the other things-me, you, truth, equality, while at the same time have a sense of humor) im violently opposed to living in a bubble. like rain and sunshine, anachronisms, thrifstores, daydreaming, all night conversations, being seriously silly and sillily serious, scrabble, educated people from the school of hard knocks, stories from old people, i like to mosey and be out and talk to strangers. im freakishly friendly sometimes. like an annoying cat. and also like a cat-i disappear and then come back after a while. im whimsical and capricious and i like to travel and go on random (mis)adventures. or stay home and watch weird movies and listen to music. i like to listen and i like to talk. fruit and vegetables and whole grains make me happy. i have a vegan consciousness, although sometimes im omnivorious. i like southern comfort and the sound of the glockenschpiel. im down with crust punk and rag time and really really depressing music. ive had conversations with allen ginsberg in my dreams. ive interests such as neurobiology, physics, continental philosophy, the evolution of anthropology, psychology, queer theory, existentialism and modern/postmodern literature, nutrition, the history of musics evolutionary cultural heritage...i like mythology and science. stories that dont make any sense but are still fantastic and/or deep and the idea of reality. i dance funny when im drunk-but i dont drink so much anymore since school and a bunch of personal relevations. im half wallflower, half social butterfly maybe im just a social flower fly on the wall. i play guitar in alternative tunings and have really restless fingers. i sing about stuff a lot. different stuff. like how capitalism sucks, places, and 40s and cigarettes...i think america is built on genocide, theft, greed and slavery. im a feminist. my mind is very androgenous. im weird and might have been burnt at the stake if it was a few hundred years ago. i like experimental outsider folk and noise bands. i go through different obsessions and i change a lot as a human being. im sappy cynical and a unemployed musician and half assed writer-can YOU gimme a job? im going to school for cultural anthropology and im probably going to exploit the federal government for financial aid and radicle education for a good while. i like it when minds blow, nova, and form fresh stars. im 21 and i feel old sometimes. i like listening to my friends music a lot, long walks and old things done in new ways. old time aesthetics are very nice-you know-fidoras, suspenders and tweed jackets, zoot suits and bob hair cuts and slang from the 20s. i think its rather hotsy totsy to java with the jakes and johns about town and maybe every once in a while catch an edge off slacking back and chitting chat with the dames and daddies of grove. its copacetic, man. dig?
oh, ps. beware of number 5 on this test. if you got it write youre totally wrong. i miss made number 5. im really a former anthropologetic womens studies major.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

fellow students of life. people i can grow with or grow from. people who say everything i want to say only better. people with crass and cynical humor. darwinists. people to rant with and goof off with. people who like to laugh about anything and share life stories and turning eachother on to whatever music, ideas, art, books, and random factoids. people who can speak fluent jive and can do the jitterbug.

My Blog

listening to morrissey outside of high school feels weird sometimes.

and so i turn on the no wave and anarcho punk that still makes me feel at home. teenage jesus and the jerks, flux of pink indians, crass-oh, my beloved crass, dna. yes. waiting on my next installment ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Feb 2010 10:29:00 GMT

que sera sera, whatever will be will be...

this song has been stuck in my head today. the pink martini version. its nice. but random considering how i havent listened to pink martinisince driving with dani somewhere before i moved to oregon. i...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Jan 2010 12:23:00 GMT

a series of sleepless nights

of writing and reading my neurosis away. thinking and overthinking the future. pondering various radicle life changes. time moves slowly still but dreams abound.things to get with loan money:books. mo...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jan 2010 10:33:00 GMT

oh, the days.

the last month ive been craving certain things. 1-a fast forward button to be used on realityand2-high speed internet at my convenience on a portable labtop. 3-sobriety, clarity, mental and physical a...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Jan 2010 20:04:00 GMT

ride the world as it twists and turns topsy tervy as life sojourns

it feels like its been a long while since i sat down to purge my mind in a stream of consciousness. a mini inventory of the cycles that spin and revolve in my head. for now i feel like im progressing ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Dec 2009 17:19:00 GMT

on this day, two years ago-i was thinking:

more musings on the nature of the inevitable. old age. when you start loosing parts of your body and replacing them until youre dead and youre practically taxidermied, mostly plastic except for a ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Nov 2009 15:14:00 GMT

entry 876

foodstamps are 3 days away or so. have been writing songs. neurotic personal journals. doodling storms of insanity. overanalyzing abounds in retrospect. the grove has become a strange crucible. inner ...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Nov 2009 16:07:00 GMT

autumn

so goes life. been thinking a lot lately. deconstructing the foundations of my own personal world view and self reflection. my minds been breaking apart like leaves from boughs and thoughts are scatte...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Oct 2009 12:20:00 GMT

i really want to walk through trees.

like really be absorbed by them-nestle in their insides and then climb out the otherside. have my insides comingle with their insides. im craving the strength and flexibility of wood-i need to feel th...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Oct 2009 11:16:00 GMT

cottage grove under milk wood

i was reading under milk wood and i was just thinking of a parallel of cottage grove-how the small towns and the characters are kind of similar only different. theres no bible black sea around-but i c...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Oct 2009 16:06:00 GMT