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le troublemaker

striking smiles & tears of a camera shy

About Me


these days, i'm all about
and these
are my lifeless, ordinary bestfriends...
if your definition of a straight-edge is: no drink, no smoke and no sex (whew!), then i think i'm a straight-edge.I do this real moron thing, it's called thinking. and I'm not a very good Filipino because I like to form my own opinions. i belong to an ill-starred country with nonsensical politicians. i have never voted for election. "Too many guys think I'm a concept or I complete them or I'm going to make them alive, but I'm just a fucked-up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind. Don't assign me yours." i am always mistaken as a korean. ive got that quirky sorta self-depricating humor and outlook that most people alternatingly pity and admire. i stil wear bikini even if i gain a lot of weight. i despise people with condescending attitude because i see myself in them.
i come from a happy broken family. i consider music as food, i'm so full of it that's why i'm fat.. i got mounds on my grudges. i got the coolest friends and my abnormalities seem to be conventional around them. i can't explain something i haven't felt. "I have found men who didn't know how to kiss. I've always found time to teach them." yes. i'm a tease.

My Interests



Scared
Your eyes are scared. Your eyes are scared of pain, or rejection. You know how much it hurts to lose someone u cared for, but in return they dumped you like a sack of potatoes! Someday you will find your special friend, or lover, so dont stay hidden too much. You have also seen much misery when it comes to guy too, so you prefer to keep it safe, and keep your heart locked up from every guy that seems to be interested. You dont wanna go through anymore pain....
..
discontented artist. goth. guitar. harmonica. bass. violin. books. skin art. silent movies. stage plays. cam whoring. men hoarding. loves kids. in search for fellow weirdos. Catholic. not an addict but looks like one. writer. mating. photography. indie music. living the straight-edge lifestyle (well, almost). jimi hendrix. morrissey. pink cheeks. plastic. black eyeliner. mini skirts. purple & black. pin-up. anti-fashion. darkness. insomniac. piercings. rockstar. nude paintings. iced tea. tsokolate. nail bitin'. beaches. philosophy. poetry and lit.

I'd like to meet:


Custom Friends Space Generator

fellow troublemakers
my earthbound intergalactic friends

my Quintain

irah: the coolest sister ever!

Fonsi, my fave porn leading man

Marti Bismark, i miss you...

Altier (i luv!)

The UltraModern

Alfred Koozie (futurist)

Margee my honey!!!

ishi, the doll

The Kings & Pawns

philip

Suzanne Marie

Mickey

hot Hali!!!

Benjo: my long lost brother

Vince

Karl VC

ishi murakami

Lee

Lestat

MessyPink!

Niña Andrea: my beshy

Luis Enrique

aurora borealis

Nelo

other retards i've come to appreciate
other comments

Music:

what you don't know is what i like-- pop erotica, indie rock, shoegaze, japanese pop derivation, 70's & 80's underground classic songs in vinyl.. etc. ...because i don't sound like them, i am infatuated to the peewee, frail voices of-- Laila France, The Tiny, Joanna Newsom, Figurine, Gemma Townlet and a lot more. --Snowden, Pale Saints, Stereolab, The Poems, Iron & Wine, Blueboy, The Stone Roses, Felt, Yeah3s, Mates of State, Idha, Ivy, Wolf Parade, British Sea Power, Mew, Figurines, Rita Calypso, The Decemberists, Trembling Blue Stars, Harvey Williams.. The Field Mice & other artists who recorded for Sarah (thanks to you, you who introduced them to me...) --currently listening to-- Sonoko: La Debutante

Movies:

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~black and white flicks
~indie films
~spanish and french movies
~docu-dramas
~horror flicks
~intellectual comic
~few animations
(definitely no robots, saucers and lasers)
-=my fAves=-
*casablanca
*gone with the wind
*niagara
*scarface
*a streetcar named Desire
*schindler's list
*dogville
*american splendor
*my life without me (indie film)
*son de mar (spanish)
*sassy girl (asian mush for the geekOs)
*y tu mama tambien (d french yuck)
*lost in translation
*i *the swimming pool (french)
*trainspotting
*cannibal holocaust
*the incredibles ;-)

Television:

MadTV, The L Word (to all the bIs and lesbOs in the world, come out and be proud! lol) CSI, Ftv, 6 feet under, Sex and the City, Samurai Jack, Totally Spies, Sfundsbab Iskwurfants, talk shows & current affairs

Books:

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Heroes:

the very first Goth girl, even before there was such a thing -Theda Bara *The Vampire in A Fool There Was (1915) *she had the de riguer black eye liner *her name spells ARAB DEATH... cool huh?.. ..

My Blog

a highwire day in my sucked-up Life

what are the chances you'd get robbed by a bourgeois-looking man, with a glistening gun pointed at you, while you're having a late meal at a canteen situated just outside your subdivision (l...
Posted by le troublemaker on Thu, 13 Oct 2005 03:20:00 PST

Subliminal Goal

3:35 PM (as i open my 2nd Reese's) Meeting someone, somewhere totally unexpected, that within a matter of days understands you better than some people have done in ten years, is kind, considerate, int...
Posted by le troublemaker on Fri, 09 Sep 2005 12:15:00 PST

as i wait in dreamland

you're out there. i can feel you sometimes. you know, as if fate ripples like water as we take steps closer and closer to one another. but i'm getting impatient. it's like i can smell you near me but...
Posted by le troublemaker on Fri, 26 Aug 2005 12:25:00 PST

READ THIS, GUYS!!! INTERESTING FACTS. hehehe..

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have >produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 mon...
Posted by le troublemaker on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

inc0nsistency... (U KNOW WHO U ARE)

the irony of my affection.i feel drunk th0ugh i've never sipped wine. i feel restLess even if i was in bed the entire day. seekin' comfort on the mural of my room, as i picture your face & your me...
Posted by le troublemaker on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?

"i couldn't see the firew0rks fr0m his h0teL r0om, but i couLd hear them and see their spLintered refLecti0n against the side 0f a gLass & steeL buiLding."i was standing at an imaginary p0int and ...
Posted by le troublemaker on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST