tee eye double grrr - ProfilesArchive

About Me

ever live a life that's real full of zest, but no appeal ever want to cry so much you want to die ever feel that you've been had had so much that you turn mad ever been depressed that those you turn to, you bring distress ever sit in tormenting silence that turns so loud, you start to scream ever take control of a dream and play all the parts and set all the scenes ever do nothing and gain nothing from it ever feel stupid and then know that you really are ever think you're smart and then find out you aren't ever play the fool and then find out that you're worse ever look at a flower and hate it ever see a couple kissing and get sickened by it ever wish the human race didn't exist and then realize you're one too well have you ever i have

My Interests

Juggling, Poker, Genocide

I'd like to meet:

Probably not you

Music:

KMFDM, Chaos UK, Sonic Youth, Black Flag, The Pixies, Dizzy Gilespie, Joy Division, Skinny Puppy, Ministry, Skeptix, Blatz, Crass, Bob Dylan, Smiths, Soundgarden

Books:

Naked Lunch, City Of Night, Last Exit To Brooklyn, Justine, Tropic of Cancer, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Sirens Of Titan

Heroes:

Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Arafat, Pol Pot

My Blog

taking risks

In order to win, you must take risk. I have a great respect for risk. It is real. Trying to make a living at poker or trading or anything else that involves risk means you might fail...
Posted by tee eye double grrr on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 03:50:00 PST

something to think about on shitty days

A woman who sought out a Zen master and explained that she was very determined to achieve enlightenment. "Are you sure?" the Zen master asked. "Are you willing to give yourself over completely to seek...
Posted by tee eye double grrr on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 04:31:00 PST

silly jews

(m0918 55 PM) brodyliciouss: according to my jew accounting books, you owed me $52 for the projekt revolution ticket and $55 from pennsylvania, but since you won the bet and proved that it's easier t...
Posted by tee eye double grrr on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 03:35:00 PST

ebay as therapy

so i just did a favor for somebody that common sense said i shouldn't have and now im sitting around my room driving myself crazy thinking about only one thing and making excuses to myself about why i...
Posted by tee eye double grrr on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 09:03:00 PST

1209600 seconds tommorrow morning

or later tonight depending on when you sleep. hip hip horray go fuck yourself :)
Posted by tee eye double grrr on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 10:54:00 PST

wierd night

I think that this is what it must feel like to be on death row and you're waiting for them to come take you out of your cell and do thier thing with you. I'de be a total lair if I said I wasn't ...
Posted by tee eye double grrr on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 10:43:00 PST

well shit i coulda told you that

I'm at work tonight and its one of those nights. So after an incident involving a bag of cocaine and a little bribary I find myself rather drunk. It wasn't my cocaine, but I did do some, a...
Posted by tee eye double grrr on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 12:25:00 PST

oh my fucking god

so i deposited $300 into some poker site. all was well. then like two weeks later i notice my checking account overdrawn. so i go to the bank and fill out some form and figure somebo...
Posted by tee eye double grrr on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 12:51:00 PST

dopesick a gazillion miles away from home

but guess what....I DID IT I DID ITwell mostly. v > h. mellissa owes me $100. pwned.
Posted by tee eye double grrr on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 12:12:00 PST

wow im really going to ride my bike 1000 miles

new york, new york to kenosha wisconsin. actually probably a little less but thats a nice even number for a subject. i've bought a tent, a sleeping bag, took my bike for a major tuneup, go...
Posted by tee eye double grrr on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 07:14:00 PST